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Jessica Lei

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About Me

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Sometimes I cry, mostly I like myself, frequently I like others, and usually I smile. Sometimes I get pissed, sometimes I get silly, sometimes I get tongue-tied. I am passively up for anything, and cautiously adventurous.

..poem"Women are Hungry"
Women are hungry. They be hoes, They be sittin on
your stoop waiting to drink your beer. Eat Your Food.
Suck your dick. Women are hungry. They need your
favorite shirt your leather jacket a house a car
they just neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed.
And they wanna tell you things. Pretty little things
about the light in your eyes and the feel of your thighs
they wanna shave your balls. Wanna know all your
masturbatory nightmares, about every clit you ever
licked every ass you ever eyed so they can slice them
all to ribbons. They're insatiable. It's biological.
They just want and want and stretch their yearning arms
at you their insatiable envelopes gawking open mouthed
must have must have must have it you now
whoremothergoddesspreistessconvictjailer
needyneedyneedyneedy
need your sperm need your job need space. Need more
impossible paint for another impossible face. Blackened
purple eyes and concrete sharpened nails. Puffy crimson
lips. The beaten look, that's it. Already been hit.
Well feed me. Feed me beer and cigarettes and dead idols
who make me feel like I might have a reason to die too.
Give me war and Coca-Cola and the promise of another
American Chance. Give me another good song to dance to.
Tell me I'm not fat. Tell me my tits are jewels, my
nipples gumdrops. Tell me we can pay the rent tomorrow.
Tell me we are just like John and Yoko, only I get to
die first, o.k.? I get to be the one they light the candles
for in Central Park, o.k.?
Fuck women. They are such sluttish catfight evil bitches
every one of them. Beware. Beware. They know what they
are doing. Does that scare you? Are you scared?
Women are hungry. Hungry for balance. I been called a
whore so many times I guess I am one. And it's not you
personally I want anything out of it's the world. The
world owes me big time. The world leaves me hungry.

----------Dominique Lowell-----------

You are The Empress

Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation.

The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.

The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.


Your Life is Like
Say Anything... What John Cusack Movie Are You?
THE SADDEST MAN ON EARTH
The saddest man on Earth...
ignored how the rain felt
as he left home
for the last time
Wore down
his boot heels
searching for the woman
of his dreams
but never understood
that life is a woman
Lived in a town
where sadness was illegal
and where grinning
cops ticketed his face
so often
that he lost his license
to cry
The saddest man
on Earth
tuned guitars
but couldn't play them
cheated the IRS
of his own refund
fathered a child
who thought she saw
him in perfect strangers
yet didn't recognize
him face to face
I met him once
in a bar
toasting the mirror
with his stare
He had come
south to start
life over
He was a
Mozart of silence.
-Alan Kaufman
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My Interests

Living, books, anthologies, ART (esp. the movements of the last two centuries), Jeopardy!, crossword puzzles, movies, music, writing, sewing, beautiful things, swimming, travelling, springtime, Scrabble, the 80s, whiskey, chocolate, intellecutal debates, friendships, coffee, friendships over coffee, leg warmers, things that sparkle, inner beauty, self-realization, happiness, right, sincerity, honesty, compassion, freshly opened "big boxes" of crayola crayons (...who can resist that smell?)

I'd like to meet:



Your Aura is Violet
Idealistic and thoughtful, you have the mind and ideas to change the world.
And you have the charisma of a great leader, even if you don't always use it!

The purpose of your life: saying truths that other people dare not say

Famous purples include: Mahatma Gandhi, Martin Luther King, Jr., Susan B. Anthony

Careers for you to try: Political Activist, Inventor, Life Coach What Color Is Your Aura?

Music:

everything... anything

Movies:

An Affair to Remember, Audrey Hepburn, Guy Ritchie, Wet Hot American Summer, I Heart Huckabees, Fern Gully, The Princess Bride, Flashdance, Princess Mononoke, Spirited Away, Scarface, The Godfather 1&2, Lord of the Rings trilogy, Garden State, Sin City, Everything is Illuminated, Christmas Story, old Christmas movies, John Cusack, Molly Ringwald, 80s movies, John Waters, Quentin Tarantino, the Kill Bills, Star Wars, Indiana Jones, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, Wizard of Oz, all the Tim Burton movies, Harry Potter, X-men, all the Batmans, Cary Grant, Katherine Hepburn and Spencer Tracy, many old movies... I am sure there are still a ton that I am forgetting, hmmm...

Television:

Jeopardy!, Lost, Arrested Development, Family Guy, I Love Lucy, (I admit) Project Runway, The Office, History Channel, Discovery Channel, and the Science Channel

Books:

newest one: Running with Scissors. Also: Sex, Drugs, and Coco Puffs, One Flew over the Cuckoo's Nest, Catcher in the Rye, Frannie and Zooey, The Little Prince, The Kite Runner, Romeo and Juliet, my art history texts, Slaughterhouse 5, Slapstick, pretty much anything by Kurt Vonnegut, anything by Nick Hornby, Animal Farm, Brave New World, parts of the Electric Kool-Aid Acid Test, Ernest Hemingway, Edgar Allan Poe, Romeo and Juliet, Midsummer's Night Dream, Shakespeare, The Autobiography of Alice B. Toklas and other Gertrude Stein, C.S. Lewis and J.R.R. Tolkein, Hunter S. Thompson, Little Women, Anne of Green Gables, Memoirs of a Geisha, The Giving Tree, The Princess Bride, Desiree, Like Water for Chocolate, Everything is Illuminated, Life of Pi, Tom Robbins, The Red Tent, Ishmael, hmmm...

Heroes:

Anyone who stands up for what is right, regardless of what others think, say, or do, in the face of opposition and ignorance.

My Blog

Some Pomes

I'm Not a ManI'm not a man.  I can't earn a living, buy new things for my family.I have acne and a small peter.I'm not a man.  I don't like football, boxing and cars.I like to express my fee...
Posted by Jessica Lei on Fri, 01 Jun 2007 05:43:00 PST

see where i live!

for those of you interested in what my home looks like, here's a link:http://flickr.com/photos/harlan/sets/72157594355906919/ ...along with some pics of harlan's journey here...
Posted by Jessica Lei on Sun, 26 Nov 2006 05:28:00 PST

Advice to a Young Writer

All piffle & twaddle-- influence of Bottom Dog man. For real "decadents" read Huysmans & other French authors. Diarrhea of words-- stew of classic allusions. Fuck Artemis et alia! Don't put in...
Posted by Jessica Lei on Fri, 19 May 2006 06:48:00 PST

survey...

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The SurveyName:Jessica Lei VollmerBirthday:August 14, 1983Birthplace:Baltimore, MDCurrent Location:Bloomington, INEye Color:brownHair Color:brownHeight:5'6"-ishRight Handed or...
Posted by Jessica Lei on Tue, 16 May 2006 05:55:00 PST

what's this?

some people i know are in india right now... Baraka
Posted by Jessica Lei on Mon, 20 Feb 2006 07:44:00 PST

never understand why there always has to be a subject...

...why can't we just ramble on?www.livejournal.com/users/sunapreslei
Posted by Jessica Lei on Fri, 17 Feb 2006 09:55:00 PST

an attempted explanation for self validation

this entire endeavour is the brainchild of boredom and an expansive amount of free time
Posted by Jessica Lei on Wed, 15 Feb 2006 02:12:00 PST