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Crystal

I am here for Friends

About Me

It really depends on the day, sometimes I'm outgoing and cheerful, while others I'm shy and introverted. But by nature I'm a very happy person who enjoys the company of others. If those before named others can care a decent conversation that has any sort of meaning and aren't so self absorbed that they wouldn't know conversation if it came up and bit them in the ass. I love music, books, movies, and most of all, the greatest guy in the whole world, my boyfriend.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Friendly people who genuine

My Blog

trapped and lonely

There is only one (other than my boyfriend) who might read this and have the slightest idea of what is going on. Sometimes I feel like a prisoner in my own head, in my own house. I can't go anywhere. ...
Posted by on Mon, 28 Nov 2005 17:43:00 GMT

a little lonely

One week down, three more to go. Tom is working the night shifts in Franklin now.(For those who don't know, Franklin is about a 3 hour round trip drive) He's asleep when I leave for work, and usually ...
Posted by on Sun, 13 Nov 2005 07:47:00 GMT

what a week

Don't ever ask what else can go wrong, because you will find out. I've already posted a bulletin about my cousin, so I won't repeat that, for one because it's something very emotional for me and I try...
Posted by on Sun, 30 Oct 2005 07:55:00 GMT

Life and everything in it

I am so sick of stress right now, it's not even funny! And I thought I knew stress in high school... I didn't know shit... All you have to worry about in high school in end of grade testing and w...
Posted by on Wed, 19 Oct 2005 16:39:00 GMT

just writin

So its been a long time since I last wrote. Can't say I really have much to say, life has been really busy lately. I got on full time at the bank for now (until they become full staffed anyway) which ...
Posted by on Mon, 10 Oct 2005 11:14:00 GMT

Dealing with Death

This is something very hard, and something I'm not quite sure how to deal with. Sure I've dealth with death before, but this is different. My cousin, whose name is also Crystal and is maybe 6 months o...
Posted by on Mon, 19 Sep 2005 06:00:00 GMT

still sick

ohhhhhh I feel like total crap. I was hurting so bad last night that I was crying. I was throwing up, and all the fun stuff. And Tom was so sweet, he is so wonderful. He came home early from work just...
Posted by on Fri, 16 Sep 2005 04:09:00 GMT

home, sick

So today I am at home sick. A massive UTI with bleeding. Not fun, so I'm not feelin great. Just kinda vegging out and watchin tv. But other than that, life is great. I got my first pay check from the ...
Posted by on Thu, 15 Sep 2005 08:33:00 GMT

Charlotte, home, life

So much has happened since I last wrote! First I got hired on at the bank. yay. An actual good paying job. How nice. :) Anyway, I had a week of computer training(boring) and then I went to Charlotte f...
Posted by on Thu, 08 Sep 2005 14:23:00 GMT

insecurities

I don't really want to discuss what's been going on, but leave it to say, something stupid happened and there are insecurities on both sides now. It's painful, it hurts, and I wish I could fix it. But...
Posted by on Wed, 24 Aug 2005 15:45:00 GMT