Welcome to my Empire.

Abraham Rodas, remember that name it's worth something (hehe). Born in Los Angeles, Raised in Glendale, Az. I'M AN AMERICAN; Can't kick my ass out! I'm 5'10, Left-Handed, I'm 100% Salvadorean Pure Latino Descedant. I speaky Spanish too. hahaha. I love to write, draw, think. I'm a daydreamer.I LOVE to SING. I might not have the best voice but i still do it. Im a Republican. Im Pro-War; Its for a greater cause; the greater good. Pro-Life; hate abortions, its murder; Because "Its not a choice, Its a child". Im different then other people. I think before i act, But its hard to watch my dirty mouth. Damn it. hahaha. Anti-Fairy!; you can fuck anything you want, but never marry; marriage is a vow between a man and a women. Im very religous, I pray throughout the day. I love EVERY type of music, also I love to watch movies. i love meeting new people. I was a player, but i changed my game. I drank, I smoked, I was a huge! cheater.. But now im a better person, a better man. I'm funny and I can Always make Anyone smile. Im REAL. I say what i feel. I HATE lies! I LOVE the TRUTH even if it hurts. Hit Me Up =]
Poems That I Wrote.

“Revolution”

Close your eyes,
Breathe in thoughts like venom gas.
Fall into the sickness of intelligence.
Protection from a gas mask
disinfecting the ignorance
Old kingdom ’s declining to their demise.
Chaos runs the streets.
Explosions disrupt the peace.
Dust to dawn; the darkness devising,
Over powering military police,
Struggling to stop the uprising,
We the people revolting the great elites.
Citizens designed for revolution,
organizing a constituted militia
to replace the inadequate empire,
Government convinced of peoples' anesthesia
Within the out roar the first shot was fired.
War launched for the monarchy's retribution
As the people yell for war,
Riot organization’s seems flawless.
Pick-it signs turn into the right to bear arms,
Both sides believing their righteousness,
Hearing the country’s insignificant alarms;
Scared of the intensions of the poor.
Cities definite destruction,
Disorder towers over peace,
Internal genocide covers the streets.
Blood Rivers with no eternal seize.
Feeling the ground rupture beneath your feet,
All symptoms of a desperate revolution
Close your eyes,
Breathe in the thoughts like venom gas,
Fall into the sickness of intelligence.
Protection from a gas mask,
Disinfecting the ignorance,
Taking off our cowardly disguise

Oblivious

As i sit staring at my torn up heart,
feeling like its been stabbed by millions of darts,
never knew our love would be terminated,
i don't go out to see the unbarring sun,
Couldn't live with myself for what you have done,
Don't know if i could ever fall in love once again,
You came and conquered my lonely domain,
trusting you was all i could ever do,
as days became anew my love for you grew,
But now i sit alone full of sorrow,
The things we planned for the days of tomorrow,
went down the drain when you put me through this pain,
Once i got up the courage to start a new life,
sitting on a bench i saw a man and his wife,
Couldn't help to think of what could have been,
Until you chose to commit a lifeless sin,
Then one moment in my lonely era,
In walks this girl with no mascara,
Light brown hair with eyes that glowed,
When she walked she made my world go slow,
As i sit staring at this god given angel,
taking another sip of this scotch whiskey,
knowing talking to this girl might be risky,
finally she walks by me to go to her friend,
feeling like when i go to her is without end,
I quickly but gently grabbed her soft pale hand,
not knowing what to say my thoughts still unplanned,
as we stared into each others' eyes,
looking past our bodily disguise,
hi my name is... and yours...
As me and my wife walk down the ocean shores,
i think to myself i will never forget that day,
going through all that pain lead me this way,
25years and going,
our love is still growing...

Illusions

I wanted this demon in my head to have its free will,
then why do i have thoughts of taking this suicidal pill,
you and i will never be see each other again,
little shit like this makes my brain go insane,
leaving you has put me through this mental strain,
Clouded vision all i see is your vital essence,
coming from your head like a massive flood,
look at what Ive done you could have been the one,
why don't i see the fidelity inside of me,
dismembering your body parts horrifically,
surgically removing your lifeless heart,
i kept it so we can never be apart,
then dumping your carcass in the pacific sea,
looking at your body drifting againist the waves,
you never knew the sea would be your untimely grave,
licking my lips for what i just had done,
still don't know what to do with this gun,
living without you will be a challenge,
but somehow i will always manage,
standing alone at the edge of the boat,
missing you is another false hope,
once i go home i couldn't sleep,
smiling whipping the blood on my sleeve,
alone staring at the blood smeared mirror,
amusing how nothing is looking back at me,
I sent the church some conscience currency,
The devil has haunted my twisted mentality,
my sick thoughts burning as my mind disinclined,
relaxing my body drinking another glass of wine,
finishing the bottle faster then i could have dreamed,
closing my eyes while my brain constantly screams,
getting trapped into the twisted reality,
thinking I'm an a trance of immortality,
breaking the wine bottle on my head,
not knowing what I'm planning ahead,
grabbing a piece of sharp triangular glass,
lacerating my wrist veins one by one,
telling me to get my favorite gun,
standing on the rooftops corner looking at the sky,
wielding my smith and Wesson to my head,
yelling out "Lucifer see what you have done!
I DONT WANNA PLAY ANYMORE,
YOU HAVE WON...,"
BLAST!

“Doubt”

The reason for my demise…
Yours eyes.
Your hair,
As beautiful as the sunrise,
I’m always willing to love you,
There is no bottom line.
Trying to map out your perfect…
Labyrinth design
My sympathy begins to flood,
My pain eternally rising,
When you left me standing here,
Realizing my downfall without you,
I see your face constantly…
All around me
Taunting me to say I love you.
I close my eyes to see you,
Appearing alive in my dreams,
Your presence feels so vain.
Still hearing you’re agonizing screams,
Holding on to the last ounce of sane
Walking without a heart,
Patiently rotting our lifeless brain
Life goes on,
It has been forever,
Since you’ve been dead
Then again,
You’re just another memory,
I keep alive in my head.

“Forsaken”

Walking through life,
A sheep amongst the wolves,
Constantly aware of my own despair,
Loneliness can change a person.
The situations can only worsen,
Lost of hope, and faith
Past doctrines seem to fade.
Happiness turns to rage,
Crying seems artistic,
Tears paint the pain on my face.
My blood shot eyes
Detest the reality around me,
Accepting love can’t coexist
With the entity that is humanity.
Silence replaces the elements in life
Trust is no longer an option,
Or be faced with internal destruction,
Father, Father why have you forsaken me?
In your thoughts you’ve left me.
In my life,
Forsakened