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A child who loses a parent is an orphan. A man who loses a wife is a widower. A woman who loses a husband is a widow. There is no name for a parent who loses a child. There is no word to describe the pain.
Stress is when you wake up screaming and then you realize you haven't fallen asleep yet.
I never know where to begin with these things. I guess I'm just an ordinary girl in an ordinary world. I come from a small town in Massachusetts. Thanks to the US Army I now live in New York. I have also lived in Georgia, and Oklahoma. I have been married for the last 7 1/2 years to the man that I truely believe is my soulmate, and we have the most beautiful boys. Anthony is my oldest, he just turned 6 in January. Travis is my middle child, and he is almost 4. Marcus is my youngest, and unfortunately, he never got a chance to bless this worldwith his presence. I held him only briefly, and never got to see him smile. He will forever be my angel in heaven. My kids and my husband are my world. There is nothing more important than their happiness.
I am a pretty easy-going but complicated person. It's not easy for people to figure me out. You have to know me for quite some time to really know what I'm about. I don't play games and I don't have time for bullshit.
Things I ♥ : My family, flip flops, books, creativity, volleyball, fires, walking in the rain, camping, holidays, dires, nature, the feeling of love, sounds of the night, security, friends, tank tops, gorillas, suntans, italian food, sleeping with a new blanket, cold showers on hot nights, hugs, movies, music, eyeliner, Febreeze, purses, hazelnuts, opening the mailbox and having a letter from a loved one, coffee, fairies, pregnancy, pictionary, photography, game shows, visitors, windchimes, shoes, road trips, late night phone calls... need I say more??
Things I want to accomplish before I die: write a book, write a cook book, finish school, skydive, lead my kids down the right path, be the perfect wife, design my own house, understand life, make all of my children's dreams come true, own a cafe, have lots more children, get in shape, and invent something.

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I'd like to meet:

.. Oh hell... A lot of people! Julia Roberts, Tom Hanks, Dakota Fanning, Sandra Bullock, Emeril LaGasse, Stephen King, Matthew McConaughey, Vin Deisel, Robin Williams, John Edwards, Rachel Ray, Lindsay Lohan, Jennifer Aniston, Scarlett Johannsan, Denzel Washington, George W. Bush, Fergie, Susan Lucci, Christina Applegate, Piper Perabo, Charlize Theron, Shania Twain, Hugh Heffner, Halle Berry, Giada, Bobby Flay,Bret Michaels, Toby Keith, Nicolas Cage, The Pope... I could go on for days.

My Blog

Nick Cannon. A true story.

This video is based on the actual story of Nick's mother considering abortion. The video portrays Nick singing about the time his mother almost had him aborted. After watching this, think about how ...
Posted by on Tue, 09 Dec 2008 16:32:00 GMT

What ’normal’ means to me.

"Normal" I know this will touch the hearts of all bereaved parents. Also, this is a great thing to pass along to those who just can't seem to understand the depth of our pain. From the heart of a bere...
Posted by on Mon, 24 Nov 2008 06:44:00 GMT

To my friends who are also amazing mothers.

---Invisible Mother.....It all began to make sense, the blank stares, the lack of response,the way one of the kids will walk into the room while I'm on the phoneand ask to be taken to the store.Inside...
Posted by on Thu, 06 Nov 2008 14:28:00 GMT

Missing you so much......

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Posted by on Thu, 21 Aug 2008 22:59:00 GMT

Just an update.

I just realized that I haven't posted a blog since March, so it's about time for an update. Well we finally moved out of Ft. hellhole Oklahoma. We now live in Watertown, New York. So far we all love i...
Posted by on Thu, 21 Aug 2008 22:05:00 GMT

TAG. Read this blog if I tagged you!!

You've been taggedHere's how to play:Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird, random, facts, habits or goals about yourself. At the end, choose 10 people to be tagged, list thei...
Posted by on Mon, 28 Jan 2008 19:12:00 GMT

Never doubted it....

Are You a Slacker Mom? Your Results Your quiz score makes you: Smarty Pants Mom Smart parents like you have smart kids. They need plenty of intellectual stimulation and you provide them with all the...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Dec 2007 20:53:00 GMT

I am a Military wife.

I AM A MILITARY WIFE I am a military wife -- a member of that sisterhood of women who have had thecourage to watch their men go into battle, and the strength to survive untiltheir return. Our sorority...
Posted by on Fri, 24 Aug 2007 13:06:00 GMT

Ignorance.

You think I'm tacky and distasteful? Fuck you. You don't know me. I think you're ugly. Looks like we're even. P.S. Mind your damn business. No one was talking to you until now.
Posted by on Fri, 27 Jul 2007 19:54:00 GMT

Life is great...for the moment...

Wow. Life is actually going good for us right now. That almost never happens. Anyone that has known me for a long time knows about me and my bad luck. We go hand in hand. Well... not lately. Matt just...
Posted by on Thu, 12 Apr 2007 09:16:00 GMT