What it's like to.... |
So, I've been in a good mood for a few weeks now. It feels great. I hate being all down and depressed and mad at the world. I also figured out why I get so angry sometimes. Do you know what it's like ...
Posted by on Fri, 15 May 2009 13:24:00 GMT |
Why shows get cancelled and relationships fail |
You want a comedy to be funny. You want a drama to draw you in. You want a reality show to introduce you to the people. And you want a relationship to make you happy. Why do these things fail? Because...
Posted by on Mon, 27 Apr 2009 18:41:00 GMT |
Accepting what is, and what will be |
I just need to like myself. I've cracked the code. I'm miserable because I have made myself miserable. No one has really helped me get out of the misery, but I've hid it for the most part. So with all...
Posted by on Fri, 24 Apr 2009 09:08:00 GMT |
The show "The Cougar"- GROSSSS |
Ok so Carl and I are at the salon and flipping out because as I flip through the channels I stop on TV Land. The Cougar is on. OMG...this is the grossest thing we have ever seen and we cannot stop mak...
Posted by on Thu, 23 Apr 2009 14:12:00 GMT |
All ya really can do is pretend |
When you're feeling crappy and you have no reason for it, you just have to pretend that everything is ok and then eventually you will believe it. So that's my new plan for life. I'm just gonna roll wi...
Posted by on Tue, 21 Apr 2009 14:58:00 GMT |
When you just aren't sure |
Oh life, what a funny funny thing. You get born, you inevidiably screw it up, and then you die. So all the stuff in the middle is just what? Lessons to learn on the way? I guess you don't know until y...
Posted by on Wed, 15 Apr 2009 20:14:00 GMT |
Insomnia strikes back |
Damn it. I have never slept through the night, but typically I can get myself to sleep for about 5 hours with some meds and then I wake up, go pee, take another pill and sleep a little longer if permi...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Mar 2009 03:20:00 GMT |
As we near one year... |
It gets harder everyday. Being sober sucks right now. It seems like everyday that goes by it gets a little bit more difficult. I drive past Llywelyns EVERYDAY, and everyday I think how nice it would b...
Posted by on Fri, 20 Mar 2009 20:40:00 GMT |
Look on the bright side |
So as of late, I have been feeling pretty shitty. Just unhappy in general. Which is so stupid because I am doing so many good things. I quit smoking. I started working out at least 4x's a week, I'm in...
Posted by on Sun, 01 Mar 2009 16:52:00 GMT |
When you just can't sleep... |
It's my dad's birthday! Other than that...I'm just irritated and angry still. Dr.Ryabik's February 18th appointment can't come soon enough. I went to the gym today. That was nice. I'll probably go tom...
Posted by on Mon, 09 Feb 2009 18:35:00 GMT |
