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Corey

I am here for Dating, Serious Relationships, Friends and Networking

About Me

I am seeing my life in a way I had not. Through new found eyes I see all I forgot. I’m creating a home full of love and respect. I’ll admit at times it gets abused, making it hard to connect. At each phase of my life there’s been proof of regret. And the things I can’t change I don’t want to forget. I’m making work of my life, wouldn’t settle for less. Fighting hard to prove somehow I’d be the best. I’d closed down my heart. Love was not welcomed inside. That’s the moment I felt a piece of me start to die. With a career on the rise, no one else to protect, I started shedding my skin till there was none of myself left. There was a light within me and then it started fading. I’d lost that someone I dreamt I would always be. I needed to stop pretending that I can’t change my ending. I can’t let my spirit die this way. Tell me who walks away when life’s just beginning? Say goodbye to the boy who is scared to let go; that one who’s yearning to see life of the unknown. I am destined to prove I am ready to fly. Say farewell to the boy who’s forgotten his pride and hello to the man who is rising inside. I won’t hold back my life. I can’t just sit here and repent. Instead I’ll say hello to the world that was always there. I’m letting the prisoner of a man inside breathe fresh air. I’m finally learning how to say goodbye to the old and welcome the new… Goodbyedatman studios was here clubblue

My Interests

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I just wanna be loved like everybody else does. Is that too much to ask? Maybe I just wanna be in love. Or maybe I’m just in love with the ideal of being in loved. Possibly the effects of such an amorous search will bear the fruit that I so desperately think I wanna taste. Maybe it’s sweet, tangy, juicy, bitter, foul, or rotten. Is it the taste or the sensation of a full palate that drives this intoxication? I find myself stumbling, tripping, and falling into a drunken stupor that opens a door at night only to be closed by mornings first light; indulging in that sweet honey molasses that slides down from the top of your head to the soles of your feet. I search for it with each breath, holding my heart out to be inspected, dissected, reassembled, and finally, forgotten. I not only want, but yearn for this, and that makes me weak. I’m punked out like a $10 trick, cuz I just wanna be loved… Like everybody else does.

My Blog

Dating v/s Auditioning

I'm a Star   Someone give me a chance And just watch me break through I deserve to be seen This dream seems way overdue   I was born to perform More than anyone knows I am passion a...
Posted by on Mon, 28 Jul 2008 21:48:00 GMT

I’m ok...

Ok, first of all, I'm doing well. I know that I haven't posted in awhile and some of my surveys and updates have been a little, well& depressing. I have to admit the past 5 months or so have been a te...
Posted by on Wed, 23 Jul 2008 10:43:00 GMT

100 Things You Can’t Tell By Looking At Me...

100 Things You Can't Tell By Looking At Me& 1.   I have 2 Master's Degrees. 2.  I performed in the 1996 Olympic Games Opening Ceremony. 3.  I have been to Europe numerous times....
Posted by on Mon, 21 Jul 2008 10:04:00 GMT

10 things I now realize...

If you can't recognize an obvious hint then there is no future for "us".Being alone does not mean being lonely.I am my own worst critic.Sometimes silence is more painful than speaking.If you look like...
Posted by on Tue, 20 Mar 2007 22:27:00 GMT

10 things I wish...

Below is a list of 10 things that I wish I possessed mentally. There's just a lot going on in my head right now and here's an attempt to get it out so that I can sleep. Enjoy!   I wish&  ...
Posted by on Thu, 25 Jan 2007 22:57:00 GMT

Because I said so...

This is just a little something that I wrote last night. It is meant for all the participants of The Pride of Indiana program. I thought that maybe if you are reading this you too will begin to apprec...
Posted by on Thu, 25 Jan 2007 10:37:00 GMT

10 items or less...

I was in Wal-Mart Neighborhood Store last night when an incident occurred that normally would have pissed me off but for some reason I was relatively calm and adult about it. As I took my purchases up...
Posted by on Thu, 18 Jan 2007 13:56:00 GMT

Jacksonville Day 2..

Today was not the day that I had planned but it was a great day nonetheless. I got up extra early, which is weird because I LOVE sleeping in until the last possible second. I got a chance to just rela...
Posted by on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 22:31:00 GMT

I need a dollar...

I know that this blog is supposed to be about Jacksonville Day 2. However, I had something happened today that really bothered me and has now changed my way of thinking about beggars. I have written a...
Posted by on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 18:46:00 GMT

Jacksonville Day 1...

I thought that I would attempt to write a running blog. No, not a blog about running but maybe I sure think about starting to run. What am I thinking? I HATE TO RUN! Anyway, I meant a blog that spans ...
Posted by on Sat, 13 Jan 2007 07:55:00 GMT