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Just a girl trying to live each day to the best of my ability
I'm slightly reserved at times, until I get to know you then I'm a tad bit crazy..
I Love my family, they mean the world to me. . They have been there for me through good, bad and horribly ugly times.THEY HAVE ALWAYS SUPPORTED ME,EVEN IF THEY KNEW I WAS MAKING A MISTAKE.
My son, God love him, has been through so much and still keeps going.. He continues to amaze me.
When I turned 30, I decided to go back to school. It was not only HUGE for me but very difficult in the many decisions I had to make. Just 2 1/2 years later, I am a Licensed Massage Therapist and looking forward to the next stepping stones of my life.
I feel like I have been given a second chance at life through recovery (5/30/01).. The poem below explains what I, at times, find it hard to describe..
New Life, by Paul Bodet...
I've been sitting around this life for years, Not enough laughter and too many tears. Trying to figure out were it all went, These wasted years that I've spent. Searching for something to go beyond, Life's a stone skipping across a pond. At the last skip, it hits with a splash, Down the stone sinks, gone in a flash. Pushing and pulling, tearing apart, Poking and proding an underused heart. This dark velvet curtain that hides my soul, Living this life has taken its toll. In a flash of bright light, the curtain is torn, tumbling down all tattered and worn. Revealing new life, a child within Born free from hate, of suffering and sin. Now my eyes see what has never been told, Striving forth happy, confident, bold. Into a world that's unfamiliar but friendly, Into this new life my spirit will send me. Living and laughing, loving it all, I stood myself up to answer the call. The darkness is gone, replaced by the light, I gave up the darkness with hardly a fight. I've been sitting around this life for years, With laughter a plenty and hardly a tear. Now I can see just were it all went, Cherish every moment of this new life I've spent.
AND I LOVE ME SOME CRACK.....
= CRACK
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mad lib love poem

To My LoveThis night I shall dream of your great mango clever daisy. Once again, this night as all nights,I long to sip from your drum-pink lips.In my dreams we fly on the exquisite doging blue jay pa...
Posted by on Sun, 18 Jan 2009 17:12:00 GMT

just another curve ball

LIFE.. I feel like I need to get it out but not sure how to let the pain spill over..The true act of un-selfishness hurts more than anything else..  It started raining lemons.. Not sure if I have enou...
Posted by on Thu, 15 Jan 2009 06:54:00 GMT

criminal minds of the adolescent

not even sure where to begin.  Friday was a typical day at work. When I got off I went to the apartment ready to shower and go to bed.. I had to be back at work at 830am.  So, around 9pm I ...
Posted by on Mon, 25 Aug 2008 03:27:00 GMT

weekend fun

why I love my friends...... As some of you know, my son is having surgery Friday, May 30th. This will put him in a cast for the better half of the summer.  No outdoor activities, no walking, basi...
Posted by on Tue, 27 May 2008 20:03:00 GMT

THANKS..

I want to say THANK YOU to everyone that supported me and believed in me during this streesful time.  Thank you Melissa for always being there with words of encouragement, patience to my crazine...
Posted by on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 15:19:00 GMT

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Lost inside her head, feelings of lonely distractions. Her mouth opens, empty words roll out. Eyes piercing through her, she tries to smile. Lost in transition. Is this to be her path? Too far ...
Posted by on Thu, 17 Jan 2008 17:51:00 GMT

My Dear Friend, Im sorry. I Love You

Not sure where to even begin; My heart is overcome with sadness and pain but also with gratefulness to God.   I found out today that my bestfriends girlfriend killed herself; She knew things wer...
Posted by on Fri, 07 Sep 2007 20:21:00 GMT

In Loving Memory 11-2005 to 6-2007

Dear God, I know that my beautiful God-Daughter, Brie, is at home in your loving arms. Place her in the garden of love with my other loving animals to await my home coming.  Let her play and be ...
Posted by on Sat, 09 Jun 2007 14:59:00 GMT

unspoken words

You never know what it's like in someone elses head  Are they happy, sad, depressed, unsure Do they put on a show, display their body language as "ok" but feel as though they are dying inside Or...
Posted by on Wed, 16 May 2007 23:53:00 GMT

STOP THINKING....

When you think something and find out it not to be true, an expectation is made in your mind and then you feel crushed... Why do we do these things to ourselves?  Why do we set standards, when we...
Posted by on Wed, 16 May 2007 23:43:00 GMT