My names jodie and i am seen as a loser. oh well, go me! im blunt, id like to think im interesting. i'll leave you to decide that :P i love my music, i love my mates, i love my needs and wants, i love my guitars n drums and i love having a laugh.
i know i can be a really bitter person. sometimes people mistake me for someone whos just a bit angry. i also have a load of confidence issues, but gradually its getting better and im more able to speak my mind in situations im not so comfortable in. i have my ups and downs, but dont we all? im a pot head, and i love to drink. but never really get the oppertunity to get pissed anymore. ah well, we can change that! haha.
i suppose i could say im genuinely a lot happier now that i have more independance, dispite at times i get a bit close to the edge and break down. but thats through stress. coz at the same time as stress my immune system is low so im ill, my asthma and excema plays up and i just become an emotional wreck :P
im in college now studying performing arts double award and media studies. im re-taking science from year 10 coz im a falierrr! lol. and im considering either history, PE, or art as an AS level next year. owch, scary!! lol.
i play electric guitar, accoustic guitar, drums and piano. no, i am not a magical musician. (and no, i cannot spell!) infact, im beginner on drums, im rubbish at accoustic chords and am mediocour on elec. piano, im not too sure... im sure once ive warmed up ill still be intermediate... i love learning new things on elec guitar. recently ive stepped away from the power chord comfort zone and im concentrating on solos and different heavy riffs. BUFF STUFF!!
i have some of the greatest friends in the world EVER! they are always there for me, though, some more than others, but that's ok. i still lubs them!
these great people are:
Zahrah <3
Chris <3
Jade <3
Paige <3
Anton <3
Harley <3
and loads more of you of course! but my brains not working... lol..
you guys are so amazing, thank you for being there for me
i especially love:
meeting up with people
alcohol!!
weed!!
chocolate
having a laugh
having good friends to rely on
nice people
BABIES!!
shopping
having intelectual conversations
SPAZZING OUT!!
looking good/half decent
working with children
evenings out in resturants
christmas and birthdays
MONEYS :D
lazing about
PYJAMA DAYS xD
long hair
cuddles and kisses
intimacy
showers
summer
MUSIC OF COURSE *mosh* :P
people who can accept my past and present
south park!
chillin out
family guy!
scrubs!
loads more but cant be FUCKED to write it all...
i HATE:
people who r two faced
people who judge you before they know you
people who dont care about other peoples feelings
pricks
Egos...
losing people i love
mushroom and onions
emos.
chavs
"music" that chavish people play.
spots
greasy food (exept when the munchies kick in :P)
withdrawal effects...
thinking for long periods of time...
people who cant understand a joke first time its said (ok, i have a tendancy to BE that person! :P but i hate when other people are :P)
false promises...
work
school
perverts.
feeling trapped and confused.
people who claim to love you and care for you, yet they get drunk and tell you what a falier you are.
people who lie
being taken for granted
being emotionally black-mailed
being hurt
feeling tired
feeling sicky :(
people who knock something before they've tried it. or in other words, people who openly disaprove something before they've experienced it.
people who think they understand something you've been/have gone through
people who cant put trust into anyone. even themselves.
etc etc etc...
If for some reason you wanna contact me, my email address is:
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