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Bell's Poison

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About Me

girls layout powered by HOT FreeLayouts.com / MyHotCommentsI'm an easy going, VERY laid back person and always look for the good in people.
I still haven't finished growing up and doubt I ever really will - but don't get it twisted, I still take care of my shit.
On the outside, I look like the average gal - quiet and innocent but truth is I'm always that weird heavy metal crazy bitch the nuns in high school feared.
I'm one of those type of people that even though you may not see me around all the time ... out the blue, I knock on your door with a "remember me?".
My ideal moment of fun is dancing to ABCDE's live shows whilst getting stinking drunk but also sitting by a bonfire at the beach, with a beer in one hand, a ciggi in the other, talking in depth about the moral value of Led Zepplin in society with very interesting, lighthearted friends surrounding me.
I'm just a simple and complicated person. Most times, I don't understand me but I ALWAYS love me!
My guilty pleasure? Happy Hardcore and the like, ALWAYS makes me happy and mellow ... ALWAYS.
I've always followed the beat of my own drums - incidently, beats no one else ever seems to hear.
I was an O.G., a thug, a punk and even an emo all before they were labels ... now it's a trend, back then, it was just life.
My tongue was pierced BEFORE every Dick, Jane and their momma's got 'em done.
The angel of the family? Hardly. The black sheep? Not quite.
I really dislike mean people and totally adore kind people.
Do not mistaken my kindness for weakness - they are not the same and I'm certain you don't want to find out the difference.
I'm sensitive as hell but it doesn't mean you'll easily see my tears.
I have to CONSTANTLY remind myself that patience is a virtue but you won't likely see me lose my cool.
Yes, I am a crybaby but if you see too many tears a-falling, just stay away - I gotta do my own thing.
I love the idea of romantic love even though it scares the hell out of me.
I'm not religious but I'm very spiritual - a child born under the sign of the sun.
You gotta be careful - sometimes I'll laugh at you, not with you. You won't know the difference but I'll clarify if you ask.
I'm an optimist - my 'glass is half full' attitude can be annoying.
I try to be true to my emotions even though they may often get me in trouble.
I used to be an open book until I learned I had to shut it, keep it closed and open it only for a few special people.
I've learned millions of lessons (many the hard way) but have yet to regret a single thing in my life.
Remember: there's more to me than just a website.
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A little bit more about me?? Yes, I’m a sweet, loving, tell-all, all around, optimistic, shoulder-to-lean-on, smart, funny, peaceful woman but don’t let that shit fool you. A smile doesn’t tell the whole story. Something inside me is just a tad bit ...

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My momma tried to warn me. She said, "Watch out for those weird people in the world. They're dangerous." She still hasn't realized I AM one of the weird people. It makes me chuckle a lil.

I'd like to meet:



"Love ... we think about it, dream about it, lose sleep worrying about it. When we don't have it, we search for it; when we discover it, we fear losing it. It is the constant source of pleasure and pain. But we can't predict which it will be from one moment to the next. It is a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define, impossible to live without....."

Music:

ABCDE - they're awesome!What I like depends on my mood but whatever can make me dance like this little dude is fine with me ...
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Movies:

Give me HORROR ... ghosts, screams, blood, mayhem, guts and gore ... The Exorcist / love ALL kinds of zombie movies / ORIGINAL movies = The Fog/ Amityville Horror/ Texas Chainsaw Massacre/ The Howling/ Maniac/The Shining!

Television:

Law & Order: Criminal Intent ... I wanna marry Vincent D'Onofrio

Books:

The Exorcist, Amityville Horror, Silence of the Lambs, Da Vinci Code, Brian Keene, Michael Laimo, James A. Moore, anything by Jack Ketchum = gory and sick as fuck! Also love the stuff my cousin writes. He's such a talented writer!

Heroes:

Jesus Christ, Ghandi, Budda, Martin Luther King Jr., Maya Angelou, Dali Lama, Mother Teresa. Chubby gals who totally, genuinely love themselves - they're an inspiration for the rest of us.

My Blog

dating ...

I'm afraid to revel in it But I'm doing it anyway Simply because It feels so good This is called Living   Some will call it Foolishness  stupidity Others Lame and tame   Some will tell me...
Posted by Bell's Poison on Mon, 03 Dec 2007 08:34:00 PST

No matter how hard you try, it comes back ...

Sink into myself There is no other place to go   To make love to you Was to kill myself so slow   I drown my throat To rid the taste of you   My veins won't leak enough Blood that you i...
Posted by Bell's Poison on Mon, 19 Nov 2007 08:27:00 PST

Just life ...

It's funny how life can bring you such disappointment ... like, not getting that dream job ... and you keep telling yourself "It's all for a good reason!" I don't know how many times I've told myself ...
Posted by Bell's Poison on Mon, 05 Nov 2007 08:40:00 PST

The younger man ...

..> It's interesting ... The older I get ... The more the younger guys are trying to holla at me. What's up with that? Don't get me wrong, I'm flattered but ... I don't know, it's just weird. Maybe...
Posted by Bell's Poison on Wed, 27 Jun 2007 04:20:00 PST

Changes ...

..> Man, I'm stressed. There are some possible changes coming along in the next few weeks and I'm shitting bricks ... so much at stake. Don't worry though, it's all the good kind of stress but...
Posted by Bell's Poison on Wed, 27 Jun 2007 03:44:00 PST

Him

He comes and wraps on my door One more time, As I'm lapping at the floor.     "Where have you been, fellow?" It's been a while. He's been waiting below.     "We had an appointment...
Posted by Bell's Poison on Mon, 12 Mar 2007 09:34:00 PST

Saving lives ...

It's funny that I've had people try to tell me that my job is easy because I sit on my butt all day and don't have to do any hard physical labor work .... These people don't really know what hard work...
Posted by Bell's Poison on Mon, 12 Feb 2007 11:23:00 PST

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Posted by Bell's Poison on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 02:02:00 PST

Turning 30 years old in 2006 ...

Randomness ..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" />  Here are some new things I've learned throughout 2006, some from personal experience and some through observa...
Posted by Bell's Poison on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 03:43:00 PST

Such a dummie!!

I've discovered a no-brainer realization! If you're at work, at night, bored, groggy,  easily engrossed in something b/c you're bored, practically alone because absolutely all the cl...
Posted by Bell's Poison on Mon, 08 Jan 2007 11:40:00 PST