You want a dream, but this aint it!

About Me

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My First Ultrasound...Mothers Day.
22 Weeks Pregnant (5 and a half Months).
((My Son Dorian William Bumgarner.))
Its A BOY!!!!
Side Profile...
His little boyhood
My Wonderfull Husband
He asked me to marry him around June, 2006. In the middle of Red Lobster.
The Big Moving Day!!
Ronnie and Isabelle Playing Around.
Holiday At Mom's 2007, Werent to shure of how this picture was going to turn out. (Hence the lack of smiling).
My name matters very little, throughout the years I have been known by many names, for thoes of you who have grown up knowing me. My name is Jami I am a Florida Native and 4th generation in Samoset. I am kind, compassionate and understanding to thoes who deserve it.
For thoes who are closest to me, you may know me by Jade, the name given to me by my mother. I can be hatefull and unrelenting when it comes to people and their senseless games. I have grown up holding my emotions deep withen a trait, It seems that has been passed down to my baby brother. I've been hurt, both mentally and physically for many years. This is my alter personality. This is the person I created out of necesity.
Im known as "Sissy" to my brothers and sisters. I have many. Some by blood and others by love. These are the people who know me the best, these are the ones who for so long I have continued my existence for. Christina, Kayla, Lisa, Jazzy, Destry, Chris, James, Aaron, and Jimmy. These are all equally unique members of my family, wether by blood or not.
I am the Daughter of Catherine and William Lowe
I am a threat to James Huff, becuse I have surpassed him in all aspects of morality, decency, knowledge and humanity. I am old enough now to deny my father for the fact I have no use for one. I have grown strong with the direction of my friends and family, and from no help of you.
I am the Wife of Ronnie Neil Bumgarner, my partner in love, life, and crime. It is becuse of him that I learned the diffrence between love and inlove. I have learned to love with my body, mind, and soul. We share something many couples are never lucky enough to experience.
And finally...I am the Mother of Dorian William Bumgarner. My son who will make his debute in December, for no other reason. This child is my reason to go on, I am living for someone other then myself now.
My heart for the first time feels no hate, no shame. I am inlove...undeniably and unmistakably, with the two most important men in my life, and I am complete with the support and love of my family and friends.
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My Interests

Your Aura is Red
You have a high level of emotion. This can mean passion, but it can also mean rage.
Usually, you don't take these emotions out on others. You just use them as motivation - and it works!

The purpose of your life: embracing all the wonders of the life, lots of travels, and tons of adventures

Famous reds include: Madonna, Marilyn Monroe, Jennifer Lopez

Careers for you to try: Dancer, Boxer, Surgeon What Color Is Your Aura?

Mr. Whiskers

My Family
My Husband and Child
My Closest Friends
Dragons
Knives
Daggers
Swords
Art
Music.
Tattoo's
Peircing's

You Are From Jupiter
You are exuberantly curious - and you love to explore anything new.
Enthusiastic and optimistic, you get a kick out of stimulating, intellectual discussions.
Foreign cultures and languages fascinate you. You love the outdoors, animals, and freedom.
You tend to exaggerate, but no one really believes your tall tales. Hold back on stretching the truth.
If you do, you'll continue to be known for your confidence, generosity, and sense of justice. What Planet Are You From?
Spoiled Rotton Gypsie

I'd like to meet:

I have already met the coolest people on the planet as far as friends and family are concerned.
I am always up for meeting like minded individuals who share similar intrests.
As far as seeking someone out....I've found all the people I could ever need.

Music:

Yeah...Im a Rocker Chick
ABOMINATION
ABORTED
AC/DC
ACID BATH
ADEMA
ALCHEMIST
ALICE COOPER
ALICE IN CHAINS
AMERICAN HEAD CHARGE
ANGEL CORPSE
ANTHRAX
A PERFECT CIRCLE
APOCALYPSE
ATREYU
AUDIOSLAVE
AVENGED SEVENFOLD
BAD RELIGION
BIOHAZARD
BLACK LABEL SOCIETY
BLACK SABBATH
CANNIBAL CORPSE
CATCH 22
CEMETARY
CHEVELLE
CKY
COAL CHAMBER
COLD
CORROSION OF CONFORMITY
CORRUPTED
CREMATORY
DEAD KENNEDYS
DEFIANCE
DEFTONES
DESPAIR
DISCHARGE
DISTURBED
DOPE
DROWNING POOL
EPIDEMIC
EVERCLEAR
FEAR FACTORY
FORLORN
FORSAKEN
GODSMACK
GREAT SORROW
GWAR
HATEBREED
ILL NINO
INCUBUS
IRON MAIDEN
JUDAS PRIEST
KILLSWITCH ENGAGE
KITTIE
KORN
KOROVAKILL
KOTTON MOUTH KINGS
MACHINE HEAD
MEGADETH
MERCILESS
METALLICA
MINDROT
MINDLESS SELF INDULGENCE
MINISTRY
MORTUARY
MOTOGRATER
MOTORHEAD
MUDVAYNE
MUSHROOMHEAD
NINE INCH NAILS
NIRVANA
OPETH
OTEP
OZZY OSBOURNE
PANTERA
PAPA ROACH
POWERMAN 5000
PINK FLOYD
PRIMER 55
RAGE AGAINST THE MACHINE
RAMMSTEIN
ROB ZOMBIE
SACRIFICE
SALIVA
SEETHER
SEPULTURA
SEVENDUST
SHADOWSPHERE
SINISTER
SIX FEET UNDER
SKINDRED
SLAYER
SLIPKNOT
SNOT
SOIL
SOUNDGARDEN
STATIC-X
STONE SOUR
SUICIDAL TENDENCIES
SYSTEM OF A DOWN
TAPROOT
THRICE
THROWDOWN
TOOL
TRAPT
TYPE O NEGATIVE
VENOM
WARHEAD
WHITE ZOMBIE
ZEROMANCER

Movies:

I believe my favorite series would be Resident Evil, and The Crow...Atleast until they made more then 2.
Oah! And Tremors....Big worms...yeah buddy.

Television:

I despise T.V with a passion.
I can only tolerate Sci-Fi after 8pm.
And the occasional News Channel 8.

Books:

Anne Rice.
I also enjoy the Eragon Series.
I enjoy fantasy. The Riley Jenson Series isint too bad either if your looking for an easy read....in a 6 book series.

Heroes:

Catherine Lowe
My mother, she is an incrediable woman. She has lost her husband at a young age and still continued to do her best in raising her children. She's taught me to be strong and independant. I look up to her in the sence that i want to one day be the woman she is and the mother she is.
William Lowe
The man I came to know as Dad. He tought me to take responsibility for my actions and not be afraid to suffer the consiquences. His most memorable words to me were. "Dont settle for anything less then what can challenge your mind". There isint a single man like him. My dad is still an amazing person.
Destry Lowe
My baby brother who stands a foot taller then I do. Be a simple man my little brother. Dont make things anymore complicated then what they are by being any less then who and what you are. An Intelligent and Artistic young man. I see you going many places.
Jazzy Lowe
My favorite corruption, what little insanity she shows dident come from our parents. I see myself in her, yet I refuse to allow her to make the mistakes I suffered, so that she wouldent. I would protect you with my life little one.
Lisa Huff
My big sister.....Get rid of that peice of shit Henry and find someone worth you. I despise a coward who cant work like a man and love like one aswell. I love ya, but damn I hate him.
Jimmy Huff
My big brother. As much as I love you bro, I see what i despise most in you. The anger of our father, and the continuation of his and our grandfathers abuse. Was it not enough knowing he drove our grandmother insane? Was it not enough to see our mothers suffer the abuse and anger of a man. The abuse needs to end somewhere, make it end with you.
James Earl Huff
My father...Thanks for nothing...
Aaron Barco
My best friend for the past 11 years. I dont know if I have ever told you, but I love you like my own flesh and blood. Your not only my best friend, your my brother.
Davie and Stephi Richert
Davy has been a big factor in my life for the past 5 years. I only came to relize withen the last year or 2 that he is infact my 2nd best friend. I couldent be happier for him and his new found love, which brings me to my now... 3rd...best friend. Stephi!
She is infact....my only...female friend. I love you both, so very much.

My Blog

Disgusted

Im finding that since my pregnancy my tolerance for people and their petty games utterly disgust me. My daily life consists of spending all day, 12 hours a day alone..Mon-Fri. I clean my house, take c...
Posted by You want a dream, but this aint it! on Wed, 13 Aug 2008 09:49:00 PST

A Letter....For My Husband

I despise the task of finding meaningless materials when I feel the urge to write.Perhaps it is just my impatience,Still I despise it.Or....Perhaps its the fact that I cannot stand to think so hard on...
Posted by You want a dream, but this aint it! on Tue, 20 May 2008 07:44:00 PST

My view on religion (subject to change as I see fit)

I've been discussing over and over again in my head a topic i find unsutable for idle conversation. Perhaps in my own personal online journal is the perfect place for it. If you donot agree or wi...
Posted by You want a dream, but this aint it! on Mon, 21 Jan 2008 06:12:00 PST

I dreamed of you...

Childish dreams, Id dreamed like no other.Stairing out my fogged up window,the dark sky seemed willing to listen.I dreamed for someone...With long hair...Brown eyes...Flesh as pale as virgin sheets......
Posted by You want a dream, but this aint it! on Sat, 11 Nov 2006 09:53:00 PST

A look inside.....

My mind is like the ever changeing current,the tide that seems to never stay on course.My body feels like the abandoned ship,knocked around by brutal force,an unseen fate thats lost with hope.I'd look...
Posted by You want a dream, but this aint it! on Thu, 09 Nov 2006 08:21:00 PST