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About Me

I am a wandering soul seeking peace. Love has filled my life and seems to blur the hardships I have endured. Each day is an adventure to be explored and lived to its fullest. I am not sure where my path will take me, however the ride is nothing if not interesting. Each turn and twist leaves the wanderer confused but complacent. Chaos may reign for a time, but it is fleeting and order is always restored, if only for a time. Certain people make my life livable; actions received and returned calm the storms. Writing and rambling soothe the turmoil that reigns with in this tired mind. My musings are for myself and no one else.
I found the following on this site and found it well articulated :*) www.tcmcentral.com/acu_resources/tcm_yinyang.html
Yin and Yang may be the most important theory in Chinese Medicine. The concept of Yin and Yang is simple and at the same time vast in nature. The relationship of Yin and Yang can be represented in the famous Tai Ji symbol that is shown above and below. This symbol is called "Supreme Ultimate", describing the profoundness of Yin and Yang. Although Yin and Yang are opposite stages, they form unity and are complementary. Yin contains a seed of Yang, and Yang contains a seed of Yin which is represented by the dots within each color. The symbol is showing that nothing can be totally Yin or totally Yang in nature. Yin is constantly changing into Yang as Yang is constantly merging in to Yin. Calligraphy Master Jin Huai Wang once explained to me these concepts of Yin and Yang. He said, "The mountain has a Yin side (shaded) and a Yang side (sun drenched), and each of those sides contain Yin qualities and Yang qualities, just as the river, just as life (translation)." The most beautiful part was how he described Yin and Yang, from the tone of his voice to physical movement he was just as he performs his calligraphy a true expression of Yin and Yang.
You Are More Yin
Feminine
Devoted
Forgiving
Fall
Winter
Afternoon
Moon
Time
Passive
Metal
Honey Are You More Yin or Yang?

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My Interests

Reading
***music***
theatre (performing and viewing)
amateur photography
drawing
the perfect glass of lemonade
black nail polish
pouring love on my family and friends
traveling
sitting in a candle lit room
bubble baths
being held by the one I love

I'd like to meet:

Open minded people who know how to take a joke and who know how to listen as well as talk. Too many people only know how to do one or the other. You are entitled to your opinion and I will respect it, but if my opinion differs at least do me the same courtesy to listen and respect my right to my opinion. I do not want to change your opinion and I hope you will offer me the same right.

Music:

Thom Yorke
Radiohead
Mono
Gorillaz
Bjork
Breaking Benjamin
The Prodigy

Movies:

again a mere sample of my likes...
The Princess Bride
Pirates of the Carribean
Hero
House of Flying Daggers
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
Billy Elliot
Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory
Charlie and the Chocolate Factory
Under the Tuscan Sun
Much Ado About Nothing
You've Got Mail
The Boondock Saints
Dances with Wolves
Mulin Rouge
Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
The Lord of the Rings Trilogy
Snatch
Lock Stock and Two Smoking Barrels
The Chronicles of Riddick

Television:

Heros, House

Books:

Jane Eyre, Cry The Beloved Country,Enchantment, most Shakespeare, Harry Potter series,The Devils Arithmetic, Fear Nothing, Sieze the Night, Whispers, The House of Thunder, Phantoms, The Bad Place, Coldfire, Dragon Tears, Intensity, Tick-Tock, Sole Survivor, False Memory, From the Corner of His Eye (so fucking GOOD!!!!!), Yoga and the Quest for the True Self, Good-bye to All That, The Great War and Modern Memory, To Kill a Mockingbird, The Giver, The Scarlet Letter, The Shining (way better than the movie),IT (also better than the movie) and way too many more to list...yes i'm a dean koontz fan...

Heroes:

Ulitimatly my mum
my grandfather
my cousin
the boy
justin
and anyone who has ever stood up for what they believe and reamained true to themselves.

My Blog

ya either love it or you hate it...

so tomorrow (err today) is Valentines day...in a way i'm relieved it's finally here because it means that all that sappy shit is gonna be out of the stores soon...i used to think that my views on vale...
Posted by This is MY life... on Wed, 14 Feb 2007 12:29:00 PST

a new beginning....

appropriatly we awoke to snow...it blanketed Lubbock in a fresh coat of pure whiteness...like a fresh beginning i found appropriate for starting out a new chapter in my life in a new house...new house...
Posted by This is MY life... on Sat, 03 Feb 2007 05:19:00 PST

invisible girl under a microscope

i am an invisible girl...not noticed by most...content to stay in her home and ignore the world around her...so when this invisible girl finds herself under a critical microscope life becomes uncomfor...
Posted by This is MY life... on Sat, 06 Jan 2007 03:17:00 PST

love making is not about the orgasm (graphic)

i was in this deep ponderation of the world of love making and reliving a conversation with my boyfriend and it came to me...well not bling! and idea cause i have mulled this over a little before...bu...
Posted by This is MY life... on Sun, 31 Dec 2006 03:55:00 PST

christmas time reflections

i find myself lately thinking about this upcoming christmas as well as christmas' past...this is my first year not celebrating christmas in washington...it both saddens and excites me...this year will...
Posted by This is MY life... on Sat, 16 Dec 2006 08:25:00 PST

hey you miss blue...

A girl sits in her corner&lamenting days gone by&aching throughout for the loss she has been given&a wound so deep it brings forth tears&no thing has she lost&but a soul&one so like hers it may as wel...
Posted by This is MY life... on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 10:11:00 PST

how?

how do you struggle against the influences that have submersed your psyche ever since you were a child? i hate watching sitcoms for the reason that the women are always coniving and controling...alway...
Posted by This is MY life... on Sat, 04 Nov 2006 10:57:00 PST

and i will come to you my love...

i really love this song...i wish i could find it to put on my page...because once there i don't think i'd take it down for a very long time...it's just so beautiful and romantic...it moves me every ti...
Posted by This is MY life... on Sat, 21 Oct 2006 01:18:00 PST

baby pics

so all of ya'll who wanna see early pics of my niece or nephew go check out my brothers or his gf's site...i can't wait to be an auntie...hehe...and yay for both mum and baby being healthy *throws con...
Posted by This is MY life... on Wed, 18 Oct 2006 01:35:00 PST

sempre nel mio cuore, sempre sulla mia spalla

i find my mind of late constantly on my grandfather...not necessarily sad or upset...but remembering...i guess i do not cry because i seem to be doing that in my dreams...for he has appeared there muc...
Posted by This is MY life... on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 03:40:00 PST