Moving ahead Massively

I am a seeker! I have lots of questions that i want answered. See everything i thought that was real and true....just ended up being an illusion. Defining life and what to make of it as a person has been my most interesting journey. There is so much to say and share with everyone. But i would rather listen and ask questions so i can learn about you. I guess that doesn't make me very good at sharing myself does it? Here, i have something i could share. I can't wait to really discover my life's purpose and live it. Designing a life is much harder then making a living, but one day i will learn "how to make life work" at least for me. To me i can't imagine living my life without it being "on my terms", doing the things i really want to do, having the things i really want to have and most importantly being who i really want to be. Have you ever thought about that?