Sober Intoxication |
So I’m sober for quite a while now, and I’m seeing vast improvements in my mental abilities, and I’m really enjoying being able to feel things again, even if its humiliatingly painfu... Posted by on Sun, 16 Mar 2008 18:26:00 GMT |
Just keep spiraling down |
Heaven Bend to take my handAnd lead me through the fireBe the long awaited answerTo a long and painful fightTruth be told I tried my bestBut somewhere long the wayI got caught up in all there was to o... Posted by on Tue, 27 Mar 2007 16:06:00 GMT |
Emotional spankings |
There is hope at the rise of each day....
Spend most of my time somewhat feebily engaged in a task, trying to find some thing to bring me back to my center.Just sucks when you know what you want and c... Posted by on Sat, 17 Mar 2007 09:17:00 GMT |
The light is now ON! |
Just when you think the overwhelming power of gloom and dispair isn't going to release you, the stars allign and father fate drop in on you with gifts of joy.
That fucking whore finally pulled my chai... Posted by on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 19:43:00 GMT |
Ties that Bind can break you |
Sometimes, when you least expect it......you find even when you're lost, you're found.....and when you're found you might still be lost.Me, I'm neither; I feel stuck in some emotional wasteland that d... Posted by on Wed, 07 Mar 2007 19:14:00 GMT |
Sleepless in Mechanicsville |
It's kinda ironic that while my heart lies in ruins,quaking from the strain, there is this untouchable ray of light that keeps pointing at me, telling me to rise up above the ashes and be the person I... Posted by on Thu, 01 Mar 2007 19:33:00 GMT |
Finding Happiness is Hard! |
I'm so over being alone, being without someone to share this life with, and so tired of having someone use me ! I'm not giving up, but it sure would be swell to have some positive reinforcement to kee... Posted by on Thu, 01 Mar 2007 18:14:00 GMT |
Throwing dildos can be fun! |
Just a tease to let the world know even after having my heart handed to me by by my ex, I'm gonna be detailing the whole thing in some upcoming blogs.It'l be theraputic for me, and probally interestin... Posted by on Tue, 27 Feb 2007 19:59:00 GMT |
Amazing People |
There are some amazing people in my world; I'm not gonna name any names for fear of swelling their heads, but I'm not so sure I'd be able to keep my head up after such a traumatic time in my life if t... Posted by on Tue, 27 Feb 2007 18:45:00 GMT |
Birthday wishes |
The whore I used to love called me last evening wondering why I hadn't called her on her birthday to wish her some happiness...I was jilted into insecurity and felt like the only thing to do was....in... Posted by on Sat, 24 Feb 2007 07:17:00 GMT |