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roger

BURN IN HELL.....And into the burning flames i'll crawl.

About Me

Hi there!!!
Well I was born in St'Johns Newfoundland,Canada.I grew up in Mass before moving to Maine. In Maine I became a firefighter from 96/2004 before moving to Florida. Here In Jacksonville I work for a plubing whole-sale company called Fergusons which I have been employed since 2005 I realy enjoy working there very much. I have learned alot about the plumbing industry.
I Also volunteer for the American Red cross Of North Florida. This I very enjoy doing. I'm a Dat Captain for two teams that respond to fires or other disasters. As of 2005 I became the Logistics cordinator for the chapter which is a big roll in disaster services. If a large scale disaster happen in one of our 18 counties and they need material support they call me and I put My team which I have formed in actions.
Being here in J'ville I have met many people who I have gotten to know and very much like.I also belong to other groups such as Skywarn. I'm a weather spotter for National weather service located in Jacksonville,Fl. In 2006 I went for my Amateur radio Licence which I passed and have met many other Hams I enjoy talking on the reapters. No more CB'ing for me LoL. I also belong to ARES which is a emerency radio league for the county of Duval. I also hold a postion in my church, In the Mens club and singles group.
I have many friends who I do miss in Maine and try to get up and see them once a year. I am A Romantic poet writer
Searching for Love's Form
Nlimbo::2006
In this world many things are left, Left for finding on your own, Ruthlessly searching for the things to fulfill, The everlasting longing you feel, From deep within your soul,
You can tell its there, But don't know what you can possibley do, What to do to feed the hunger, So you roam this colorless world,
Forever looking for all eternity, Until you least expect it, You run across it in a wonder, As if it were something you lost , Something you lost long ago,
And then it hits you as to what it is, You know its the love you were going to, Try and replace but now u realize, Its not the feeling, that you've been longing for, that needs to be redefined,
Is the being in which it flourished within, Until the day You felt it swarm away, Now you know it didn't dissapear, It just changed its


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My Interests

BURN IN HELL
Nlimbo:2008
Gazing at the stars, closing my f*cking eyes, wishing you were here, holding me in disguise.
It reminds me of possesions, and how things dont come easy, it fills my head with questions, of what the hell to do!
How do i make you love me? i mean REALLY love me? I guess the only thing to do, is wait and see.
And when NEVER comes, Hell will fall, and into the burning flames i'll crawl. Knowing, believing that you put me there, When all I've ever wanted, was for you to f*cking care
Come Sail Away With Me ..
Nlimbo2005::
Come and go with me to a place where love is always free,
A world where passion meets pleasure just for our eyes to see. Come and go where love have no boundries, Lets enter a world just for you and me. Sail away with me and let your mind just run free, Relax your body let me warm your soul Our bodies soon connect and we become as a whole.
Tangeled up into each other like a vine wrapped to a tree, Is just how deep our emotions will be. Come sail away to sea and let's leave this land. Off to a place we will forever be hand in hand. Just you and I, and a small ship out to sea I will love you forever....enterrnity!
Like the moon is fit for the stars, I will be your angel no matter where we are. My love for you will forever grow strong and true, And in my heart will always be a place for you. Come to me now and sail away with me To a place were only the true lovers be.

I'd like to meet:

How Close is Heaven?
Nlimbo::2007 You ask me “How close is heaven?” and my answer to you is “ How close are you”?
For heaven is only a kiss away when I'm with you! You know; you have given me a reason to live and another chance at love.
So how could anyone doubt? that you weren't sent from above. Your lips touching mine brings a feeling beyond compare.Reassuring me with the knowledge; that you'll aways be there. When life felt like it was at its end.. you came to me as a friend. And then one day... we looked at each other in a different way.
I seen in your eyes the loneliness there... recognized by one who is lonely and your feelings could share. We gazed at each other and became lost in time... and we fell in love without reason or rhyme. So if anyone were to ask “How close is heaven to me? they've only to look at you,and then they would see!
Dark Side of Desires and Urges
Nlimbo::2006
To sink deep within Within the depravity of the human mind Is to lose control over thought And give in to urges Pure urges that are carnal Pushing us to the simplicity of living Just wanting to fulfill all those desires and needs To feel the warmth of the flesh And its pleasures are so alluring They are so entrancing that your mind begins to forget It begins to forget that there are moral boundaries And it seems to forget that there are moral rules Just the thought of total passion In an orgy of lust It is hard to deny It is hard not to crave Images and thoughts of breasts and curves of a woman All to be desired and never forgotten Because the truth is Is to have want and need and urge and desire Is part of what makes us all human But once sunken into the simple carnal lust of the mind Sends us back to the days when morals were simply not thought of
Shy yet so beautiful
Nlimbo::2005 Shy yet so beautiful, with hair of silk soft supple skin, the colour of milk unknown to her, she's every man's desire wanting her in their arms, to solely admire
Shy yet so beautiful, with a dynamite smile elegantly presentable, with lady like style unknown to her, she's what every man wants dying to show her with a passionate response
Shy yet so beautiful, with a sensual body curves so sexy,she's considered a hotty unknown to her, she's what every man wants to love wishing to be the one, to hold this delicate white dove
Shy yet so beautiful, with a sweet loving heart she draws you in, from the very start unknown to her, she takes a man's breath away stopping them in their tracks, with her wanting to stay
Shy yet so beautiful, from the inside out with luscious lips, a come hither pout unknown to her, men want to steal a kiss for this shy yet beautiful, princess
In Continued Togetherness
Nlimbo:2007
Remember if others leave True friendships stay Being there for each other Each step of the way
In continued togetherness Strength they restore There with a helping hand Forever giving more
Friends which to count on Are angels in disguise By bonding heart to heart Their love never dies
Friends upon life's journey Giving hearts sincerity For having forever friends Means so much to me

Music:


Movies:

Somewhere Down The Road
Nlimbo::2007 Mediocrity in the making A mistake waiting to occur A second chance becomes a third And beauty becomes a blur.
Point me in the right direction Or take me for a ride. Just get me half-way there at most So you can cast me aside.
Many search for that someone. I only long for home. Love can leave you empty-handed And further more to roam.
Ups and downs, twists and turns All around, in this maze. Somewhere down the road I may consider to change my ways.
My heart, it is vacant. My body, it aches. Hasty are my intentions. Broken are the brakes.
Nothing can stop me now.
Am I coming closer Or just running away? Why can I see in the rear-view mirror Where I was just yesterday?
These paths are littered with obstacles And the lanes paved with debris Pieces of all those that flowed here The ones that tried to run over me.
I traveled much to get here Though I know not precisely how. Still I roam, still for home. Still hastily I near. Nothing ...can stop...me...now.
I play on Tuesday nights APA

Books:

Stuck Between Worlds
Nlimbo 2008
I'm confused, Trapped, In space, Without love Between two other worlds In which all thats the same Is the sky above
The world on my left contains you. The waters are clear and the sky is blue, The sunset is golden and the shores are too. The birds sing sweetly and the children play, Its a world in which everyone wants to stay. Your heart beats for me,your eyes soley mine, They sparkle for me,only for me they shine. This world revolves around your every move, In which all you do, is your love to me, prove. You hold me and caress me,to you i am precious. Every lasting word you speak is simply delicious.
The world to my right, is somewhat different im sure, Nothing about this place is tranquil or pure. Yes the sky remains blue and the sea laps the shore, But in this world i have you no more. The days have no sun,the night no moon, All that surrounds me is constant gloom. I paint on a smile i squeeze out a laugh, I'm wondering lonely trying to find the right path, The path that leads to the door to your heart, Being together would give me a start, But again an obstacle blocks the way, Because you're far from me and thats where you'll stay. In this cruel world im trying my best, Im making an effort to beat all the rest.
The world to my left has another name It is the world where things remain the same Everyone's happy and content,their smiles shine beams This special world as you know exists only in my dreams
The world on my right,you've guessed by now Is the place i call home,to get out i dont know how Some people are happy,others filled with sadness All that's in this world for me at the moment is badness.

Heroes:

Steps To My Dreams
Nlimbo::2007 A welcome shine I see Travelling the night I look upon the stars Visions glow bright
Its here in the night sky My wishes I impart Love and light glows In sharing my heart
Loving notes I express As sentiments flow Magical stars shone Inner feelings glow
As I share stars above With love eternally The steps to dreams Glows continuously

My Blog

So I Bagan This Journey

So I Bagan This JourneyNlimbo:Its about ten years agoThat my writing began Words just tumbled outHaving no special plan Spilling forth emotionsMind going to and fro Every detail I analysedOf which par...
Posted by roger on Fri, 18 Apr 2008 06:15:00 PST

MY Quest

my quest ..> Nlimbo:: ..> and once again my heart cries outshe's let me in, there is no doubta life with love is here for sureI give my soul to herI tremble merely with the thoughtthis grip o...
Posted by roger on Thu, 21 Feb 2008 05:16:00 PST

Dying (For Lack of Love?)

Nlimbo:: Looking backIs now like looking aheadThe past has begun to repeat itselfAnd I look to the future with dreadThings aren't changing anymoreThe sadness is the same time after timeAnd just like t...
Posted by roger on Sun, 17 Feb 2008 11:22:00 PST

Looking At Myself

Looking At Myself Nlimbo:; ( I Think We all need to LOOK at OURSELVES) I stand in the middle of the room looking around analyzing what i see how i perceive things i see my time of birth events of my...
Posted by roger on Wed, 14 Nov 2007 06:39:00 PST

Dark Side of Desires and Urges

Dark Side of Desires and Urges Nlimbo:: To sink deep within Within the depravity of the human mind Is to lose control over thought And give in to urges Pure urges that are carnal Pushing us to the s...
Posted by roger on Fri, 09 Nov 2007 08:00:00 PST

Blues of a Poet

Blues of a Poet ..>   ..> I rest on my bed,Beneath a shattering roof;Quill in hand;Book in my lap.I don't know whyI can't write anything;Perceiving the worldAs it slips me slowly by;My h...
Posted by roger on Sat, 08 Sep 2007 05:10:00 PST

Just Beyond The Sunset

..> ..> Just Beyond The Sunset  ..> ..>   Just beyond the sunsetSomeone waits for meJust beyond the sunsetLies my destinyWhere the purple mountainsLie in deep tranquillityThere I'...
Posted by roger on Tue, 07 Aug 2007 04:45:00 PST

Oh Hw I wish

Nlimbo::   french kisses and roses for the missesstrawberry pies and sweet lemon twisters.summer time fun, and love is in bloomlittle fairy's dance as we sit under the moon.us holding hands like...
Posted by roger on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 06:37:00 PST

You Mean So Much to Me

You Mean So Much To Me NlimboIn giving my upmost support You can always dependEven through troubled times I shall be there as a friendRemember you are not aloneIf feeling lost in the nightLook upon th...
Posted by roger on Tue, 22 May 2007 05:44:00 PST

Come Sail Away With Me

Come Sail Away With Me ..  ..> Come and go with me to a place where love is always free,A world where passion meets pleasure just for our eyes to see.Come and go where love have no boundries,...
Posted by roger on Tue, 03 Apr 2007 06:24:00 PST