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*Mo0nShiNe*

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About Me

i changed it all. ...& all the time. ........ ....... ...... ..... .... ... .. .

My Interests

I HAD SO MANY THINGS ON MY PAGE FOR SO LONG, EXPRESSING THE PERSON WHO I REALLY AM, JUST TO FIND THAT NOBODY CARES. BUCK IT - CUZ I'VE COME TO THE REALIZATION THAT I'M JUST ME AND I DON'T NEED TO CONTINUE TO PUT EFFORT OUT TO MAKE A FRIEND OR MORE. I THOUGHT THAT SOMEBODY MIGHT ACTUALLY CATCH A DRIFT AND REACH OUT BUT I OPENED MY EYES TO SEE THAT I'LL MEET WHO I NEED TO, WHEN I NEED TO, HOW I NEED TO... IN PERFECTION. I NO LONGER NEED APPROVAL OR ACCEPTANCE BECAUSE I ALREADY AM. I'M A LOT OF THINGS... BUT WE'RE ALL A PART OF ONE THING - WHICH MAKES MORE SENSE THAN YOU MAY UNDERESTIMATE. I LAUGH....... I CRY..... BUT NOTHING EVER DIES. TRANSFORM TRANSPIRE EXERCISE & TEACH that is all.

I'd like to meet:

i met him.

Music:

like a sonic boom - 808 styleZz... bitch!!!!!!REAL TALK ONLY ! ! ! mmmm, mmm - .

Movies:

sounds like a plan.

Television:

i watch family guy and some other toons with my guy but most of the time I'd rather infuse my mind with other media. ...super nintendo is the shit.

Books:

anything metaphysical... ..and RULES OF THE RED RUBBER BALL is a must read. it takes half an hour or less to get through, but it might just change your life. it did mine.

Heroes:


You May Be a Bit Schizotypal ...
A bit odd and socially isolated.You couldn't care less of what others think.And some of your beliefs are a little weird.Like that time you thought you were Jesus. What Personality Disorder Are You?
What thug drink are you?

Gin and Juice
You're a pimp. You like to make money all the time, and you drink and never get f-ed up. You keep it cool because you gotta make that money.



What..s your pimped out ghetto thug weapon?
Knife
Your pimped out ghetto thug weapon is a knife. You use it for stabbing people. Although it might not be as pimped out and ghetto as the other weapons, it's more effective, which makes you more of a thug.


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My Blog

a lonely, lonely world

i sit here attempting to disguise my distressas i silently contimplate - all silenceever so silentlyit's a bore, obvious confusion to dissarray...turned boredomthen snore we go -ask what?  i don'...
Posted by *Mo0nShiNe* on Sat, 10 Nov 2007 03:08:00 PST

so hard to believe

i've always dreamt of this but it's never passed the point of pure fantasy.  ...fantasy of another.  i find myself literally pinching and scratching myself on a daily basis to make sure i'm ...
Posted by *Mo0nShiNe* on Wed, 07 Nov 2007 05:24:00 PST

call me a wierdo...

go ahead!
Posted by *Mo0nShiNe* on Thu, 18 Oct 2007 08:29:00 PST

piK Up

feel alseep as i'm wake...  but woken through sleep, skipped to a deep degree.  words said twice never mean alike.  vocabulary only goes so far - but when your heart screaches "see... s...
Posted by *Mo0nShiNe* on Thu, 18 Oct 2007 07:00:00 PST

shift

sometimes certain situations inspire me to write heavily but they're really not as massive as they appear at the moment.  a funny thing that i've learned about myself and my creativity is that, m...
Posted by *Mo0nShiNe* on Sat, 13 Oct 2007 03:41:00 PST

romance

Romance requires harmony.it's important for both parties to constantly work towards the improvement of their individual melodies in order to fuse and blend to a new sound.it takes time to make your so...
Posted by *Mo0nShiNe* on Mon, 08 Oct 2007 02:35:00 PST

new blog

...my mood is just a little funny recently.  it's difficult, to say the least, explaining to people my unique form of operation.  i tend to shut down and become almost invisible to my friend...
Posted by *Mo0nShiNe* on Tue, 02 Oct 2007 11:12:00 PST

sick inside

...stuck between so many directions.  it's hard to elect perfection when there's hectic sessions of sleep to deep thinking - got me weak and drinking - all the dry out - fuck a cup..  cuz i'...
Posted by *Mo0nShiNe* on Sun, 19 Aug 2007 04:39:00 PST

so many things right now.

this block of time in my life has been almost indescribable.  the emotions that i'm feeling right now are hard to pinpoint to explain.  a mixture of happiness, sorrow, strength, brittleness,...
Posted by *Mo0nShiNe* on Wed, 15 Aug 2007 02:01:00 PST

if i didn't know better, i'd think i was sane.

take it from me...if you attempt taking things for face value, you will succeed in confusion.
Posted by *Mo0nShiNe* on Sat, 30 Jun 2007 10:19:00 PST