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As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that
wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You
will have your heart broken probably more than once and
it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so
remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight
with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things
an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too
fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take
too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've
never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend
upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.
Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it
will never begin.
........sometimes........
sometimes i wish that you would love me
sometimes i wish that you would hug me
sometimes i wish that you would die
sometimes i with that you would cry
sometimes i wish you would just say it
and for you would mean it a little bit
sometimes i wish that you would be nice
sometimes i wish that you would let me slice
sometimes i wish that you would call out my name
and give me a look that wasnt the same
that would make me think for a sec..
oh my god, what the heck..
and when i ask.. and you would say oh nothing
and then say well somthing..
you are the best
even if you think your a mess..
haha that wouldnt happen..
and now im crying into a napkin..
sometimes i wish that you i didnt miss
not even after a kiss..
but thats not true..
and i think that you knew..
but who the fuck cares?
no one does...
and thats the truth..
i can give you proofe!
girl who only crys...
Theirs slits on her wrists..
no on see's the pain that exists..
and as she pops the pills,
and thinks of the wills
as tears fill her eyes
she sits their and crys
but with every lie
here tears run dry
the blood trickles down..
but not with a frown..
but with a smile
and as she starts to dial
the number that use to give her hope
and help her hope
now makes her feel stupid
and gives her the idea that she's unincluded
he doesnt love her anymore
he just uses her lyke a door..
and now hes slamed that door in her face
and now shes starting to hate this place
why cant she see?
when every one else can..
that his love to her was all a plan
to use her like a doormat
and now on her face she falls flat
look in her eyes and you will see
the girl that their use to be
but then again her eyes arnt alwayz one color
just like her older brother
alwayz changeing never the same
what a jack ass dont you think?
but then again whos to blame?
because she carries all the same!
she also carries the same of the boy
the one that treats her heart lyke a toy!
now she thinks what can she do?
when all the pain in her life is true!
she loves a boy who treats her lyke crap
her older brother can only nap!
and with every drink he takes
she becomes one big fake!
and she made the mistake
of giveing this boy trust
when all he wanted was lust
but she has learned alot from this boy
the one that treats her heat lyke a toy
she has learned that
sometimes goodbies are really forever!
and that always are really never!
to forghett the sorrow
cause theirs still tomorrow
that you can really miss
that one special kiss
that you can look in the mirror
and watch a tear
drop in the sink
after you blink
and watch yourself cry
and noe that it was all a lie
with her self she was always in a fight
she thouhgt that she couldnt do anything right
but she was wrong
and now she's listening to a depressing song
she says dont let me get me
im my own worst enemy
damn just think..
this little girl is me...