Hear Me Roar? |
I'm moving on! I still miss the hell out of you but Dear Lord is reminding me that you will catch up to me! I have nothing against you and I pray that your life stops being so crazy, I pray that you s...
Posted by on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 08:00:00 GMT |
Smile when it's the hardest thing to do |
sometimes I smile when it's the hardest thing to do. I feel the sparkle in my eyes grow so much I start to feel ashamed, its always full of sheer honesty. I feel like people think i'm concited with su...
Posted by on Wed, 20 Sep 2006 21:43:00 GMT |
Be Strong |
Be strong, be strong, thats all I can think of as I dare to carry on. I can't imagine how difficult this would be if I still held onto all that baggage. I dropped it at the bottom of this mountain I a...
Posted by on Tue, 19 Sep 2006 21:09:00 GMT |
Big Brother |
Someone so far away can be so close to your heart, just because of the way that you imagine them to be. I've always wanted a big brother, ever since my first memory, it's something i've been denied th...
Posted by on Fri, 30 Jun 2006 12:56:00 GMT |
something wrong with my text. |
Jillesha said I gotta be about me....that didn't hit me too hard until she started talking about my scars. She was right about everything, and it hit me in the heart because I never expected someone l...
Posted by on Sun, 02 Apr 2006 20:03:00 GMT |
woo for Linzi and Nobody else. |
I have 1 person subscribed to my blog. 1!!! I'm subscribed to at least 5 people's blogs, if not more. (since this is new to me and all) I write a lot in here I think, especially for nobody really read...
Posted by on Sat, 25 Mar 2006 12:22:00 GMT |
November and March (entry I made in november on livejournal that I liked) |
I haven't been able to express myself lately. I haven't been able to look people in the eyes because it hurts. I have to force myself. I just noticed it today, how i force myself to look. : the pain r...
Posted by on Sat, 11 Mar 2006 16:06:00 GMT |
Catch Myself Slippin Up |
I catch myself sending signals to people about my distress, and if they don't pick up on them, I don't send them again.
I catch myself not being able to talk to people about how I feel, and when I do...
Posted by on Thu, 09 Mar 2006 20:04:00 GMT |
OCD |
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Posted by on Wed, 08 Mar 2006 19:04:00 GMT |
Daydream Retreat |
sometimes I retreat into my head for dreams which i cannot control though my eyes remain open. it's not a disease or a problem, it's a soothing coping mechanism. Sometimes horrible things happen, and ...
Posted by on Sun, 05 Mar 2006 22:17:00 GMT |
