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PBabyJa made my Layout Myspace For Girls Only - MyGirlySpace.comBottled up inside Are the words i never said, The feelings that i hide, ThE lines you never read.You can read see it in my eyes, Read it on my face Trapped inside are lies Of the past I can't replace.With memories that linger---- Won't seem to go away. Why can't I be happier? Today's a brand-new dayYesterdays are over, Even though the hurting's not. Nothing last forever, I must cherish what i've gotDon't take my love for granted, For soon it will be gone-- All you ever wanted Of the love you thought you'd won.The hurt i'm feeling now Won't disapear overnight, But someway, somehow, Everything will turn out alrightNo more wishing for the past. It wasn't meant to be It didn't seem to las, So I have to set him free.Two tears in a bucket..... and f*%k it. Real men don't do things that result in an apology.Even if they do, the is a proper methodolgy. My mother said " If you make your bed hard,then u lie in it."Enough of your tears, your explanations,f*@k dat shit. Lies,lies ,and more lies; I don't need that shit.Stood by you,behind you, and in front of you wanted me to. Treated you like a king did things nobody else would do.I didnt deserve what you did & how you did it to me. Left you 'cause you were keepin secrets from me. Left you 'cause you were sleeping w/women that weren't me.Left your as 'cause you were makin a damn fool out of me. Once! You only get to do that one time.Very convient for you to confess to a crime everyone but me knew that you were committin'. Understand that i don't hate you;I just don't want you near. Still, the thought of you makes me upset. Remember how i kissed you? Remember how i said "it's you i'd never regret? I've changed my mind, and yes, this is my outlet, Everthing i feel fro you is off my chest .My mind is finally cleared, now my heart can rest. Even if you dont hear me, I just have 1 request. Remember that this is the way you wanted things to be. Your the 1 that really walked away......not me.......