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Get my banner code or create a flash banner.. well here goes, you're born, you live, you eventually pass on, and then people talk about what kind of person you were at your memorial service. right now i'm in the "you live" stage. i'm learning about myself all the time and realizing that things are not always what they seem. my ideals and appetites have become insatiable in some areas and virtually non-existant in others. i can see the days passing, i can think out the thoughts evolving in my mind, and i can look up at the sun and smile because i'm not going anywhere today. my life is my own and i will not compromise my core beliefs for anyone at anytime. i've done it before and all it does is end badly for myself and others. i think that the world is full of fucked up things and yes i've done my fair share of fucked up things as well. but life is a learning process no? well that's all i think....and it's just my opinion. so let me have it ok? thanks.some things are truly inescapable no matter what you do.....
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You are the Devil card. The Devil is based on the
figure Pan, Lord of the Dance. The earthy
physicality of the devil breeds lust. The
devil's call to return to primal instincts
often creates conflict in a society in which
many of these instincts must be kept under
control. Challenges posed by our physical
bodies can be overcome by strength in the
mental, emotional, and spiritual realms. Pan
is also a symbol of enjoyment and rules our
material creativity. The devil knows physical
pleasure and how to manipulate the physical
world. Material creativity finds its output
in such things as dance, pottery, gardening,
and sex. The self-actualized person is able
to accept the sensuality and usefulness of
the devil's gifts while remaining in control
of any darker urges. Image from The Stone
Tarot deck.
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Which John Cusack Are You?Take the quiz:
Which Dead Rock Star Are You?

Bradley Nowell
You are Bradley Nowell! You're funny and inventive, very talented. You write lyrics, poems or other random literature very well. Nobody knew you but that's the way you liked it. Whoever did try and learn was good enough. Oh, he died in 1996 from a heroin over-dose. Very sad.
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Which Horror Movie Are You?

Children Of The Corn
You're a very deep, dark, intense person. You want to be the leader, you want to be the follower - you are a lamb, and a black one at that. An unthoughtful, unkind person you are, even if you don't want to be. You turned out like this under unnatural circumstances, and whether you like it or not, you will remain cold.
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Which member of SLipKnoT are you?

Shawn Crahan
you are really (sic) and almost evil in your ways.. but very artistic and visual...music is your life as well as art
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What house of 1000 corpses character are you?

Otis
This guy is the real deal. It doesn't get more, crazy, disgusting, insane, brutal, or psychotic more than this. He is the servant to Dr. Satan. He will chew you up and spit you back out. Literally.
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Which Anchorman character are you? KIK ASS PICS

Brian
SEX PANTHER HAHAHAHA
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What Kind of Pervert are You?

The Horny Pervert
The Horny Pervert: You are The Horny Pervert, you strive to let your partner know when you want something from them, sexual or not you do what is necessary to have a sexual act, whether it's public or private. YOU DON'T CARE! YOU ARE INSANE! But you like it, even if it means getting thrown out of a Strip Joint for touching when you aren't suppose to be. You should be lucky to have such a healthy sex life, even with chains, sharp objects, you don't care, it's all fun to you!
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Which of Johnny Depp's characters are you?

Raol Duke
Raol Duke - from Fear and Loathing In Las Vegas - is a drug-addicted washed -up journalist who believes that the feeling of untiy and love in the 60's was amazing and beautiful, but it has passed and the present is a sad place.
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When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends.
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What dragon species are you? (Stunning pics)

Fire Dragon
Rage, passion, you burn with the essence of a powerful flame. You are powerful and majestic and dont let anyone stand in your way without a fight.
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What's your kissing style??

You're a Klever Kisser
46 and 60: You're a Klever Kisser! A Klever Kisser enjoys being seductive and desirable. You're the kind of person that is naturally more erotic and aggressive. You enjoy being sensual and involving the entire body in a kiss. You don't mind displaying your affection in any location, and pride yourself in your kissing technique. You have an awesome amount of passion and heat flowing through your body when you kiss. You do not take kissing lightly, and tend to hope it will lead to more touching and sharing. Overall you are certainly the most sexy of the kissing styles, and you definitely keep the car windows fogged.
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What 80's Metal Band are you? (with pics)

Slayer
You are Slayer. You love death, destruction and blood. Speed metal and screaming. Sweat and metal.
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The Bull
People Iced: Thirty One
Car Bombs Planted: One
Favorite Weapon Bowling Balls
Arms Broken: Fifteen
Eyes Gouged: Four
Tongues Cut Off: Fourteen
Biggest Enemy: The Canadian Strangler
Get Your HITMAN Name Aries
You are so full of energy, you constantly attract hotties, and you are always the dominant one in the sack. It is very easy for you approach people because you have so much confidence and you are very forward about your feelings. You are very likely to have lots of sexual partners, (sometimes all at once), and be the most sexually experienced of any of your friends. Sex matches: Gemini, Leo, Sagittarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com


The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers) Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers) Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful) Very High
Level 3 (Gluttonous) High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious) Moderate
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy) Extreme
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics) Extreme
Level 7 (Violent) Extreme
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers) Extreme
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous) Very High
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

NECRO STELLAR - Only Moon
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Add to My Profile | More Videospeople who want to be involved in adult industry work first and foremost!...franz kafka, carl jung, the "dude you're getting a dell" guy....what a fuck......and yeah the guy who mops out the nudie booths at the adult book store....cult members, because they seem so damn individual (hahaha).....people who do what they say they will.....new friends to accompany myself and my other friends in the long days ahead......and i'd like to meet some people who are not completely fake or in it for what they can get out of someone.....pseudo hippies who don't suck....people who don't base their lives on what they think they are.....more people who don't smile at you while they ready a knife to plunge into your back at the drop of a hat.......that would be nice.....i could have sworn i'd met someone like that once....but that was merely a dream i was told......thank you by the way for letting me in on that secret whoever you are.........oh and the knife in the back, well that never stops being painful no matter how many times the wound has been opened.....remember that always........

My Blog

"to the center of the city where all roads meet....."

To the centre of the city where all roads meet, waiting for you, To the depths of the ocean where all hopes sank, searching for you, I was moving through the silence without motion, waiting for you,...
Posted by on Thu, 14 May 2009 15:24:00 GMT

truth spawns truth......

So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell, Blue skies from pain. Can you tell a green field From a cold steel rail? A smile from a veil? Do you think you can tell? Did they get you to tr...
Posted by on Mon, 11 May 2009 21:19:00 GMT

the truth about existing.....

somebody told me, I know where to go somebody showed me, I was last to know sell me down the river sell me down the river sell me down the river sell me down the river what I wanted, is what...
Posted by on Mon, 11 May 2009 20:52:00 GMT

things that have to be said for my sanity's sake.

this blog will be a rant on various thoughts i've always had in my mind.  kind of like pablo neruda's book of questions if you've read it.  except, this will be more than questions i dare say.  here g...
Posted by on Sat, 02 May 2009 17:47:00 GMT

it's just that way......

and if I fall into you all will my rain cease and dissolve some come to harm others to grace so let my friends fly under these wings we're giving it up to the sun we're giving it up to the moon we're ...
Posted by on Sat, 02 May 2009 15:37:00 GMT

libations for stupidity

pressured one day to feel the samei've never been anything to you but today isn't that waymy heart isn't beating, it's just screamingthe air has left my lungsnothing more to becomei've painted the pic...
Posted by on Thu, 23 Apr 2009 17:59:00 GMT

dispensing with formalities.....

the insanity you feel is going to be constantthere was never anything you could do to avoid itpanicpanic quicklythere is no more time for dawdlingwe exist nowthe residuals that we call memories will c...
Posted by on Wed, 08 Apr 2009 00:54:00 GMT

half awake and playing with a razor.....

lost are the words that could explain how i've come to this placethe world seems so uncooperative in my eyeswe've all become jaded and disillusioned by the horrors committed dailywe walk on by, withou...
Posted by on Fri, 06 Mar 2009 00:41:00 GMT

i landed on the airline runway in time to die.....

virtue illusionwired into this sense of that everything will be just finei hope i'm not kidding myselfthe days are lit just rightthe nights are full of wonder and discoveryvirtue confusioni'm trying t...
Posted by on Sun, 11 Jan 2009 19:55:00 GMT

a quick summary of theology from an intelligent man....

i'm on the verge of destroying many of my ideas, but this one remains clear....even though maynard is talking about his mother here, it's fitting for most of this thematic ideology.  so yeah, no ...
Posted by on Wed, 24 Sep 2008 21:34:00 GMT