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~SeeZen~

About Me

MyGen Profile GeneratorMy REAL name is indeed Ceason. NOT Steven, Susan, Summer, Caesar, Seasons, or Autumn. Just Season with a "C" kapeesh?
I am the very proud mother of a hilariously sweet 8 year old DIVA. She has her Dad's ears, which is the EXACT reason she will have my hair. ;-) She has my personality which I used to think was super cute, now I must remind myself she is a product of her environment. *darn me!* LOL!
This picture of Bryden and her Daddy was created for me by a complete stranger. Sweet huh? Cyber-Scrapbooking rocks the house! This picture is special...it was one of the most recent pictures taken of Bryden and her Daddy, a truly joyful moment for him, before he passed away on July 3, 2007.
I'm a scrabble playin' fool, LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT! Though...most people who know me just refuse to play me anymore. *major sad face happening here people!*
I enjoy a good martini. I'm not into beer which is unfortunate cuz I understand we have some pretty good local brews. Most mixed drinks just taste like syrup to me *I so know I'm tickn'off my bartender buddies* so I typically stick with vodka oj's @ the clubs. Yes Jessica...I know...it's called a SCREWDRIVER. You can't make me say it!
Did I just say club(s)??? Yes I did. This "by most accounts" good girl loves to shake her arse. Music and dancing = bliss for me the majority of the time. I'm paraphrasing here but a good friend referenced loving "body sweat being met with cold air outside after leaving a club" and I have to say I AGREE. It's a familiar sensation. Each time it happens I brace myself despite the expected. It's a reminder of a night made use of.
I can't believe this but I'm actually beginning to crave the gym. I KNOW! Pahleeeze, I will never be one of them...THEM...YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!
I hate all these APPS...but yes, I'm keeping the Texas Holdem one because eventually I will learn the ropes of poker baby!
I never wanted to be a writer but I do have thoughts of my writings/poetry being published one day. Possibly for the purposes of helping others. I dunno...
I'm a Christian. I don't like putting it on my profile though. Not because I'm ashamed...I just worry that people will make a judgment about God based on ME. I don't live a perfect life by any means but I love Him, and I'd like to say it's a choice I solely make but part of me feels a pull I find it difficult to credit to my own yearning. Does that make sense? Anyway, I'm so glad my daughter has a relationship with God too. That's just friggen awesome no matter how ya slice it.
I heart my dear friends even when we go through seasons of separation. Guy friends are great but nothing compares to being able to depend on your girls.
I'm afraid of the road. I hate/fear/detest driving with a magnificent passion. I want this to go away because there are alot of people and places I'd like to visit.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I want to meet funny, sarcastic, witty, intelligent, creative, belly ache inducing people. I would like to meet interesting people who can teach me more about myself and the world around me.
Just as lotions and fragrance give sensual delight, a sweet friendship refreshes the soul. ~Proverbs 27:9
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My Blog

Why was Thanksgiving rad?

Look what I have to be thankful for!     I know right!?  
Posted by on Fri, 05 Dec 2008 21:23:00 GMT

The heart of a 7 yr old...

I was just in Bryden's room. Next to her bed I found my original wedding ring (Josh's too) re-tied together with white ribbon. She must have taken them out of the keepsake box prior to me getting it u...
Posted by on Mon, 27 Oct 2008 16:29:00 GMT

A ViSit to My PoEtiC PaSt

Okay, maybe I'm procrastinating a lil bit Enjoy!       On the Rise   Whispers, grapevines, judgment, talk In my shoes, you'd struggle to walk.     My respect for you...
Posted by on Tue, 04 Dec 2007 16:06:00 GMT

Death causes some crazy behavior

Blog Wars; an indirect (so to speak) way of debating or telling your side of the story. That would be the nicest way to describe what seems to be a common occurrence among some people on MyS...
Posted by on Tue, 04 Dec 2007 10:14:00 GMT

Rescue Dawn

is a movie worth watching! Written and directed by Werner Herzog, and funny enough when I looked him up there wasn't one other movie of his that I could recall having watched. It stars Christian Bal...
Posted by on Tue, 27 Nov 2007 21:54:00 GMT

Ya Ya...I know its sorta old news...

*still irritated that "Family/Children" is not a Category option* I never got around to posting a pic of Bryden from Halloween. I asked her if she wanted to be her "Daddy" for Halloween and she quickl...
Posted by on Sun, 18 Nov 2007 01:48:00 GMT

Ok. Here goes...

The thoughts as they come...Did you guys know that apparently they have made a tv series about the Geico Cavemen? I heard that today @ work. Weird.Work is sucking the life out of me. I WAS writing, pa...
Posted by on Fri, 19 Oct 2007 23:52:00 GMT

You tell me...

Watcha all been up to? Fill me in. I'm too tired to blog...I've been super lazy about attempting to entertain ya'll but I promise I will soon enough. Someone...tell me something funny. Now. Please. :-...
Posted by on Thu, 18 Oct 2007 22:45:00 GMT

I hate subject lines sometimes.

Death. I honestly cannot believe how I am feeling about the death of my ex-husband. A man I was antagonized into despising intently. A man who is the father...was...is...was...EFF! Is he sti...
Posted by on Sun, 16 Sep 2007 23:30:00 GMT

I want Peace. Pure True Peace.

So, I went to therapy tonight. As I do every Thursday. I DID NOT want to go today. I am just flat out exhausted by LIFE right now. I wish I had an OFF switch. I did not want to talk about anything. I ...
Posted by on Thu, 13 Sep 2007 19:21:00 GMT