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About Me

I'm just a guy tired of living in this place. Maybe it's better somewhere else, but I can't stand the people in this county. Why do I almost get in a fight every night, why can't people just fucking be happy with who they are instead of relying on others. I'm very straight-forward, if I like you I'll tell you, if I don't then you must be a total asshole. I'm very easy to get along with, I dont like making people feel bad or hurting people to feel better about myself. I have a bad habit of looking at the bright side in everything, but mostly in people. I've been friends with criminals because I think they have a good heart, I've been fucked over by girls who made me feel special, I've gotten in fights with friends for trusting them, I've been criticized for being myself and accused of being somebody else. I'm just trying to be happy in this shithole of a state without complaining too much =P. Meh, maybe it's just a phase.
Assume I won't like you ..

My Interests

Music, love, cigarettes, xbox, paranoid delusions, bloody kisses, fire, Pyrophilia, kamel reds when I can find them, warm bodies in the winter, coffee, writing, singing, coffee, playing guitar even if I suck, girls who can sing, religious debate, pool (not the wet one), gasping for air, duct tape, DIY fashion, dumpster diving, thrift shops, buy one get one free, coffee.

I'd like to meet:

Anyone with an IQ over say... 120. If you meet any of the following please don't message me.
-Dropped out of highschool
-Think fast food is a career
-Copy off the kid next to you
-Are still in highschool
-Think wrestling is a sport
-Think NASCAR is a sport
-Spend more than 50% of your paycheck on drugs or booze
-Have a myspace to get laid
-Guys with their nipples pierced
-Girls who can benchpress me

Music:

Zeromancer, Bile, Pigface, Wumpscut, VNV Nation, Marilyn Manson, Murderdolls, Orgy, Alice in chains, Black Sabbath, Coal Chamber, Cold, Cradle of Filth, Cannibal Corpse, In Flames, Rammstein, Counting Crows, Crossbreed, Dead Kennedys, Deftones, Dimmu Borgir, Godhead, Hypocrisy, Iron Maiden, Jimi Hendrix, Bob Marley, Lacuna Coil, Metallica, Megadeth, Slayer, Mudvayne, Slipknot, Mushroom head, Nine inch nails, Static-x, Powerman 5000, Prodigy, Nirvana, Reveille, Sepultura, Sex Pistols, Smashing pumpkins, Type O Negative, Taproot, Tool, Zebrahead, White Zombie

Movies:

Fear and loathing in Las Vegas, Spun, Trainspotting, LotR, Requiem for a dream, Donnie Darko, Elf, Apocalypse now, Friday the 13th, Nightmare on elm street, Child's play

Television:

Drawn Together, Lost, South Park, Family guy, Futurama, CSI, ATHF, Sealab 2021

My Blog

Few new poems

This may be the last thing I write For I fear I'm going blind So Ill copy down some simple rules To deal with all mankind Dont concern yourself with pretty things And obsessions from your dr...
Posted by Still breathing on Fri, 16 Dec 2005 01:17:00 PST

A letter to Mr. Bush

We live in a country founded on one basic ideal... freedom. When we were but a fledgling we had already overcome so much. We survived religious persecution and tyrannical oppression. ...
Posted by Still breathing on Fri, 18 Nov 2005 08:55:00 PST

Boredom =P

1. How tall are you?5'10"2. Do you own a gun?BBgun and paintball and maybe a flare gun somewhere.3. Rehab?never =)4. Have you ever killed an animal?Accidently killed a baby lizard once... and killed a...
Posted by Still breathing on Mon, 07 Nov 2005 10:01:00 PST

Declaration

Late at night I always get these self-destructive thoughts. I constantly yearn for an idea to set me apart from the crowd; for any words I could say to make a difference in anyone's life. I've slowly...
Posted by Still breathing on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST