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E-Røck "Can Grow Beards All Over"

Its not enough, Its not enough. It never was or will be. I never had the chance to thank you... FOR

About Me

Ok so I figured that I will finally write on this thing again Here's the basics. My name is Eric but call me E-Rock. That nickname kinda stuck...thanks Rob. I cant ever get a girlfriend no matter how hard I try but a lot of girls come to me with their problems. I like that. Kinda ironic that a lot of people come to me to help with their relationships when I havent really ever been in one. Nice guys finish last...Im just wondering where the finish line is? Im a good listener/advice giver...so I have been told. I like to give hugs. ( No one gives hugs like my little Emmalee!!!! ) I go to concerts whenever I can. Im kinda poor because I have to pay for a car wreck I got into. I think I am down to $5600 left...? I have a BB in my hand...and yes I can feel it. I just finished up 3 months at Lake Land and despite what I thought I was gonna do...I ACTUALLY PASSED MY EMT CLASS! I just took my Illinois state liscensing exam on the 25th of September... I studied for probably 3-5 minutes :) We'll see how that goes I dont know if I will go after a career in the field. I still would love to be a radio dj!!!!!! I work/worked at Dairy Queen. It should be opening soon which would be nice...I miss it! Im excited to work with the old crew again!!!! I get down a lot and if Im really upset...usually you will know. Its like I'm not myself. Right now I have some drama in my life but who doesnt have drama? So talk to me if you want to know more about me! DUH!
*The New and Improved Ultimate About Me*:
Basics:
Name: Eric Matthew
Date of Birth: 7/27/88
Birthplace: Taylorville
Current Location: Pana
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: Brown
Height: Like 5' 10" ish
Heritage: Irish or something
Piercings: None but im thinking about my lip
Tattoos: None
Favourite:
Band/Singer: O man...too many
Song: Ditto the last question
Movie: American History X
Disney Movie: The Fox And The Hound
TV show: ABC World News Now...i love the news
Color: Black
Food: Spaghetti
Pizza topping: Doesnt matter really
Ice-Cream Flavor: O man...Vanilla Storm...but I'm lactose intolerant
Drink (alcoholic): I dont drink
Soda: Dr. Pepper
Store: Hot Topic
Clothing Brand: Band shirts...i dont go by brand
Shoe Brand: DC Skate Shoes
Season: Fall
Month: July
Holiday/Festival: Thanksgiving
Flower: Not the biggest fan of flowers
Make-Up Item: Omg i love mascara...fuck make up
Board game: Stratego
This or That
Sunny or rainy: Overcast
Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla
Fruit or veggie: Fruit
Night or day: Night
Sour or sweet: Sour
Love or money: Love
Phone or in person: Im more open over the phone
Looks or personality: I like the best of both worlds
Coffee or tea: Ummm....my moms tea
Hot or cold: Cold
Your:
Goal for this year: Dont get butt fucked in court
Most missed memory: HIGH SCHOOL
Best physical feature: My eyes do wonders
First thought waking up: Im gonna be late
Hypothetical personality disorder: I have ADHD i think
Preferred type of plastic surgery: None
Sesame street alter ego: what...prolly Oscar
Fairytale alter ego: What
Most stupid remark: Timmy's Fuck you
Worst crime: Stole stop signs and got caught
Greatest ambition: To become a radio dj
Greatest fear: Dying alone
Darkest secret: Not saying
Favorite subject: English, History, and Math
Strangest received gift: Lol Valentines Day 2006
Worst habit: Being late
Do You:
Smoke: Nope
Drink: Nope
Curse: Fuck no
Shower daily: Nope
Like thunderstorms: Yep
Dance in the rain: Nope
Sing: Totally dawg
Play an instrument: Air drums
Get along with your parents: Kinda
Wish on stars: Yep
Believe in fate: Kinda not really
Believe in love at first sight: Totally
Can You:
Drive: Yep but people say i suck
Sew: Kinda...Home Economics was in the 9th Grade
Cook: Toast
Speak another language: Yo hablo Espanol
Dance: Nope
Sing: I like to think so
Touch your nose with your tongue: Nope
Whistle: Kinda
Curl your tongue: Kinda
Have You Ever:
Been Drunk: Nope
Been Stoned/High: Nope
Eaten Sushi: Nope
Been in Love: I dont know
Skipped school: Yep
Made prank calls: Almost got arrested for it
Sent someone a love letter: Kinda
Stolen something: Can you read...ha ha
Cried yourself to sleep: Nope
Other Questions:
What annoys you most in a person? Stupidity in general
Are you right or left handed? Right
What is your bedtime? Whenever i get tired
Name three things you can't live without: Friends, Music, Food
What is the color of your room? Blue
Do you have any siblings? 1 sister
Do you have any pets? 1 dog and 2 cats
Would you kill someone you hate for a million dollars? If i wouldnt get caught
What is you middle name? Matthew
What are you nicknames? E-Rock
Are you for or against gay marriage? I dont care
What are your thoughts ..ion? Um...in certain cases...ok
Do you have a crush on anyone? Not really but kinda
Are you afraid of the dark? Nope
How do you want to die? Rememorably
What is the largest amount of popsicles that you have eaten on one day? 9
Would you take a bullet for the one you love? Totally
What is the last law you’ve broken? Shoplifting
In a Member of the Opposite Sex:
Hair color: Blonde(or brown with blonde highlights is totally attractive
Eye color: Blue
Height Shorter then me
Weight Cant be too thin
Most important physical feature: Um....i really love eyes
Biggest turn-off Nastyness
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Music:

Ok you asked for it...this is everything that I have on my iPod right now... A.F.I.?, Aaliyah, ABACABB, The Academy Is, Acid Bath, Across Five Aprils, Adema, After The Burial, Against Me!, The Agonist?, Airbourne, AKA White Devil, Akissforjersey, Akon, Alanis Morissette, Alesana, Alexisonfire, Alice In Chains?, Alicia Keys, Alien Ant Farm, Alive, Alkaline Trio, The All-American Rejects, All That Remains?, All Time Low, The Almost, Almost Nothing?, Aly And AJ, Ambient Death, American Head Charge, Anarchy Club, Anberlin, Anew Revolution, Angels And Airwaves, Another Animal, Another Black Day, Ant Banks, Apartment 26, Apocalytica, The Arcade Fire, Arch Enemy?, Arsonists Get All The Girls?, Artillery, As Blood Runs Black, As I Lay Dying?, Ashborne?, Ashes Divide, Ashley Tisdale, At The Drive In, At War, Atomship, Atreyu?, Atrocity, Audioslave, Audiovent, August Burns Red?, Augustana, Austrian Death Machine?, Autumn's End, The Autumn Offering?, Avenged Sevenfold?, Avril Lavigne, Baby Bash, Baby Boy Da Prince, Baby Huey, Back From Ashes, Bad Acid Trip, The Bags, Bang Camaro, Barnaked Ladies, Beastie Boys?, Beck, BEDlight for BlueEYES, Before Their Eyes, Ben Folds Five, Bernie Worrell, Between The Buried And Me, Beyonce, Big Tymers, Birdman, Bizzy Bone, Black Crows, The Black Dahlia Murder?, Black Eyed Peas?, Black Label Society, Black Stone Cherry, Black Tide, Blackened Heart, Blacklist Union, The Bled, Bleeding Through?, Blessthefall?, Blinded We Fall, Blindside, Blink-182, Blood Has Been Shed, The Bloodhound Gang, Bloodsimple?, Blue Felix, Blue October, Blur, Bob Seger, Bobaflex, Bone Brothers, Bone Thugs And Harmony?, Boneshaker, Boris, Box Car Racer, Boys Like Girls, Brand New?, Brandy, Breaking Benjamin, Bring Me The Horizon?, Britney Spears, Brokencyde, Buckcherry, Bullet For My Valentine?, Bulletproof Messenger, Burden Of A Day, The Burn & Cry, Burn Season, Burn The Priest?, Bury Your Dead?, Bush?, Butthole Surfers, Cadillac Don, Cake?, Camron, Candiria, Candlebox, Cansei De Ser Sexy?, Caroline's Spine?, Cassie, Catherine, The Cavalera Conspiracy?, Chamillionaire, The Chariot?, Chasing Victory, Che'Nelle, Chester Bennington, Chevelle?, Children Of Bodom?, Chimaira?, Chingy, Chiodos?, Chris Brown, Chris Volz, Chumbawumba, Ciara, Circa Survive, Circus Maximus, Citizen King, City Sleeps, CKY, Clarence Carter, The Classic Crime, Cleevage?, Clutch?, Coal Chamber?, Coheed And Cambria?, Cold?, Coldplay, Collective Soul?, Common, Copper, Corrosion Of Conformity, Count Zero?, Cracker, Cradle Of Filth, The Cranberries, Cranes Are Flying, Crazy Town, Creed, Crime Mob, Crossfade?, Cry Of The Afflicted, Curse Of Disobedience, Custom, Cute Is What We Aim For, Cypress Hill, D'espairsray, D12, D4L, Damageplan?, Dance Gavin Dance, Dane Cook?, Daniel Bedingfield, Danity Kane, Dark New Day, Darkest Hour, Dashboard Confessional, Dave Matthews Band, David Alan Coe, David Banner, David Draiman, Dawn Over Zero, A Day To Remember, Days Of The New, Dayton Family, Daz, DC4, Dead And Divine, Dead By Wednesday, Dead Poetic, Dead To Fall&hearts, Deaf Pedustrians, Death Cab For Cutie, Deathrash, Decyfer Down, Deepfield?, Def Leppard, Default, Deftones?, Degraduation, Dem Franchise Boys, Demon Hunter?, Destiny's Child, Destroy The Runner, Dethklok?, The Devil Wears Prada?, Devildriver?, Diecast?, Digital Underground, The Dillenger Escape Plan, Dirty, Disciple, Dishwala, Disonic, Disturbed?, DJ Khaled, DJ Laz, DJ Paul, DJ Unk, Djay, DMX, Do Or Die, The Dogs Divine, Dolla, Dope?, Down, Dr. Dre, Dragonforce, Drama, Drist?, Droid, Drop Dead, Gorgeous?, Dropbox, Drowning Pool?, Dru Hill, DrugMoney, Dry Cell, Dry Kill Logic, E-40, E-A Ski, Eagle Eye Cherry, Eamon, Earshot, EastWest, Eazy-E, Eddie Vedder, Edenbridge, Egypt Central, Electric Wizard, Element 80, Elliot Yamin, Emanuel, Emery, Eminem, Emmure, En Vogue, Endeverafter, Enur, The Escape Frame, Escape The Fate?, Estrus?, Eternal Lord, Evanescense, Evans Blue, Eve, Eve 6, Every Time I Die, The Exies, Eyes Set To Kill, The F-Ups, Fabolous, The Faint, Fair To Midland, The Fall Of Troy, Fall Out Boy, The Fallen, Family Force Five, Far-Less, Fastball, Fear Factory, Fear Nuttin Band, Fergie?, Fight Paris, Filter?, Finch, Finger Eleven, Fiona Apple, Firewind, Five Finger Death Punch?, Flaw, Flo-Rida, Flyleaf, Foo Fighters?, For Today, Forever The Sickest Kids, The Fray, Freak Nasty, Freeze Pop, From First To Last, Fuel, Funkdoobiest, Funky Circus Fleas?, Future Leaders Of The World, G-Unit, Game, Gangsta Boo, God Forbid, Godamhate, Godhead, Godsmack, Goo Goo Dolls, Gorilla Joe, Gorillaz, Grade 8, Grandaddy Souf, Graveyard BBQ, Greeley Estates?, Green Day, Green Jelly, Gucci Mane, Guns And Roses, Gunther Levi, Gwen Stacy, Gwen Stefani, Haste The Day, Hatebreed?, Hawthorne Heights, He Is Legend, Head Automatica, Headstrong, Heaven Shall Burn, (Hed) P.E.?, Hellogoodbye, Helloween, Hellyeah?, Helmet, Hemlock, Here I Come Falling, HIM, Himsa?, Hinder, Hole, Hollywood Undead, The Honorary Title, Hoobastank, The Hot Boys, Hot Hot Heat, Hot Iron Skillet, House Of Pain, Hundred Reasons, The Hunger, Hurricane Chris, Hurt, Hustle And Flow, I Set My Friends On Fire?, Ice Cube, Iconz, Idiot Pilot, Ill Niño?, Imogen Heap, In Flames?, In This Moment, Incubus?, Inhale Exhale, Injected, Inocula, Institute, Iron And Wine, Isis, The Isley Brothers, Ivoryline, Ja Rule, Jack's Mannequin, Jack Johnson, Jackyl, James Blunt, Janes Addiction?, Jay Gordon, Jennifer Lopez, Jerry Cantrell, Jewel, Jibbs, Jim Jones, Jimmy Eat World, Job For A Cowboy, Joetown, John Mayer, The Jonas Brothers, Jonny Lang, Joseph Arthur, Josh Todd, Juelz Santana, Juice Man, Justin Timberlake, Juvenile, Kaiser Chiefs, Kane & Abel, Kanye West, Karnivool, Kataklysm, Katy Perry, Kelis, Keshia Cole, Kia Shine, Kid Rock, Kidney Thieves, Kids In The Way, Kill Hannah, The Killers?, Killswitch Engage?, Kingston Falls, Kittie?, KoRn, Kottonmouth Kings, Kutless, La' Chat, Lacuna Coil, Lamb Of God?, Layzie Bone & Young Noble, Led Zeppelin(Kayla thinks that I'm too harsh on them so I am supposed to keep my mouth shut!), Leona Lewis, LFO, Liam Lynch, Lidlifter?, Life In Your Way, A Life Once Lost?, Lil Boosie, Lil Flip, Lil Jon, Lil Mama, Lil Scrappy, Lil Wayne, Lil Weebie, Lil Will, Lil Wyte, Lil Zane, Limp Bizkit?, Linkin Park?, Liquid Violence, Lit, Live, Living Sacrifice, Lizzy Borden, Lloyd Banks, Lloyd, Local H, Lords Of Acid, Lorene Drive, Lost Prophets, Ludacris, The Luniz, Machine Head?, Mack 10, MAD KUU!!!!?, Mad Season, Made In Mexico, Madina Lake, Madonna, Mae, Magna-Fi, Magnesia, The Maine, Manmade God, Marcy Playground, Marilyn Manson, Maroon 5, Marques Houston, The Mars Volta, Master P, Mastodon, Matchbook Romance, Matchbox 20, Maxlider, Mayday Parade, Maylene And The Sons Of Disaster, Megadeth, Meridith Brooks, Meshuggah, Metallica?, Midnight Reign, Midtown, Mighty Side Show, Mike Jones, Miley Cyrus, MIMS, Mindfold?, Mindless Self-Indulgence, Ministry, Missy Elliot, Mnemic, Modern Day Zero, Mondest Mouse, Monkey Steals The Peach, Monster Magnet, Motion City Soundtrack, Motograter, Motorhead, Mudvayne?, Murderdolls?, Muse, Mushroomhead?, My Abstract Lady?, My American Heart, My Chemical Romance, My Promos, Mychildren Mybride, Mystikal, N*Sync, Nailbomb, Nappy Roots, Natashia Bedingfield, Ne-Yo, Nelly, Nelly Fertado, Nemesis, Nerd, Neurosonic, Never Enough, New Found Glory, New Radicals?, Nickelback, Night Wish, Nil8?, Nine Inch Nails, Nirvana, No Address, No Doubt, Nonpoint?, Nora, Norma Jean?, November, November 7, Novembre, Number One Gun, Oasis?, Obie Trice, Oceana, October Fall, Of Hearts And Shadows, The Offspring, Oh The Horror, Oh, Sleeper, Oleander, Om, Once Nothing, OneRepublic, Operator, Opeth, Opiate For The Masses, Orgy, Otep?, Our Lady Peace, Outkast, Overkill, Ozzy Osbourne, P.O.D., Panic! At The Disco?, Pantera?, Papa Roach, Paramore?, The Parlor Mob, Paula DeAnda, Pearl Jam?, Pennywise, A Perfect Circle, A Perfect Murder, Person L, Petey Pablo, Phantom Planet, Pharrell, Pierce The Veil, Pillar, The Pimps, Pitbull, A Plea For Purging, Plies, A Plot For Your Demise, Po Boy, Polkadot Cadaver, The Postal Service, Powermann 5000, Pretty Ricky, Primus, Probot, Prodigy, ProHoeZak, Project 86?, Project Pat, The Protomen, Psychostick?, Puddle Of Mudd?, Puff Daddy, The Pussycat Dolls, Quadrapet, Quarashi, Queens Of The Stone Age, Quietdrive, Ra, Radiohead, Rage Against The Machine?, Rasheeda, Ray Lytle, The Reckoning, Red?, Red Flight, Red Hot Chili Peppers, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus?, The Refreshments, Regina Spektor, Revalation Theory, Revis, Rich Boy, Rick Ross, Rihanna, Rise Against, Roadrunner United, Rob Zombie, The Rocket Summer, Roger, Rose Royce, Rusty Eye, Saliva?, Salt-N-Pepa, Sara Bareilles, Sarah McLachlan, Savage, Savage Garden, Saving Abel, Saviors, Say Anything, Scarface, Scary Kids Scaring Kids, Scott Weiland, Scum Of The Earth, Secondhand Serenade, The Secret Handshake, Seether?, Semisonic, Senses Fail?, Serj Tankien, Set Your Goals, Seven Mary Three, Sevendust?, SEX Department, Shadows Fall?, Shattermask, Shawnna, Shinedown, The Shins, Shop Boyz, Shrapnel, Sick Puppies, Signal, Sikk, Silent Civillian?, Silverchair, Silverstein, Simple Plan, Sinai Beach, SIX, Six Feet Under, Sixx AM, Skillet, Skindred, Sky Eats Airplane?, Slave To The System, Slaves On Dope, Slayer, The Sleeping, Slim Thug, The Slip?, Slipknot?, Smashing Pumpkins, Smile Empty Soul?, Snoop Dogg, Snow Patrol, Socialburn, Soil, Soilwork, Something Corporate, Son Under Sun, Soulfly, Soulja Boy, Soundgarden?, Spacehog, Spineshank, Sponge, St. Lunatics, Stabbing Westward, Stack Bundles, Staind?, Static-X?, A Static Lullaby, Stemm, Still Remains, Stone Rider, Stone Sour, Stone Temple Pilots?, Story Of The Year, Strapping Young Lad?, Straylight Run, Stereomud, Strong Bad, Stuck Mojo, Sublime?, Submersed, Sugar Ray, Sullivan, Sum 41, The Sword, System Of A Down?, Systematic, T-Pain, T.I., Take The Crown, Taking Back Sunday?, Tantric?, Taproot, Temple Of The Dog, Testament, Tha Alkaholiks That Handsome Devil?, Theory Of A Deadman, Third Eye Blind?, Thornley, Thousand Foot Krutch, Threat, Three 6 Mafia, Three Days Grace, Thrice, Through The Eyes Of The Dead, Throwdown, Thursday, Tila Tequila, Till We Die, Timbaland, The Toadies, Tommy Lee, Toni Braxton, Tony Yayo, Too Short, Tool?, Tormented, Trapstarz, Trapt, Thrashlight Vision, Travis Barker, Trick Daddy, Tricky, Trillville, Trina, Triplever Trivium?, Tru, Trust Company?, Twista, Type O Negative, U2, Underoath?, Unearth?, The Union Underground, Unloco, Unwritten Law, The Used, V-Shape Mind?, Vanessa Hudgens, Velvet Revolver, The Verve Pipe, Violent Femmes, Volkmar, Wakefield, War Of Ages, Wednesday 13, Westnyle, Westside Connection, The White Stripes, White Zombie, Will.I.Am&heats;, Witchcraft, Within Reason, Within Temptation, Wolfmother?, Xzibit, Yellowcard, Ying Yang Twins?, Young Bloodz, Young Dro, Young Jeezy, Young Joc, Zao?, Zwan, 10 Years, 12 Stones, 2 Live Crew, 2Pac, 30 Seconds To Mars, 311?, 36 Crazyfists?, 3rd Strike, 50 Cent, 504 Boyz, 8 Ball, 8Stops7, JUST TO NAME A FEW!!!

Movies:

My Stone Temple Pilots video from St. Louis "Interstate Love Song" My Stone Temple Pilots video from St. Louis "Vasoline" My Stone Temple Pilots vidoe from St. Louis "Creep"

My Blog

The Last Time

The more I give awayThe more I feel the painThe more I hide from sightThe more I lose the internal fightWhats with this latest trendOf losing my pain to only get it againTo reach out and go for it all...
Posted by E-Røck "Can Grow Beards All Over" on Thu, 25 Sep 2008 08:34:00 PST

One way of saying thanks....

Let me say thanks by saying fuck you. Fuck you for throwing me away. Fuck you for me caring. Fuck you for hurting me. Fuck you for the lies. Fuck you for me wanting to vent to you. Fuck you for pushin...
Posted by E-Røck "Can Grow Beards All Over" on Sat, 30 Aug 2008 08:19:00 PST

Can't Seem To Rest With A Fucking Pain In My Chest

This one is gonna be a little different from my other blogs because usually I write everything out before I do these. But instead Im going to just write as it comes to my mind. As my birthday gets clo...
Posted by E-Røck "Can Grow Beards All Over" on Fri, 25 Jul 2008 01:31:00 PST

Nothing Left

I sit in a cornerAbandoned and aloneI feel like a foreignerMy face not to be shown.Whats the point of being happy?When I dont know what happiness is?I begin to think "What’s wrong with me?"If I ...
Posted by E-Røck "Can Grow Beards All Over" on Fri, 04 Apr 2008 01:01:00 PST

Our Faces Fall Apart

I can say sorry a thousand times,And still not get my point across.Instead I pretend to be fine,But I know that I'm really not.I'm lost without you,But you could care less.Now I will push throughTo fi...
Posted by E-Røck "Can Grow Beards All Over" on Sat, 23 Feb 2008 12:24:00 PST

The Epitome of Iambic Pentameter

Lonliness seems to give me peace of mind.Peace of mind for motivation to write.To write about what's going on inside.Inside of me is disrespect and hate.Hate for the things you always love to do.Do yo...
Posted by E-Røck "Can Grow Beards All Over" on Fri, 11 Jan 2008 04:40:00 PST

What I Hide Inside

*Warning to those who read this and wonder to themselves* Is this poem he wrote about me? This poem is not about anyone one person in particular. I have had I dont know how many things on my mind late...
Posted by E-Røck "Can Grow Beards All Over" on Wed, 02 Jan 2008 01:45:00 PST

I Wonder (Will You Never)

So any other time that I try to write my poetryIt always seems like i use the same rhyme schemeAnd it has REALLY been getting to me latelyI have had a poem sitting on my floor for like 2 months nowI c...
Posted by E-Røck "Can Grow Beards All Over" on Wed, 19 Dec 2007 01:06:00 PST

Part Of My Inner Truth

In retrospection of my past, I realize some things are the same. My world feels like it spins so fast, And I'll no longer take the blame.   When I was there for you, You were never there for me. ...
Posted by E-Røck "Can Grow Beards All Over" on Thu, 16 Aug 2007 07:15:00 PST

I can't ever escape this sadness

When I look at everything around me It seems to consume and it starts to drown me It seems that no matter how hard i try All I wanna do is hide in a hole and cry Because this feeling makes m...
Posted by E-Røck "Can Grow Beards All Over" on Tue, 22 May 2007 11:42:00 PST