It's taken me awhile, but I have accepted the fact that I live in a calm state of chaos. I moved back to Chicago last year and started working at Resolution Digital Studios. I've been told that I am an idealist and that my dreams are unrealistic- I am determined to prove all of those crazies WRONG at some point in my life. I can be a major procrastinator about many things but am starting to realize that all of the major, life-changing decisions I have made have been impulsive and then thought through MUCH later. To be honest, the only way I have grown is by throwing the wrench in my own life when things start going too smoothly. I consider myself to be an extremely passionate, complex gal who has lived through a few mishaps and always recovers from them by firmly believing that everything happens for a reason (jump on this bandwagon, it justifies EVERYTHING). I'll admit that I'm the ultimate contradiction about many, many things and change my mind about life, love, beliefs, etc. with each new experience. I crave adventure and excitement but, at the same time, can also dread change. I am a lover of life and how drastically it can differ from day to day. I am extremely laid back and open-minded, maybe to a fault. At times I feel as if I've lived many lives within this one. I'm constantly searching for the "meaning" and have been a restless, confused soul for the past 28 years. I find the concept of "being an adult" facsinating and most of the time feel as if I've missed the adult train that apparently leads to stability. I think true communication among people is dying and that saddens me. I am SUCH a hugger and lover and cuddler. I honestly have the absolute best friends & family who love and support me EVERY time I fill them in on my NEW master plan! I appreciate small gestures and IT IS the simple things that can make the biggest difference. I respect people who are direct and honest with me and with themselves. I have learned that love shouldn't be hard- when it's right. I appreciate situations or people that "make me feel". I love a good surprise! I've come to realize that many things that aggravate others tends to go unnoticed by myself, so I either live in my own ignorant bubble or I just don't care enough about small sh*t to get stressed over it. I now understand that people are placed in our life for a reason- So keep your eyes and minds open! "Good judgment comes from experience, and often experience comes from bad judgment." -Rita Mae Brown, author
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