maria fatima

I'm just another simple girl with simple dreams and living a simple life. I guess I'm a nature- and animal-lover, because whenever I find myself into devastating problems, I'd seek for the view of a green and quiet nature and/or play with my favorite pet, especially when I'm in the lowlands. Dong so refreshes my mind and soothes the anger in me. I'm a very demanding person coz when i want something, I usually crave for it to the extent that (believe it or not) I'd cry like a baby!! I'm not really into music but I don't know why I am easily influenced by my brother who himself is a music-lover... I'm the type of person who feels very much relieved when I help someone or something when they need my help, you know.. The feeling of floating in the sky.. in short, i always get "high". ", I really like helping people especially my friends solve their problems out... But my only problem is that I can't solve my own problems alone.. Actually, there are times that I want to commit suicide. Luckily, I fear Death!!!When it comes to my physicalities, I'm not the type that guys would turn their heads on. Like I said, I'm just SIMPLE. Maybe for majority, they would say that I'm just NOTHING! (humble, huh!?) Well, there are problems in my physicalities, which most people don't know.. maybe some... Anyway, I can't do anything, God gave me what I deserve.. (wait, am I that sinful???) Forgive me Lord but I really don't intend to argue with you... Maybe HE has plans for me that's why He created me like this... I can't do anything but to accept the fact and be grateful for it! You know, God works in mysterious ways (as they say).. Too bad I'm not into attending religious masses... I don't believe in what the priests say either? It's so ironic, you know they'd tell you to go forth and preach the gospel... But how about them??? They go forth and MULTIPLY??? That's it... Maybe you observed that I lack my spirituality... But if you only knew how much I believed in God!!