Reflecting, Reminising...Remembering |
It's been quite awhile since I wrote, just the hectic way life can really be. I've gotten really sucky at writing but there's so much to tell. So much happening, yet I can never seem to find the...
Posted by s0phiSticaTed BaDd GirL on Tue, 31 Jul 2007 11:28:00 PST |
New Year and New Me! |
After everything said and done in 2006 I can say that it was indeed a good year...minus the road bumps towards the end but that was then, its a new year and with it new beginnings. So in order t...
Posted by s0phiSticaTed BaDd GirL on Wed, 24 Jan 2007 04:59:00 PST |
Letting go... |
Ok so now this is were the hard stuff comes in...moving on. Finding someone new and actually acting on it. I can't help who I like or love, but yet everyone seems to have a problem with me...
Posted by s0phiSticaTed BaDd GirL on Wed, 08 Nov 2006 07:06:00 PST |
Growing and Letting Go...Month 4 |
Every single day I see my future and it doesn't look that good.
I see how my life could have been with Jay, and how it's not going to be without him.
I'm scared to let love in because I don't want to ...
Posted by s0phiSticaTed BaDd GirL on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 12:05:00 PST |
3rd Month and The Pain Lives On |
Three months and nothing or no one seems to help....atleast I stopped crying for a bit. Actually been more affectionate but still missing my baby.
I can't focus in school or anything, I dropped ...
Posted by s0phiSticaTed BaDd GirL on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 12:31:00 PST |
Happy Birthday...Happy Anniversary |
Yey happy birthday to me right??? It was a real blast and all but all the fun can't erase him...that night, well every night I thought of him. My mind wanders, my heart hurts...and yet I can see...
Posted by s0phiSticaTed BaDd GirL on Thu, 21 Sep 2006 09:40:00 PST |
Wedding Dreams Mixed With Reality |
One of my wedding songs....Love you!!!
Dear Life by Anthony Hamilton
Oh my baby, Oh my Love,Ooooooh, woah, oh, woah...woah.Early was the morn, flowers filled with dew,I became somebody, through loving...
Posted by s0phiSticaTed BaDd GirL on Wed, 06 Sep 2006 03:37:00 PST |
Month .2 |
Wow its been 2 months now since my baby died....wow and yet I still can't cope with it. I wake up nights thinking its just a dream or better yet a nightmare...I still feel like shit, thoughts of killi...
Posted by s0phiSticaTed BaDd GirL on Wed, 06 Sep 2006 03:28:00 PST |
My month of torture...I love you still!!! |
Its been a month, a month since the last time I spoke to you...No more late night chats, no more nights holding you close, no more laughs, no more funny stories, no more hopes, nothing left but pain a...
Posted by s0phiSticaTed BaDd GirL on Mon, 07 Aug 2006 01:25:00 PST |
Happiness Is Overrated...But Always Something That We Seek |
Fridays "car accident" really helped me to reflect on certain things in my life thus far. It was always one of my greatest fears or nightmares. You know having a car speed out of nowhere a...
Posted by s0phiSticaTed BaDd GirL on Tue, 04 Apr 2006 09:59:00 PST |
