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THIS PROFILE HAS BEEN HACKED BY: AVA WALTER
hmmm.. What is there to say about my nigger Ricky? A LOTT!! precisely why im not going to tell you stupid bitches!! if i told you about how he is the most thoughtful and caring person who remembers the little things and smiles with me on everything.. you might fall in love with him too.. and he's my fucking bestie for life... not yours!! and im not one to share!! we spend days laughing and joking;; insulting eachother til no end.. and i fucking love it! some days he might not be his normal self and you can tell because u will see that im miserable too. and he might not be as crazy as me.. but when im with him im the craziest i can ever be!! he hasnt been my bestfriend for years but it feels like its been a damn lifetime!! his mommie is my mommie.. and he is like the older brother i've always wanted.. and no one in this whole god damn universe can take his place here in my wittle heart.. i love you Ricky Baby!! -Ava [your lil nigga]

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Snuff by Slipknot
Bury all your secrets in my skin
Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins
The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again…
So if you love me, let me go. And run away before I know.
My heart is just too dark to care. I can’t destroy what isn’t there.
Deliver me into my Fate - If I’m alone I cannot hate
I don’t deserve to have you…
My smile was taken long ago
If I can change I hope I never know
I still press your letters to my lips
And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss
I couldn’t face a life without your light
But all of that was ripped apart… when you refused to fight
So save your breath, I will not hear. I think I made it very clear.
You couldn’t hate enough to love. Is that supposed to be enough?
I only wish you weren’t my friend. Then I could hurt you in the end.
I never claimed to be a Saint…
My own was banished long ago
It took the Death of Hope to let you go
So Break Yourself Against My Stones
And Spit Your Pity In My Soul
You Never Needed Any Help
You Sold Me Out To Save Yourself
And I Won’t Listen To Your Shame
You Ran Away - You’re All The Same
Angels Lie To Keep Control…
My Love Was Punished Long Ago
If You Still Care, Don’t Ever Let Me Know
If you still care, don’t ever let me know
A Couple of my Songs
Beautiful Haunting
One of my songs, that I really like, about a dream I once had.
A vow is made, beneath the fallen snow
A dry, dead hand grips my shirt
As I watched her rise up from the earth
Cold, blue, haunting, dead
But beautiful none-the-less
Captivated, I was, by the sight of this maiden,
Yet frightened, all the same
I ran as fast as I could, any direction
Away from her, she clouded the air, cold
I thought I had escaped, but in her arms
I found myself, within an embrace
Burning and freezing, all the same
This dead thing holds me
Trying to make me unafraid
Her darkness holding me
Lets me know I’m not alone
Her skin was like a painter’s canvas
Blue and unreceptive, rotting away
The sight of her bones made no difference
To me, she seemed alive as anyone
Her flowing, tattered white dress
The misty veil of a phantom
What made her most alive?
What made her even close to alive?
Those eyes of brown
Her only signs of life
Glowing and vibrant
Awake, yet lifeless
This dead thing holds me
Trying to make me unafraid
Her darkness holding me
Lets me know I’m not alone
Phantom seraphim
Dancing around the trees
Fallen from heaven, down into hell
Your kiss like a frozen fireball in my lungs
Your skin paints me white with fear
But your eyes fill me with comfort
Your guise overwhelms me
But your face brings me back down
A doll
Just a doll
Nothing more than a broken doll
A broken, fractured doll
Your skin makes me white with fear
But your body fills me with grace
Your bones bring on cold doubt
But your lips fill me with fire
A doll
Just a doll
Nothing more than a broken doll
A broken, fractured doll
This dead thing holds me
Trying to make me unafraid
Her darkness holding me
Lets me know I’m not alone
Undead creature, holds me close
Reanimate my inner fire
Lifeless creature, holding me
Cold, yet never alone
Phantom seraphim
Dancing around the trees
Fallen from heaven, down into hell
Your kiss like a frozen fireball in my lungs
Soil
Written not that long ago, about a fear of mine.
A dreadful tomb, despair
Black box, lined velvet red
Worms creep, my skin so dead
That thought won’t leave my head
This I won’t tolerate
I don’t exaggerate
The soil I’ve come to hate
Before it’s too late
Burn me and save my ashes away
A burial I fear
When death comes, let me burn
Let blackened smoke ascend
My ashen remains rejoice
You can’t just let me be
And let nature take it’s course
Things collapse at the seams?
What if I still breathe?
As I disintegrate
And the flesh deteriorates
Rotting corpse conflagrate
Demons exacerbate
If you’ll just set me free
I swear you’ll come to see
The soil I’ve come to hate
Before it becomes too late
Cremate my soul
My very soul must not survive
A lifeless being with no purpose
An existence of meaninglessness
Set me free
My home lives within your home
Reduce my soul to ashes
Carry me to the land of the dead in an urn
Cremate my soul
My very soul must not survive
A lifeless being with no purpose
An existence of meaninglessness
And my favorite disasterpiece:
Angel With the Scabed Wings
A self-portrait of myself done with Adobe Illustrator. Of course you can see the Marilyn Manson Antichrist Superstar theme.
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Are you a poser? Or a true metal head?

TRUE METAL HEAD!!!!!
A true mother fuckin metal head... Its nice to see one these days...
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What instrument should you play in your band (metal)? :::pics:::

Vocals
You're either much loved or despised. You have a decent voice and you know it, but some people just don't get it. They just don't like you. Some people, on the other hand, are willing to risk their lives crossing a river stoned out fo their minds to get your autograph...ya know? You get the most attention in the band because you're really the billboard and you represent meaning. Nice.
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Are you insane?

You are borderline insane
You are not there yet but close to insane... poor thing
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Your Deadly Sins
Sloth: 60%
Pride: 40%
Wrath: 40%
Envy: 20%
Gluttony: 20%
Lust: 20%
Greed: 0%
Chance You'll Go to Hell: 29%
You will get bugs, because you're too lazy to shoo them off. And then you'll die. How Sinful Are You?
You scored as Dark. Congratulations Ladies and Gentlemen, You are a very Dark and Mysterious person that likes to be alone and follows their own paths and makes their own decisions.

Dark


85%

Vampyric


75%

Satanic


15%

Wiccan


10%

Witch


5%
How Dark Are You (pictures included)
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You scored as Jigsaw. You are Jigsaw. You dont enjoy killing people at all. You instead love to see how far people will go to live. However if it ends in a bloody death, you still sleep with a smile on your face. You are intelligent, and know how to outwit just about anyone. And that spells bad news for anyone who falls into your games of death and torture.

Jigsaw


85%

Hannibal Lecter


75%

Pinhead


75%

Leatherface


55%

Jason Voorhees


50%

Freddy Krueger


45%

Michael Myers


40%

Candyman


30%

Captain Spaulding


30%

Buffalo Bill


20%
Which Horror Killer are You?
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Goddamn...fuck it. Osiris Song~I Hate (Everything About You)
Posted by on Sun, 05 Dec 2010 16:12:00 GMT

Uncertainty

I don't know if it's even worth it anymore. I'm sick of getting fucked over and taking it, time and time again, but I don't know if there's a point to anything I do from this point forward. No fuck th...
Posted by on Thu, 08 Jan 2009 03:45:00 GMT

Games

You know what? This is actually fun as hell. I can play games too.
Posted by on Sat, 03 Jan 2009 10:51:00 GMT

Going Back

Well I'm going back to moms house here in a few days. I mean, I'm here now, but I'm going for real.
Posted by on Sat, 13 Dec 2008 09:38:00 GMT

Fucked

There is far too much shit going on right now. It's all getting absolutely ridiculous..and I need to be sleep...fuck.Song - The Way It Ends Osiris
Posted by on Sat, 29 Nov 2008 11:51:00 GMT

Death Magnetic

So Death Magnetic dropped yesterday. If I've ever heard a return to form, it's here. By god, these motherfuckers have finally brought people what they've been waiting for since 1988...though I can't t...
Posted by on Sat, 13 Sep 2008 08:43:00 GMT

More Interesting Things

Well, for the most part, I've written that song I was writing (now called Life Less Welcome), and I'm also writing a few more called Vertigo, VI (will probably change), Indignation and Virgo. So ...
Posted by on Wed, 10 Sep 2008 07:30:00 GMT

Me Oh My

I don't know exactly why. I'm kinda in a down mood. I need to get back to my songs. I'm still trying to finish one I've been writing for some time now called "My World" (which is prone to change). And...
Posted by on Tue, 02 Sep 2008 01:04:00 GMT

Finally.

After 4 years of waiting, we finally got another Slipknot record. And they never disappoint. Not like anyone reading this cares, but this is better than their last record. It's different, but it's mor...
Posted by on Thu, 28 Aug 2008 10:39:00 GMT

...I don’t know...

Hmmmmmmmmm...I guess I'm just bored. Why not? Song - 30/30-150 Osiris
Posted by on Tue, 12 Aug 2008 05:24:00 GMT