i don't mean to |
I don't mean to do things that upset people or hurt people. i try to do things right and in the end i am doing the opposite. i am so sad and i am so sorry. i thought i had more friends than i actually...
Posted by on Sat, 14 Feb 2009 15:02:00 GMT |
i once got a letter |
Nobody writes letters anymore. It's too personal for our ways. The only letters i have ever received, i've kept. they hold a special place in my heart. some were sad and some were happy and some were ...
Posted by on Wed, 04 Feb 2009 22:55:00 GMT |
getting older |
I don't wanna grow up!! i am not ready for all of this. people are getting married, having babies, losing loved ones, ending relationships and moving away. I want things to be simple, i don't feel lik...
Posted by on Tue, 13 Jan 2009 19:38:00 GMT |
life and stuff |
i drank myself into ridiculousness but it had a necessary outcome. i think i hold things in, i think i pretend a lot. i got drunk, i got mad, and i cried and i thought and i let the thoughts come out ...
Posted by on Mon, 08 Dec 2008 01:50:00 GMT |
i just had a momumental realization |
i am a spectacular human being...strike that a spectacular woman. I lost that for awhile. i am gonna attempt to live more like a use to. i want people to know the megan i know. the one my close friend...
Posted by on Wed, 30 Jul 2008 01:34:00 GMT |
i have tried |
i have tried writing this blog 3 times now. i cant say what i want and i cant say what i feel. i am soo sad and angry it just wont come out. i cant make it all make sense. there are so many things wro...
Posted by on Mon, 14 Jul 2008 19:35:00 GMT |
i promise i take a blogging break after this one |
i was writing something completely different than this, then changed my mind. i feel like a huge hypocrit. i get so angry at people for lying and i cant be fully honest with the people in my life i lo...
Posted by on Tue, 18 Mar 2008 23:38:00 GMT |
just when you thought it was safe to rock out |
SOOO this weekend steve was home, which was absolutely fantastic. but some things happened that happened were not so fantastic. we’ll go from bad to worse here.sunday night i was on my laptop an...
Posted by on Wed, 12 Mar 2008 11:28:00 GMT |
allergies are a huge pain in the ass |
i am going back to school kids. april 7th is my first day at Rasmussen to get my associates in criminal justice. it should take me under a year to complete and then hopefully i can start working in pr...
Posted by on Tue, 04 Mar 2008 21:14:00 GMT |
i am 21 |
i am unhappy and its my own fault. at some point i need to man up and say how i feel instead of bottling shit up all the time. i exploded on the people i love, and while i spoke the truth i did it in ...
Posted by on Sat, 02 Feb 2008 14:59:00 GMT |
