livin39 |
the way you would want for me.
for all of us.
there was something in the way, you turned and looked at me i started panicking.
i started panicking. until your heartbeat stopped. that will always...
Posted by on Sat, 14 Mar 2009 23:45:00 GMT |
can you still hear the last goodbye? |
i still hurt.i still miss.i still wait.i still don't sleep.i still see his face.i still have no peace with this.i still don't see life as normal.i still have random moments that completely overtake an...
Posted by on Wed, 04 Feb 2009 22:31:00 GMT |
exactly 3 months ago, |
im currently writing my contribution for the scrapbooks being made by amanda for kennys mom and gram.
oddly enough as i type this part...
"i would have to say the pinnacle of the night was when...
Posted by on Mon, 17 Nov 2008 14:37:00 GMT |
you could take everything i have, just don’t leave my side now, |
i don't understand how quickly people can just forget a tragedy.like, so many people swore they learned from losing kenny.swore they would live everyday to the fullest, and let the people they loved k...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Nov 2008 06:58:00 GMT |
sleeping, |
has become something i dread.
i lay half awake for hours.
i would amaze myself if i fell asleep before 3am.
i know exactly when this started happening.
the night after kennys wake.
i really just ...
Posted by on Thu, 23 Oct 2008 23:40:00 GMT |
i |
worry about myself more than anyone could know.
i worry about myself getting through a 24 hour period on a daily basis without some sort of breakdown.
i'm not okie.
he's gone.
he's gone.
h...
Posted by on Wed, 15 Oct 2008 16:34:00 GMT |
ive never been one to, |
complete avoid things.but i've become quite the avoider lately.not an hour goes by where something doesn't remind me of kenny. he shows up in everything i do/watch/think about/listen to/story i tell. ...
Posted by on Mon, 06 Oct 2008 02:34:00 GMT |
and we left our love in our summer skin, |
this has become a kenny blog, of sorts.i feel like i write, as to not forget.but, how could i ever forget?
on that sunday afternoon i was in the upstairs bathroom, doing my hair, ru...
Posted by on Thu, 11 Sep 2008 19:21:00 GMT |
i really need someone to |
explain death to me.because i dont fucking understand it.why him.
how could you take this away
i found a text from you today, telling me you were going to marry me.i would give anything in thi...
Posted by on Mon, 25 Aug 2008 02:23:00 GMT |
devotion. |
tonight i tried to say goodbye to kenny.as soon as i tried, i realized i couldn't.more so even, that i refuse to.kenny, didn't look like kenny tonight. he looked hurt and uncomfortable.not peaceful, l...
Posted by on Thu, 21 Aug 2008 22:18:00 GMT |
