| trapped and lonely | 
| There is only one (other than my boyfriend) who might read this and have the slightest idea of what is going on. Sometimes I feel like a prisoner in my own head, in my own house. I can't go anywhere. ... Posted by  on Mon, 28 Nov 2005 17:43:00 GMT
 | 
| a little lonely | 
| One week down, three more to go. Tom is working the night shifts in Franklin now.(For those who don't know, Franklin is about a 3 hour round trip drive) He's asleep when I leave for work, and usually ... Posted by  on Sun, 13 Nov 2005 07:47:00 GMT
 | 
| what a week | 
| Don't ever ask what else can go wrong, because you will find out. I've already posted a bulletin about my cousin, so I won't repeat that, for one because it's something very emotional for me and I try... Posted by  on Sun, 30 Oct 2005 07:55:00 GMT
 | 
| Life and everything in it | 
| I am so sick of stress right now, it's not even funny! And I thought I knew stress in high school... I didn't know shit... All you have to worry about in high school in end of grade testing and w... Posted by  on Wed, 19 Oct 2005 16:39:00 GMT
 | 
| just writin | 
| So its been a long time since I last wrote. Can't say I really have much to say, life has been really busy lately. I got on full time at the bank for now (until they become full staffed anyway) which ... Posted by  on Mon, 10 Oct 2005 11:14:00 GMT
 | 
| Dealing with Death | 
| This is something very hard, and something I'm not quite sure how to deal with. Sure I've dealth with death before, but this is different. My cousin, whose name is also Crystal and is maybe 6 months o... Posted by  on Mon, 19 Sep 2005 06:00:00 GMT
 | 
| still sick | 
| ohhhhhh I feel like total crap. I was hurting so bad last night that I was crying. I was throwing up, and all the fun stuff. And Tom was so sweet, he is so wonderful. He came home early from work just... Posted by  on Fri, 16 Sep 2005 04:09:00 GMT
 | 
| home, sick | 
| So today I am at home sick. A massive UTI with bleeding. Not fun, so I'm not feelin great. Just kinda vegging out and watchin tv. But other than that, life is great. I got my first pay check from the ... Posted by  on Thu, 15 Sep 2005 08:33:00 GMT
 | 
| Charlotte, home, life | 
| So much has happened since I last wrote! First I got hired on at the bank. yay. An actual good paying job. How nice. :) Anyway, I had a week of computer training(boring) and then I went to Charlotte f... Posted by  on Thu, 08 Sep 2005 14:23:00 GMT
 | 
| insecurities | 
| I don't really want to discuss what's been going on, but leave it to say, something stupid happened and there are insecurities on both sides now. It's painful, it hurts, and I wish I could fix it. But... Posted by  on Wed, 24 Aug 2005 15:45:00 GMT
 |