Just enjoyin what am doing...take pride and proud of my stuffs...(stuffs that were all from the heart with passion...!)never thought i'll be workin with kids...especially with children with special needs...it was just a 'kid' for me when i took up the course...for the reason just to do something...then...at the long run...hala...i just found myself enjoyin the work but i opt to say a vocation(im no kidding here!)...
'Twas now i discovered that i do have passion for kids... i never regret any failures in my past relationships...though am stubborn, hardheaded, been fooled...(damn it!)..but i did learn sumthing about love and loving..and that is...i was loved in return..but i still ask...i still wanna know the answers...why do relationships need to end up too fast, so soon...ahhh...whatever..and go on with their lives, when they almost thought and felt that it's perfect...
It's really hard for me to move on and let go of the feelings i built..when i gave almost of evrything i can...building my world around that person...admiring some who can move on and let go...and never looked back of the happiness, memories, partnership, longingness and pain..their strength of embracing the reality that everything is over...where in the world do they get the strength for that...?
When can i let go...and all will be forgotten...that after everything's been said and done...knowing that i had once you in my life...am a very emotional person...pathetic...i guess am not...
I can pretend that everything is fine...I can surpress all the feelings that hurts deep inside of me...without telling anyone or anybody about how do I feel...I always pretend to be strong outside and i do always cry inside...ooohhh...a lot of times (of course am not the only living creature in this world with this!)..tell me what you can do for me if you're a real friend 'cuz never will i share the feelings inside of me...
Look into my eyes...read my mind and you'll see and feel the grievances, the pain and the longingness i've been hiding inside... really...life's a bitch...!... i do easily trust people but their warranty is my problem... am a happy go lucky of person...impulsive thinker...really fun to be with (no dull moments...still depends who am with!)...am just simply true to myself...ask me something...i'll answer you with all honesty with no hippocracy...but am not brutally frank...you can always count on me...or better yet...
