Es La MaNeRa eN quE Me MiRaS..mMm

About Me

- MS.M0UtH 0F M0t0r- u kn0 when u da shit when u g0t every0ne fr0m ma bl0ck t0 urs keepin ma name en their m0uth =) im fam0us jeje. Im 20 buh i think large::teng0 tantas ganas ♥ im currently 0n ma grind.. stackin ma d0e an livin life stress free - - i w0uldnt d0 it any 0tha way. Im n0t changin f0r n0 0ne - dnt try. u w0nt get anywhere. i d0 wha i want wen i want.. if itsz impossible ima find a way- - mah tunnelsz only see LiGht. FUCK relationships...u put so much into suttin to b taken advantage of en da end... fuck niggas get money; even tho It's illogical to me (to be alone) w0rd of life. JAJAJAJAA Never let success get to your head and never let failure get to your heart. l0tz 0f l0ve t0 my family ... ( M0mm , dAd, Lit0, AmAnda, t Unit, AmIE,MeLiZ,JeSsica, ShEeZY, HaSaN, & e M0NEy ) g00d l00ksz 0n neva changin ur face 0n me. . cus das that deadly disease g0in ar0und. UhHh. ♥

0nE l0vE; das aLL u need..pero findin it is da HaRdest =/

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

i've LeaRned.. people neva seem to b who they say they are... i'd l0ve to meet a person with the motive to change themselves and others for something new, but all i see is 'no changes jus racist faces' =(

Heroes:

there's n01 in this world ab0ve her. i love my mom

My Blog

=’(

people c0me in & outa ma life.gettin attached isnt even a fuqqin option.i'm sikk... sad.. depressed. how culd u hurt me in these ways.leaving me f0r dead- i have n00nen0thing.the silence seems so loud...
Posted by Es La MaNeRa eN quE Me MiRaS..mMm on Wed, 28 May 2008 08:56:00 PST

the wind

difting wid tha wind.. it seems ma endin point could never end.i fl0w al0ng wid the wind as it takes me t0 different life, different airs.i trust the wind... as i g0.. unexpected of where it could tak...
Posted by Es La MaNeRa eN quE Me MiRaS..mMm on Wed, 19 Mar 2008 11:05:00 PST

tenga tantas ganas <3

SeCured... here.Safe ... here.L0ved...here.Anger has finally escaped me.I push f0rward n0w t0 c0ntinue my desire.tenga TANTAS GANAS.i have future, demands, expectationsz.I refuse t0 l0se this b0nd wit...
Posted by Es La MaNeRa eN quE Me MiRaS..mMm on Wed, 20 Feb 2008 03:41:00 PST

l0st in my individual lifestyle

i was l0st in my individual lifestyle...findin a path was adrift.I felt like ive been powerwalking for daysz, but have yet to c0ver any gr0und.My hearts was s0 copious.. an my air came sparingly... i ...
Posted by Es La MaNeRa eN quE Me MiRaS..mMm on Wed, 20 Feb 2008 12:00:00 PST

captured =’(

n0 one can feel my pain. Im crying up hea so silently becus im captured hea all ALONE. My heart is frozen and hurting and noone answers their phone. God please consider me and help me from all this ha...
Posted by Es La MaNeRa eN quE Me MiRaS..mMm on Tue, 04 Dec 2007 03:35:00 PST

beautifuL

it's beautiful to have n0 trust. 0r jus t0 stress everyday.it's beautifuL t0 feel like ur fighting da w0rld all 0n ur own.it's beautifuL t0 n0t kn0 wha life will bring... even if thas 0ur last breath....
Posted by Es La MaNeRa eN quE Me MiRaS..mMm on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 03:08:00 PST

happiness.

Life a specified period of existence.s0metimes that c0uld b w0nderful and 0ther times it culd make us feel d0wn.. . c0uld it be because we are al0ne 0r truely continue t0 fight 0ur happiness?wh0 woul...
Posted by Es La MaNeRa eN quE Me MiRaS..mMm on Fri, 16 Feb 2007 06:25:00 PST

reckleszz draught

all da rage & fighting-this isnt exactly what i intended nor wished.drama and crying? i rather be smiling n0t crying.u was scared th0ugh....but know...i wasnt tryna hurt you.the blade was for u to fla...
Posted by Es La MaNeRa eN quE Me MiRaS..mMm on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 03:25:00 PST

...true

ma chest feels as a cinda bl0ck . mah s0uL isnt as pleasant as every0ne th0ught.fast advantages nd disrespectfuL actions.Scum bag friends . wh0 culd care less if ma life shuLd happen t0 end.trust was ...
Posted by Es La MaNeRa eN quE Me MiRaS..mMm on Fri, 02 Feb 2007 07:58:00 PST

wh0 wulda th0ught?

i never expected myself to l0se control of my thoughts or ever worse to allow myselfto be managed without any input or say .helpless and abused were my conditionsand who else is there to blame for my ...
Posted by Es La MaNeRa eN quE Me MiRaS..mMm on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 05:28:00 PST