"To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering one must not love, but then one suffers from not loving. Therefore, to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer, to suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love, to be happy then is to suffer but suffering makes one unhappy, therefore to be unhappy one must love or love to suffer or suffer from too much happiness." *Love and Death*
"I have so often dreamed of you that you become unreal. Is it still time enough to reach that living body and to kiss on that mouth the birth of the voice so dear to me? I have so often dreamed of you that my arms used as they are to meet on my breast in embracing your shadow would perhaps not fit the contour of your body. And, before the real apperance of what has haunted and ruled me for days and years, I might become only a shadow. Oh the weighing of sentiment. I have so often dreamed of you that there is probably no time now to waken. I sleep standing, my body exposed to all the appearances of life and love and you, who alone still matter to me, I could less easily touch your forehead and your lips than the first lips and the first forehead I might meet by chance. I have so often dreamed of you, walked, spoke, slept with your phantom that perhaps I can be nothing any longer than a phantom among phantoms and a hundred times more shadow than the shadow which walks and will walk joyously over the sundial of your life." - Robert Desnos
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This Blue Rose is in rememberence of my Grandma & Grandpa Chidsey...RIP I love you and miss you both tremendously...
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Movies:
B/c of Russell--
"I guarantee there'll be rough times. I guarntee that at one point one or both of us are going to want to get out, but I also guarantee that if I don't ask you to be mine, I will regret it for the rest of my life, because I know in my heart, you're the only one for me."-Runaway Bride** Because that's what people do. They leap, and hope to God they can fly, because otherwise you just drop like a rock, wondering the whole way down, why in the hell did I jump? But here I am, falling, and the only one that makes me feel like I can fly... is you. -Hitch ****
I haven't got a brain...only straw.~How can you talk if you haven't got a brain?~I don't know...But some people without brains do an awful lot of talking...don't they?
Yes, I guess you're right..-Wizard of Oz ***
"I always tell the girls never take it seriously. If you never take it seriously then you never get hurt. If you never get hurt then you always have fun, and if you ever get lonely you can just go to the record store and visit your friends."-Almost Famous**
"Do you ever put your arms out and spin and spin and spin? Well thats what love is like. Makes you heart race, turns your world upside down. But if your not careful, if you dont keep your eyes on something still, you can lose your balance. You cant see whats happening to the people around you...You cant see that your about to fall..."
-Nicole Kidman-Practical Magic
Television:
THIS IS IN HONOR OF MY BABE!!
Books:
"In the lives of children, pumpkins can turn into coaches, mice and rats into human beings. When we grow up, we learn that it's far more common for human beings to turn into rats." - Gregory Maguire
"Cry a little bit if you have to. It's healthy to piss in the fire. But then back you go." -Gregory Maguire
"Midway upon the journey of our life, I found myself within a forest dark, for the straightforward pathway had been lost." - Dante's The Inferno
"Lost are we, and are only so far punished, that without hope we live on in desire" -Dante's The Inferno
Heroes:
My Dad, when it would have been easier to run, like many men have done, he stayed fought for his heart, for his kids, and never left his family alone, even when the tunnel never seemed to end and the dark became too dark.