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GoDdEsS SyNiStRa

Smile Life is short, Break the rules, Forgive quickly, Kiss slowly, Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably

About Me

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About Me
Name KABRINA
Nickname BREEZE
Birthday NOVEMBER 12TH
Age 28
Height 5 FEET 8
Hair Color BROWNISH BLACK
Eye Color HAZEL
Have You Ever
Fallen for your besfriend NO
Kissed someone who was just your friend YES A FEMALE! (LONG STORY)
Been rejected YES
Been in love YES
Used someone YES BECAUSE THE PERSON WAS ABUSIVE!
Cheated on someone YES ONLY CAUSE THEY WERE ABUSIVE AND DESERVED IT!
Been cheated on YES MANY TIMES....
Done something you regret YES
Do you ...
Color your hair YES
Have tattos YES
If so how many 5
Have any peircings YES
If so how many 2
Have a bf/gf YES
Like thunderstorms ABSOLUTELY
Ever get off the damn computer NO LOL IT CURES BOREDOM AND KEEPS ME SANE!
Have you/Do you have...
Considered a life of crime YES
Considered being a hooker HELL NO!
Coneidered being a pimp HELL MOTHA FUCKIN NO!
Split personalities YES EVERYONE DOES IN MY EYES FROM EXPERIENCE...
Obsessions YES I LOVE JAVA MONSTERS THEY ARE SO ADDICTIVE!
Panic SOMETIMES WHEN I FEEL PRESSURED BY EVERYDAY LIFE...
Anxiety YES BUT THAT IS WHAT VALIUM IS FOR;)
Depression/Considered suicid I HAVE BEEN DEPRESSED AND I HAVE TRIED TO KILL MYSELF BY CUTTING MY WRISTS OVER A FUCKIN GUY! THANKS BY THE WAY JOE!
Right now..
Current clothes JUST A LONG SLEEVE TEE THAT SAYS JOHNNY BLAZE, IT IS MY MAN'S SHIRT:)~
Current mood HORNY AND TIRED (BAD COMBO)
Current hair UP IN A PONYTAIL
Current music SLIGHT SOUND OF "ARMY OF TWO" ON XBOX 360 (NO MUSIC JUST GUNFIRE)
Current annoyance THE WIND WHISTLING THRU A CRACK IN THE WINDOW GRRRR!!!
Current perfume/cologne CHARLIE WHITE MY FAVORITE;)
Current thing you should be doing SLEEPING
Current crush MY MAN BOSTON
Favorite
Color BLACK, RED, AND PURPLE
Candy
Tv Show CHARMED (DAMN I MISS THAT SHOW!)
Movie
Place MY MAN'S HOUSE
Person to talk to MY MAN
Do your prefer..
McDonalds or Burger King MCDONALDS
Marry the Perfect Lover or the perfect friend PERFECT LOVER
Root Beer or Dr Pepper ROOT BEER
Sunshine or Rain RAIN
Spring or Fall SPRING
Winter or Summer SUMMER
Vanilla or Chocolate BOTH
Snowboarding or Sking SNOWBOARDING (BUT YOU WON'T CATCH ME DOING EITHER ONE)
Lights on or Off ON
Are you...
Understanding YES BUT DEPENDS ON MY MOOD
Open Minded YES VERY
Bad Tempered YES I AM ITALIAN WTF DO U THINK??
Happy YES
Attractive I GUESS
Bored Easily YES
Sad YES
Unique YEAH
What do you like in a Girl/ Boy THE EYES SAY IT ALL AND THE WAY HE TREATS HIS MOM IS THE WAY HE IS GONNA TREAT ME...
Eyes HAZEL
Hair color BLACK OR BROWN
Long or short hair SHORT AND CURLY
Hieght AT LEAST 6 FEET U HAVE TO BE TALLER THAN ME!
Body Type HOT AND SEXY
Personality HUMOROUS BUT GROUNDED
Random
How would you describe yourself I AM AN OUTGOING CHICK WHO LOVES TO HAVE A FUN TIME WHILE STAYING GROUNDED AND IN TUNE WITH WHAT IS GOING ON AROUND HER...
Do you have any Pets? YES
Have any syblings? YES
What do you want to be when you grow up? A PART TIME ANGEL/DEVIL
Do you wanna get married and have kids? TOO LATE FOR THE KIDS PART BUT GETTING MARRIED IS MY DREAM!
What is your best physical Trait? MY ASS SO I HAVE BEEN TOLD...
What is the best thing about your personality? I AM VERY LOVING AND CARING BUT U CROSS ME AND WATCH OUT BECAUSE I WILL GO FOR THE JUGULAR!
What words do you overuse FUCK OFF AND EAT ME!
Whats the most annoying thing about you I AM WAY TOO CRITICAL OF MYSELF..
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Or Get Myspace CommentsTo every girl who dresses cute not skanky. To every girl who wants to be called beautiful ...not hot. To every girl that will spend her whole day looking for the perfect present for you. To every girl who gets her heart broken, because he chose that stupid bitch instead. To every girl that would die to have a decent boyfriend. To every girl who would just once like to be treated like a princess. To every girl that cries at night because of another heartbreak. To every girl that won't get down on her knees & open her mouth just to get a boyfriend. To every girl that just wants to hold hands To every girl that kisses him with meaning. To every girl who just wishes he cared more. To every girl who would just once want a guy to give their jacket up when they are cold. To every girl who just wants him to call. To every girl who lies awake at night thinking about him To every girl that just wants to cuddle. To every girl that just wants to sleep with him without having sex. To every girl that shows how much she cares and gets nothing back. To every girl that thought "maybe this one could be the one." To every girl that laughs at stupid stuff he says,when she actually doesn't think it is funny. To every girl who is just looking for that one and only. and is having a rough time along the way. To every girl that doesn't want a guy who just plays with her emotions but actually cares about how she feels. To every girl who wants words backed up with actions. To every girl that fell for all the lies only to find themselves alone in the end. To every girl that gave her heart away to have it shoved back in her face. To every girl that has faith that tomorrow will be a better day. I am that girl!THANKS FOR THE HEARTACHE GARY YOU FUCKIN ASSHOLE! YOU TRIED TO PLAY THAT "LOVE OF YOUR LIFE" BULLSHIT ON ME AND I ADMIT YOU GOT ME HOOK, LINE, AND SINKER BUT GUESS WHAT? I AM ONTO YOU NOW! YOU WILL NEVER AMOUNT TO ANYTHING AS FAR AS I AM CONCERNED! AND TO THINK THAT I ACTUALLY WANTED TO HAVE A LIFE WITH YOU! LMMFAO!!! NOT ON YOUR LIFE! YOU ARE NOT MAN ENOUGH TO BE WITH ME. YOU DELIVER PZZA'S FOR A LIVING, YOU ARE A LOSER! I CANNOT BELIEVE I EVEN THOUGHT I HAD A FUTURE WITH YOU! LOL! ANYWAYS GOOD RIDDANCE LOSER!!!

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My Interests

This is a video from my friend Micke in Sweden :) He wants me to come out there but man that shit is expensive!src="http://i213.photobucket.com/flash/remix/playe r.swf?videoURL=http://vid213.photobucket.com/albums/cc288/mi cke710619/dcd008fe.pbr&hostname=stream213.photobucket.co m"..You asked
me what I
loved more
life or you
and I said
life...
u walked away
not knowing
you are
my life!

I'd like to meet:

HMMMM....I WANNA MEET ALL DIFFERENT TYPES OF PEOPLE ON HERE, I DON'T WANT A RELATIONSHIP AS YOU CAN PLAINLY SEE AND IT IS ALL BECAUSE THE ASSHOLE I JUST CHEWED OUT ABOVE MADE ME CLOSE UP MY HEART AGAIN AND I AM NOT GONNA BE ABLE TO GET OVER HIM FOR QUITE A WHILE. SORRY FELLAS! BUT I AM A VERY GOOD FRIEND AND I WILL LISTEN IF ANYONE WANTS TO CHAT ON HERE.:) HOPE TO TALK SOON!!!

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Music:

I like dark wave, ebm, goth, metal, techno, industrial & classical. here are a few of the artists who grace my CD player: Apoptygma Bezerk~ Chemical Brothers~ Combichrist~ Alice Cooper~ The Cruxshadows~ Fear Factory~ Frontline Assembly~ Funker Vogt~ KMFDM~ Korn~ London After Midnight~ Marilyn Manson~ The Misfits~ MSI~ My Chemical Romance~ NIN~ Orgy~ Ozzy~ Rob Zombie~ Sapphire Rebellion~ System of a Down~ Terrorfakt~ U2~ VNV Nation~ Tom Waits~ White Zombie~ as for classical music, i have discovered that the period of classical music history i prefer is the baroque period. specifically, i enjoy Mozart and any recording of Holst's The Planets. i find that unlike other types of music, classical most often has the power to make me break out in goosebumps and to cry. ROTTENMOUTH, THE BRAINDEAD, CHURCH OF HATE, A.S.P., TECH N9NE, SIDEWAYZ, KNOTHEAD, SLIPKNOT, STONE SOUR, ICP, BLAZE, TWIZTID, ABK, DARK LOTUS, KMK, DIMMU BORGIR, OTEP, OPETH, KITTIE, KORN, VADAR, DARK THRONE, BLACK GOAT, CRADLE OF FILTH, AMORPHIS, BAPHOMET, BLOOD, KETTLE CADAVER, H.T.T.H., CRYPTOPSY, CULTIS, SANGUINE, DARK THRONE, DARK TRANQUILITY, DEEDS OF FLESH, EMPEROR, GOD MACABRE, GORGUTS, RAMMSTEIN, HELLHAMMER, IMMORTAL, LUCIFERION, MAYHEM, MORBID ANGEL, MARILYN MANSON, NECROMASS, NOX INTEMPESTA, PENTAGRAM, ROTTING CHRIST, ROB ZOMBIE, DANZIG, SADISTIC INTENT, SEPTIC FLESH, SLAYER, SORCIER DES GLACES, AND MANY MANY MORE.....

Movies:

Here is a list of some of my favorite films: any of the Hammer horror films~ The Abominable Dr. Phibes~ Batman Begins~ The Chronicles of Riddick~ Constantine~ The Craft~ The Crow~ Desperado~ The Devil's Rejects~ Dodgeball~ Dogma~ Donnie Darko~ Dr. Phibes Rises Again~ Event Horizon~ The Exorcist: The Beginning~ The Exorcist~ Exorcist Legion~ The Fast & The Furious~ Freddy VS Jason~ Friday the 13th series~ From Dusk til Dawn~ Gingersnaps~ Go~ Halloween~ Hannibal~ all of the Harry Potter films~ Hellraiser~ History of Violence~ House of 1000 Corpses~ House on Haunted Hill (both the Vincent Price and the remake)~ In The Mouth of Madness~ The Limey~ Lord of the Rings trilogy~ Manhunter~ Near Dark~ Needful Things~ Nightbreed~ Nightmare on Elm Street series~ Pitchblack~ Prince of Darkness~ Queen of the Damned~ Red Dragon~ Saw 1 & 2~ Scream trilogy~ Silence of the Lambs~ Theatre of Blood~ Vampire$~ Virtuosity~ Waiting~ What The Bleep Do We Know!?~ xXx~ all 3 X-Men...the list could go on and on...

Television:

I never remember when anything is on, the reception sucks and i don't have cable...so none for me thanks. however, since every TV show known to mankind (well almost) is on DVD now...i like watching American Dad, American Gothic, (screw CBS in the eye for cancelling this), Aqua Teen Hunger Force, Family Guy, CSI Miami, Crime Story, Kingdom Hospital, Lost (oh GOD this is addictive!!), The Osbournes, The Simpsons (early seasons). but - if this channel were ever to become available where i am? all bets are off and i would rekindle my relationship with the cathode ray tube in a new york minute: ALSO FOR YOU FUCKERS AT THE CW CANCELLING CHARMED WAS THE WORST POSSIBLE THING YOU COULD HAVE DONE! THAT WAS THE MOST AWESOME SHOW EVER! I MISS THE POWER OF 3!!!!

Books:

Anything and everything by Stephen King or Clive Barker; three comics series: Dawn by Joseph Linsner, Gloomcookie by Serena Valentino and The Sandman by Neil Gaiman; Angels & Demons,~ Spangle~ The Virgin Suicides~ The Fionavar Tapestry trilogy (The Summer Tree, The Wandering Fire & The Darkest Road)~ The Hellfire Club~ The Sparrow~ Children of God~ Notes From a Small Island~ The Poet~ Neverwhere~ The Cabinet of Curiosities~ Still Life With Crows~ Kiss of Shadows~ A Caress of Twilight~ Seduced By Moonlight by Laurell K. Hamilton (love the Merry Gentry series)~ everything i've read so far by Keith Ablow...Currently reading: Book of Shadows....

Heroes:

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My Blog

Love Part 1

Torture HateMemories of being supposedly lovedLife of the forgivenKeeping all of us disappointed...............
Posted by GoDdEsS SyNiStRa on Thu, 17 Apr 2008 01:31:00 PST

Love Part 2

Luxuriant days of hopeObsessed nights of lustful energyVirgin minds sown togetherExasperated Humanity
Posted by GoDdEsS SyNiStRa on Thu, 17 Apr 2008 01:29:00 PST

The Death Trap

Don't fall too deep.....Into the death trapThere is nothing to gain......And everything to loseYou get attached...To people you don't knowOnly to get hurt...For their stupid showYour mind gets boggled...
Posted by GoDdEsS SyNiStRa on Thu, 17 Apr 2008 01:26:00 PST

THIS IS FOR YOU MOM I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH EVEN THOUGH YOU CAN BE A BIOTCH LOL!

Leave the light on- Demons only dance in the dark Sit by my side, Don’t go until I’m under... Pieces of the past Keep me afraid But your love keeps me strong And drowns out the thunder-...
Posted by GoDdEsS SyNiStRa on Wed, 09 Apr 2008 01:59:00 PST

LOVE IS.....

Love is... it needs no words It is in the stars, the flowers In the smile of a small face In gentle laughter The sound of a small stream caressing timeless rocks The whistle of a kiss of wind Whisperi...
Posted by GoDdEsS SyNiStRa on Wed, 09 Apr 2008 01:56:00 PST

US "FOR BOSTON"

You inspire me I would be your protector To be myself Your lover To love myself. ...
Posted by GoDdEsS SyNiStRa on Wed, 09 Apr 2008 01:51:00 PST

AS I SIT HERE...

As I sit looking out this window rain drops slowly resemble my tears for you... My loneliness, on fire inside of me awaiting your kiss to make it desist. Confusion sets in and once again I am pain s...
Posted by GoDdEsS SyNiStRa on Wed, 09 Apr 2008 01:46:00 PST

IS SUICIDE THE RIGHT THING TO DO??!!

I care for you and I’ll miss you so much if you go. There are others who care- many more than you know. Do you need someone to hold you and show you love? I need you to share life with - that&rs...
Posted by GoDdEsS SyNiStRa on Wed, 09 Apr 2008 01:42:00 PST

BROKEN PROMISES

You said we’d always be together, And nothing could tear us apart. You said you knew you loved me, You could feel it in your heart. You promised you’d love me forever, And love doesn&rs...
Posted by GoDdEsS SyNiStRa on Wed, 09 Apr 2008 01:38:00 PST

I HAVE TO FORGET YOU BOBBY!

I have to forget youSo hard, I knowBut I have to forget your liar eyesForget my dreams, that you were the hero ofForget my feelings, that you were the leader ofForget my brighter days, that you were t...
Posted by GoDdEsS SyNiStRa on Wed, 09 Apr 2008 01:33:00 PST