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About Me

SHOWS & CONCERTS!!!
i live for them, and they help me prevent shut-in-itis. I used to go to a couple EVERY WEEK before i got the house. Now i pick and choose, due to lack of funds, and sometimes there just isnt anything good. And i think i already have tinnitus. What? Huh? What did you say? What what? :-D
You know what's funny though? ive been to tons of shows, but i RARELY see anyone familiar (unless im already with them). a sea of people and not one of them i know. hmm... have i seen you at a show before? go to chosenfool.com (shameless plug!) and check out the shows ive been to, maybe youve been there too...
In my spare time i strum my out-of-tune guitar to songs ive half completed. I dont sing the words - my cat threatens to pelt me with cat food. The wet kind. So i write them in a long run-on novel. Maybe someday ill complete the songs. Would that make the novel a musical? Ew. It would make Sweeney Todd look like The Sound Of Music...
yep, i take pictures. LOTS of 'em. I'd like to say im into photography, but that just sounds snobbish and elitist. i DO have a little makeshift studio, where i focus some of my time when im at home (It's more fun than sitting on a couch and rotting my brain). I like interesting things, but i have teflon for memory - nothing sticks! i figure if i ever get amnesia, the pictures will serve as some hopeful reminder. With over 40,000 pictures (and counting), i'll have some time to wonder who these people are and where ive been. a memento, if you would.
So please dont mind the camera. :-)

My Interests

i lived alone in a small apartment.
across the street from the health department.
I left my pills in my glove compartment.
that was the afternoon my heart went...

*misspelling teh word "the".

I'd like to meet:

Isn't she lovely?

Books:

Ecclesiastes, L. Frank Baum, Kafka, De Maupassant, Douglas Adams, Sartre, ee Cummings, Neruda,Rumi
"my time here is short, getting shorter everyday. Soon, i will be gone, away from all these things. I will notremember, i will not be remembered. Nothingi did, none of who i am will be of memory to anyone."

"i fear not pain. it's essential. its saving grace is that it's ephemeral, fleeting. only when it wears out itswelcome that it does its damage. And my fear is realized now."
"so this is what it is to be alone, to be in pain, to be in tears, to be broken. To hope to be whole againsomeday. Will i fly again, Gabriel?"
"nothing is of a grand master plan. There is no order in life. There are no lessons to learn. When you fall, youstill feel pain. You dont get numb, you dont get used to it. you get up and walk on, but nothing will get youback that fall, and nothing will guarantee you wont fall again. Your cries will be left unheard, and your tearswill have no one to dry."
"death is what everyone thinks about in the back of their minds, denying its inevitability. But face it, and youwill know what life is really all about. You'll find instead the loss of all your fears, the peace that you crave, andbest of all, you will find that which you have been searching for - your self.
So do what you want to doNOW. Otherwise you're just living a very uneventful shadow of what you refer to day-to-day as life."

My Blog

Youre Listening to my Eulogy Mix.

The list of music playing on the page is what i'd like to have played as my ashes are spread on to the Atlantic and Pacific coasts.i listen to these whenever im in a mood, or out of it. I listen to th...
Posted by Changed Daily on Mon, 21 Jan 2008 11:08:00 PST

It’s back.

Like a bad rash. THE SITE has been resurrected (again), albeit with a few changes, but its fully functional now.In the next few weeks, the site will still continue to undergo cosmetic enhancement...
Posted by Changed Daily on Mon, 12 Nov 2007 09:08:00 PST

Dust off this page, but keep the cobwebs

so i thought maybe i'll turn the lights on for a change - its been way too dark here for far too long. At least this place can be a little brighter...blah-gging here because i deep-sixed my own site a...
Posted by Changed Daily on Wed, 24 Oct 2007 09:23:00 PST

Amsterdam, im coming soon.

I threw away your greatest hitsYou left them here the day you splitYour bass guitar and shaggs CDWell they don't mean that much to me right nowI'm going through your thingsThese days, I'm changing a...
Posted by Changed Daily on Sun, 21 May 2006 10:19:00 PST