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kyndl destroyer

i am destroyer i am lover.

About Me


"you're gross...and pretty" - jason martin
fromthomaswlove (04:15:38 pm): kyndl
fromthomaswlove (04:15:43 pm): i want to lay on you
fromthomaswlove (04:15:54 pm): when you speak... it's so beautiful....
thecopeaesthetic (04:16:02 pm): whaaaa?
fromthomaswlove (04:16:03 pm): it's like your vomiting rainbows
The only people for me are the mad ones. The ones who are mad to love, mad to talk, mad to be saved; the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn like fabulous yellow Roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars.
-Jack Kerouac"But then, my knees give under me. My head feels weak and suddenly it is clear to see that it is not them but me, who has lost my self-identity. As I hide behind these books I read, while scribbling my poetry, like art could save a wretch like me, with some ideal ideology that no one can hope to achieve. And I am never real; it is just a sketch of me. And everything I made is trite and cheap and a waste of paint, of tape, of time."
-conor oberst
And your silver tounge Masks your hungry hate While your haggard heart Whispers through its cracking cage, "You still can change; you have to know You still can change."I know, I know - for now, I want to be this way. This was a choice; this was never a mistake.-kevin devine
sometimes i play music. check it out.
Bella Watt (laptop/vocals)
The Cope Aesthetic (guitar/vocals)
Say Hi To Your Mom (synth)

My Interests

music, film, sarcasm, music, loitering, writing, music, pursuing happiness, band photography, climbing rocks/walls/things, music, dating boys that get me no where just so i can write silly little songs, leaving behind the known and dear to travel adventurously to the infinite abyss.

I'd like to meet:

someone who can teach me things, like cello or how to be cool. .. A O L I M : thecopeaesthetic

Music:

whatever makes me cool.

Movies:

whatever makes me likeable.

Television:

whatever wins me your love and affection because daddy never hugged me.

Books:

miranda july, stephen chbosky, al burian, dave eggers, david sedaris, chuck klosterman, arthur nersesian, neitzsche, mian mian, vonnegut, mitch albom, augusten burroughs, palahniuk. books are like crack.

Heroes:

my heart.
and...
John Vanderslice

Jason Molina

THE Guitar Hero

My Blog

my favorite dick to date

let me set the mood for you...last night was my second night of closing in a row.  it's about 11:30pm.  the new Doves record is playing overhead.  i'm cold, tired, and cranky.  in ...
Posted by kyndl destroyer on Mon, 21 Apr 2008 07:51:00 PST

glen hansard, nathan lane, and chris rock walk into a record store...

it’s true. they’ve all been to virgin in the past week. and i would know. i’ve not had a day off in weeks. ok, so i had last saturday off, but i had a show. same goes for today....
Posted by kyndl destroyer on Sun, 06 Apr 2008 07:15:00 PST

adventures in hostelity.

so today i filed for unemployment thanks to the advice of my friend quincy. i'm not sure why i didn't think of it before. i get to claim wednesday next week and then every sunday after that so long ...
Posted by kyndl destroyer on Wed, 20 Feb 2008 06:16:00 PST

what you are now, we were once...

well, it's been a hellish few days... but the sun now shines in brooklyn!i just spent two days on a bus, which only got me to chicago (due to the ice storms in the midwest), where i said fuck this, ju...
Posted by kyndl destroyer on Thu, 14 Feb 2008 01:24:00 PST

welcome to art rock

don't you just love when kids stand at the back of a show with arms folded, stoic and unmoved?  i mean, why even go?  they don't look half as cool as they think they do.  here is my con...
Posted by kyndl destroyer on Thu, 24 Jan 2008 04:08:00 PST

bummed

bummed.  among other things, i was just invited to play a show at lit lounge in nyc on the 25th but alas i will not be there...  my job offer in nyc dissipated. and i'm not ma...
Posted by kyndl destroyer on Sat, 19 Jan 2008 09:18:00 PST

My Going Away Bash

Hosted By:MeWhen: Friday Dec 14, 2007 at 10:00 PMWhere: Macri Park462 Union AveBrooklyn, New York|33 11211United StatesDescription:I is leaving the city for a stint. See me before I go please!!!!!! n...
Posted by kyndl destroyer on Wed, 12 Dec 2007 07:33:00 PST

we’re all wrong

kicking someone while they're down, so to speak, doesn't make you stronger.  nothing about it is "brotherly" or indicative of love, or even "tough love".  i hope that when my friends find th...
Posted by kyndl destroyer on Fri, 02 Nov 2007 09:04:00 PST

if you can’t beat ’em...

they'll beat the shit outta you.or me at least. things seem to be crumbling lately. and to top it off it's been suspected we have bed bugs and i've been let go from the band. so tonight and tomorro...
Posted by kyndl destroyer on Thu, 01 Nov 2007 04:08:00 PST

It’s Only Your Life

Just a simple apology to those who've been around me as of late...Things have been in shambles and instead of dealing with my fateI stuck my head in the sand and tried to pretend it wasn't realAnd now...
Posted by kyndl destroyer on Sun, 30 Sep 2007 05:29:00 PST