I wish I could hold onto you forever

Where should I start on telling you about me. For starters my name is Amber. I have a son named Thomas who is my world. I work a 3rd shift job at Giant in Hanover. I may be cold hearted and a bitch but once you get past that I can be the most loving person you know. I love being outside and riding my horse Stormy. I want to start my own farm one day and train horses. I like going new places and meeting new people. I treat my friends like family because they have never left my side and without them I don't know what I would do. If I could change some of the things I did in the past I would but that was the past and we have to live for today.I really wish for once someone knew what it was like to be on my side of the fence. To be mistreated and used. I don't think anyone has really realized that there is only so much that someone can take before they break. To everyone that has fucked me over you can go fuck yourself.I will leave you with some words for thought..If it is really meant to be then it will be. Don't change yourself just for someone because in the end you will be the one that is hurt. Letting go is hard but hating people is easy.