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Butterlfy Kisses and Chocolate!

I am here for Friends

About Me

Well, most of you know me as Amber. That is my name. and now i am mrs. Ryan Holden! As of July 22, 20006!! and were haveing a baby boy!!! I just can't wait to drink again!!!! Blind Guardian, November 11, I won't be pregnant! I'll be getting FUUUCKED up! Finally, its almost been 7 months!

My Interests

Just trying to get by right now...

I'd like to meet:

I already met the love of my life. Ryan3

Music:

Blind Guardian November 11. Avalon in Hollywood California!

Heroes:

my hero is my cousin Ivy.

My Blog

A survey I took while being bored....

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The SurveyName:AmberBirthday:4/1/87Birthplace:San DiegoCurrent Location:Riverside/ Lake ElsinoreEye Color:Hazelish brown?Hair Color:Blonde/light brownHeight:5'5''Right Handed ...
Posted by Butterlfy Kisses and Chocolate! on Thu, 29 Jun 2006 10:32:00 PST

Ah, the power of the true God...

hello. i am here to tell you about my good friend, maryjane. why? because she is not only my good friend, she is my special medicine. what kind of medicine? its the natural herbs on t...
Posted by Butterlfy Kisses and Chocolate! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

so, this is love?

love. wow. what a complex emotion that we all experience at one point or another in our pathetic little lives. the only importance on this day is so that candy and card companies can make their mon...
Posted by Butterlfy Kisses and Chocolate! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Valentines day blues

It comes every year bringing couples their excused cheer and everytime i see them holding hands.. i just dont understand what is this love supposed to be? a smile? a kiss? another failed memory...
Posted by Butterlfy Kisses and Chocolate! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

The Suicidal Murder

I wrote this poem at like, 6 am, so, yeah. PLEASE COMMENT!!!!! You can't see this pain I'm in Nor do you care to see That I gave up, I let the razor win But you just let it all be... You'll...
Posted by Butterlfy Kisses and Chocolate! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

a letter to anyone....

dearest anyone, I dont want to inconveinence you with my meaningless chatter on how i have become depressed again. but, this blog is mainly to just let me get out what i need to say. so if you ju...
Posted by Butterlfy Kisses and Chocolate! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

what do you think...

of me with hair above my shoulders? like, 3 inches above?? FEEDBACK! MUY IMPORTANTE!
Posted by Butterlfy Kisses and Chocolate! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

aww, the beauty of friendship

today, among many other days, i have come to notice a few changes in the friends i thought i had. recently, however, i noticed how much you all have changed, as have i. i know i dont go there to hang ...
Posted by Butterlfy Kisses and Chocolate! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

coming to a realization

i just realized how gay people are. and i dont care what you think about ME. and nothing matters except how happy you make yourselves. ...
Posted by Butterlfy Kisses and Chocolate! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

so long and goodnight ~my chemical romance~

dont you see this pain the hurt that carves my heart to the open woud you see laying right in front of me. dont you understand that i cannot feel your hand on mine this love i thought we share...
Posted by Butterlfy Kisses and Chocolate! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST