add me 
music 
 the oc 
 diamond pattern sweaters 
 shopping 
 make up 
 hair dye 
 alex 
 friends 
 laughing 
 talking 
 films 
 photography 
 piercings 
 eeeee-ing 
 parling le francais et fringlish
at the moment i'd probably orgasm if i met evan rachel wood, leighton meester, james mcavoy, blake lively, jim sturgess, rachel bilson, or anyone that makes me extremely happy :)
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 seen live: 
christina aguilera
 kelly clarkson 
 evanescence [x2] 
 seether [x2] 
 britney spears 
 avril lavigne 
 rachael yamagata
 jonathan rice 
 nizlopi 
 oz pink floyd 
 the faders 
 mcfly
So, my sister and Robbie were never able to have the time together they both so longed for... and deserved. Which ever since I've... ever since I've always felt I prevented. But what sense of hope or satisfaction could a reader derive from an ending like that? So in the book, I wanted to give Robbie and Cecilia what they lost out on in life. I'd like to think this isn't weakness or... evasion... but a final act of kindness. I gave them their happiness. 
"Dear Serena, my world is falling apart and you're the only one who would understand. My father left my mother for a 31-year-old model. A male model. I feel like screaming because I don't have anyone to talk to. You're gone, my dad's gone, Nate's acting weird. Where are you? Why don't you call? Why did you leave without saying goodbye? You're supposed to be my best friend. I miss you so much. Love, Blair."
remind me again why i need a man.
everyone&myself