Finally after 42 years I'm finding peace of mind, happiness within and the ability to detach from my material possessions. Though most of them are gifts with sentimental value, I'm learning quickly that nothing last forever and to seize the moment. Living each day as though it were my last. And if it is my last: To all my friends and loved ones, remember that you will always be with me as long as you think about me once in a while, I believe that's the key. A few years ago I decided that the meaning of life is very simple "It's the memories we create" so I've always tried to create fond ones. I am becoming more aware and mindful of my surroundings, with every breath, step, verbal action and beautiful sight and sound that I experience. I love people, I love to be spontaneous. I feel joy in bringing happiness to others-almost to a point of feeling greedy for doing so. I pray for all beings to live in equanimity-what a wonderful world it would be. I love music, especially the "slow" songs. I hope someday to find true harmony within. It's been a long road which I appreciate, thank you God, like I've always said-no matter what happens to me, good or bad, I would never change a thing because everything that happens to me makes me who I am and to want to change the past would be like saying I don't like who I am. I like me and want to be my own best friend, working on it anyway, I like all people and can only feel sorrow for those that do not enjoy life-someto the point that they feel they must make others feel their pain in order to make themselves feel better. I can't imagine existing like that. I've been working hard on my Sila, Samadhi and Panna. I've stopped trying to find closure for things I can not answer, things that happen for a reason that only God knows. I know that "growing old is a priviledge denied to many" I pray knowing that God does answer every prayer, though it might not be the answer I we want! Stay positive and believe that by doing good, good things can and will happen to you. Try not to feel sorry for yourself because there is always going to be somebody somewhere that has it tougher than you. Like Neil Young says "Though my problems are meaningless, that won't make them go away!" No my friends, only YOU can make them go away. You have the ability to respond to every situation. Think about how much more energy anger takes-let it roll off and be done with (OK yell once if it makes you feel better). Believe in honesty and if you have anything bad to say, don't. Sending MUCH METTA to all people! And extra kisses to my friends (Sangha) for keeping me together. Blessed be the day! And now finally I will SHUT UP!!!.. "; .. ..I edited my profile at Freeweblayouts.net , check out these Myspace Layouts!
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