St. Mikey [I Time Bomb] Sadie Gtr

About Me

I started drinking when I was about three. Beer, vodka, tequila, even absinth. You name it, and I had consumed it. I could drink a sailor under the table.By the time I was five. Soon alcohol wasnt enough, I needed something stronger, so I turned to drugs. Just a little harmless pot, right? Sure its harmless untill you spend $300 a day on it. As my habbits worsenend my parents ,whom had been my major suppliers, were getting fed up.I was on the streets by the time I was ten. The streets made me turn to harder drugs. I was reduced to selling myself out to 40 year old black men, and being tied up, hand cuffed, and hung from the ceiling just for one sniff of some coc, or one hit of the pipe. When my pimp turned me on to heroin it was like nothing I have enver felt before. Everything just seemed to fade out into oblivion. I forgot about the fact that I would have to dig through the dumpsters in the hopes of maybe finding some half eaten three day old chinese food, or just munch on some cardboard. As long as I put out for all the paying customers, I would be supplied with all the fixin's. I never needed new syringes, I could use the same one for months. Once both my arms were so scabed up the you couldnt even scratch and itch without being in agonising pain, I was forced to find new places to shoot up. The neck, the toes, even the love muscle were all valid options that had been taken advatage of at least ten times each. Now here I am, twenty years old, talking to you from the grips of paralisis. I have had to amputate all four of my limbs, and some other parts Id rather not mention. I cant remember what sober feels like. So my advice to any one who thinks that drugs are cool, hip, fun or exiting. Your damn right.but thats enough about me, who are you?
"Ihavebrainstew"

My Interests

RIP Andrew Kogele, I hope you found your Happiness. Ill miss you forever. 8-09-2007

Music,
Angels,
Truth,
Life,

I'd like to meet:

Mark Hoppus,
B. Obama,
John F. Kennedy,
Dave Grohl,

Someone with the same passion for music that I have.
Equipment:

STRINGS:
1990 ESP Eclipse Original *Discontinued**
2005 ESP LTD Eclipse 400AT Goldtop *Discontinued*
1986 Fender Fat Strat w.Dual humbuckers,*Discontinued*
Schecter Tempest,
Epiphone Les Paul Junior,
Fender Jazz Active Deluxe Bass,
Warick Corvette Bass,
Fender Squier Affinity P.o.s.,

AMPLIFICATION:
Mesa Boogie Dual Rectifier Head,
Line6 Spider 2 HD150 Head,
Line6 4x12 Cab,
1967 Fender Vibrolux Reverb Blackface *VINTAGE*,
Mesa Boogie M-Pulse360 Bass Head,
1991 Randall RB2000 Bass Head,
SWR Workingmans 4x10 Bass Cab,
1976 Shure Vocal Master PA Moniters,

NOISE:
Peace Demolition Series 5 Piece Drumset,
Sabian Cymbals
Zildjian Hi-Hats,
Yamaha Flying Dragon Dbl Bass Pedal,
DW5000 Single Pedal,
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Music:

the Smashing Pumpkins,
Green Day,
the Silversun Pickups,
Foo Fighters,
Dronen,
Sum 41,
the Toadies,
the Ataris,
Socialburn,
SR-71,
Stroke9,
Neutral Milk Hotel,
Jacks Mannequin,
Dry Cell,
Cyclefly,
Mako,
Gorillaz,
Blink182,
GooGoo Dolls,
Stone Temple Pilots,
Pearl Jam,
Nirvana,
Shinedown,
Custom

Movies:

Fight Club,
Pan's Labyrinth,
Hostel,
Detroit Rock City,
Empire Records,
Airheads,
Queen of the Damned,
the Crow,
Batman Begins,
Little Miss Sunshine,
Juno,
Nightmare Before Christmas,
Mallrats

Television:

Angel,
Buffy Series,
Colbert Report, The
Daily Show, The
Dragonball Z,
Family Guy,
Futurama,
Home Movies,
MadTV,
Saturday Night Live,
Saved by the Bell,
Simpsons,
South Park,
That 70's Show,
VH1 Behind the Music,
VH1 Top 100 countdowns,
X-Files,

Books:

Helter Skelter
Blink!
The Things they Carry,
1984,
Hamlet,
JTHM,
LOTR series,
Diablo bk. 1,

Heroes:

About You
Full Name Michael Jon Kolodziej
Birthdate Feb. 24th, 1988
Birth Place Elkhart, IN
Current Location Granger
Eye Color Blue Green Hazel crystal with a twist of yellow.
Hair Color Black currently.
Height 6' 1/2"
Piercings 1 Left ear.
Tattoos None...yet.
Boyfriend/Girlfriend Hehe.
Favorite
Food O snap, Steak n' Shake Chili.
Color Dark Forest Green
Candy Ferrero Rocher
Number 14
Animal Womankind
Drink Dr. Pepper
Alcholic Drink Capt. & Coke
Bagel Loxley?
Letter J
Part of Opposite Sex's Body Eyes, and butt.
Sport Bowling.
Place Evan's basement.
Band Currently; Foo Fighters.
Person Dave Grohl.
Actor/Actress Ryan Renolds.
Car 1967 Shelby Gt 500
Video Game Anything Zelda ;-)
Movie the South Park Movie.
This or That
Pepsi or Coke Pepsi
Chocolate or Vanilla Swirl
Hug or Kiss Kiss
Dog or Cat Cat
Summer or Winter Winter
Rap or Rock Rock
Your
Bedtime Doesnt exist.
Most Missed Memory Her.
Best Psyical Feature Eyes, or hair.
First Thought When You Wake Up Why does no one else consider 3 pm early?
Fear Loosing my friends.
Longest Relationship 5 months.
Have You Ever
Drank Yes.
Smoked Yes.
Done Drugs Yes.
Been Drunk Indubitibly.
Been Beaten Up Come close to it.
Beaten Someone Up Haha yea. I kicked ASS when I was in 1st grade.
Shoplifted No.
Skinny Dipped Hell yea!
Been Dumped of course.
Dumped Someone Indeed.
In A Girl/Guy
Eye Color mmm dark Blue.
Hair Color Blondes tease, brunettes please, but Blue.
Hair Length doesn't matter.
Tattoos doesn't matter.
Piercings doesn't matter.
Does Drugs Eh, depends which ones.
Drinks That's cool.
Build Average, skinny, athletic types.
Looks or Personality honest, humorous, straightforward, doesnt mind random stupidity.
Random Things
What Country Would You Like To Visit Germany.
How Do You Want To Die In front of Millions on a stage with a guitar in my hands.
Been To The Mall Lately I work there.
Do You Like Thunderstorms Indeed.
How Many Cds DO You Own roughly 100 - 1000.
What Kind Of Music Do You Like Rock, Hard Rock, Classic Rock, Metal, Nu-Metal, Psychadelic, Beck(so weird he gets his own genre), Rap, Hip-hop, Alternative, Country, Punk, Hardcore Punk, Grunge, Garage, Thrash, Trash, Trance, Techno, Rave, INdustrial, Gothic, and many others.
Do You Get Along With Your Parents Very much so.
Do you Smoke No, refuse to.
Do you Drink On social occasion.
Are You A Health Freak In some ways more than others.
Do You Think Youre Attractive On a good day. :-)
Belive In Yourself Yes.
Where Do You See Yourself In 2 Years Touring America.
5 Years Touring Europe.
Do you Shower Daily Try to.
Have You Ever Been In Love Or what I wanted to belibe was.
Do You Sing I...attempt.
Do You Want To Get Married Yes.
Do You Want To Have Kids Someday.
Did You Ever Have A Crush ...wtf kind of quiestion even is this?
Have You Ever Kissed The Same Sex Yes.
Talk Alot Yep.
Play Sports NOt lately.
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My Blog

Nightmare (Studio Version)

Oh crimson lady,your death was such a shame,you turned the lights lowto try to ease the painthe pills are gone now,you took all you could take, theres only time now,to play the waiting gameReady the n...
Posted by St. Mikey [I Time Bomb] Sadie Gtr on Fri, 06 Jun 2008 10:30:00 PST

Waiting

Where went the world?As I sat Idle, againthis clock is slowing down now,left with no time now,My minds run off,r...
Posted by St. Mikey [I Time Bomb] Sadie Gtr on Fri, 06 Jun 2008 05:23:00 PST

"Hey You, Fuck You!"

do you know when youve,been gone for to long,its when it gets so bad,i write you a song,can you even think,of last you saw me,way to long ago, when we were 18,now youll leave again, another year or tw...
Posted by St. Mikey [I Time Bomb] Sadie Gtr on Fri, 30 May 2008 08:43:00 PST

Mindfuck.

I took a seat again, thinking,"could this be how the story ends?"To loose your sight through fear,& know that in a blink, the worlds collapsed,Who do we think we're fooling?Two feet apart but mile...
Posted by St. Mikey [I Time Bomb] Sadie Gtr on Wed, 23 Apr 2008 06:10:00 PST

Nightmare.

Ready the night, and prepare the mindhorrific sights, you cannot hide,muted screaming, gripping tighter yetawake and cold, dripping of sweatfuzzy haze, and clouded eyes,still trapped in your state of ...
Posted by St. Mikey [I Time Bomb] Sadie Gtr on Mon, 10 Mar 2008 12:20:00 PST

Wasting Time

Nineteen now, away from home,feelin' sound,lost my phone,2 weeks down,and four to go,wheres my dog?i need a blowand she thinks im never comin backoh how wrong she isto forget i left my peiceim coming ...
Posted by St. Mikey [I Time Bomb] Sadie Gtr on Fri, 15 Feb 2008 10:52:00 PST

The Firestone Sessions pt. 1

.breathing breathing breathing. the air is absolute. waking up to open blinds, shapes and colors off in sight, beautiful mountains, take it in and hold for a picture. .breathe. the air is absoulte. Ha...
Posted by St. Mikey [I Time Bomb] Sadie Gtr on Fri, 01 Feb 2008 03:43:00 PST

Dear Yesterday...

this year is over, though i left last fall,still it feels like nothing has, changed back at home at allsomeday...are you dreaming of, memories now clearedwhen leaving your roomis m...
Posted by St. Mikey [I Time Bomb] Sadie Gtr on Mon, 31 Dec 2007 11:28:00 PST

Take me away

Ill be your perfect soldier.To listen for what you say, and do what you need, not what you want.Ill be the one waiting to take you away, but not today.Ill be your somebody, waiting for so long,somebod...
Posted by St. Mikey [I Time Bomb] Sadie Gtr on Fri, 19 Oct 2007 11:29:00 PST

Angel vs. Devil

So what brings someone to hating themself?A self produced loathing of ones body and mind, thrown into a labyrinth and incappable of solving. Is the blame to ones self for letting themselves get so bad...
Posted by St. Mikey [I Time Bomb] Sadie Gtr on Tue, 09 Oct 2007 05:15:00 PST