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About Me

what me? i'm a royal pain in the arse!you wanna know about me? u sure? some things you can't undo--know what i mean...um, well, okay: i take the moment very seriously, if you're here to contribute to the fun-you're welcome to stay, on the other hand, if you're here to bitch, i'll kindly walk you out myself...i'm the kinda friend they talk about, the 'foxhole' friend, i'll call people out if they talk about my friendz. i don't really like the word 'I' which is probably why i put this off soo long. as a kid, i believed everything my parents told me, literally. as i grew i had reason, but they were always practical with their advice. my popz always told me these little sayings and then we'd talk about what it means and what you could learn from it....in many ways i'm the luckiest knuckle-head on the planet. i am of the opinion that no life is wasted. regardless of the failures, there is value in all experience and it is a wonderous world when you let go of your own ego. i learn from everyone, everyday and i'm grateful for it....i fucking care...like, really....i care...so tell me, and you won't have to do it alone--i wouldn't say that i'm 'easy going' but i have a habit of making the going easy.there's just something so fucking amazing about EVERYTHING to me. don't get me wrong, i can be as miserable as the next guy, life has sure kicked me where it hurts.... but i always come back to that smile... that crazy, silly, sarcastic smile jumps right back on my face and i haven't the heart to wipe it off--

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

those with whom i may develop irreconcileable differences...Repent Bitches!

My Blog

regarding rights

i was born with rights.  i didn't ask for them.  i drank milk and pooped, i had no thought of such things.  i grew up down the block.  i lived in the same social structure that children go through giv...
Posted by on Tue, 08 Sep 2009 01:07:00 GMT

Neil Diamond - Solitary Man live 1971

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Rz92JWtS50
Posted by on Sat, 04 Jul 2009 06:15:00 GMT

such things....

i need not say; thoughts that barely survive the scrutiny of words or the confusion of the critic inside. as it happens, i used to try, i'd push the till until the words were dried. it's n...
Posted by on Wed, 27 May 2009 13:44:00 GMT

i thought to myself....

if i warn truth, saying "touch this button and i will be angry, disappointed in you-"-what is there for you to tell me if you do?if i stand by you, in all you do, if i see you through, you might know ...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Apr 2009 21:12:00 GMT

as i....

sit beside,trust I will abide,not look into another'seyes....-for what lies within,could not grow inside.
Posted by on Sun, 12 Apr 2009 10:21:00 GMT

slow learner....

it took me too long to understand. spent time deciphering my life with far away eyes. so many words shed like an inpatient: impatiently, scratching too hard at the surface. all the while the clues ...
Posted by on Mon, 06 Apr 2009 20:28:00 GMT

a version of me....

there is version of me that is different from what i show most....it is not always easy to see, its simplicity and honesty is kind and it is incredibly open. it is based upon the subtle math of the ...
Posted by on Sat, 04 Apr 2009 03:09:00 GMT

sometimes....

....the pain is intoxicating.though it deceives me,it never leaves me:there's nothing else remaining.
Posted by on Wed, 11 Feb 2009 13:14:00 GMT

what it means to be an elephant:

even immense power can have great weakness.a choice, standing alone, without shelter of reason or consequence, may appear small, feeble. it may seem to play a role but in no way bear the responsibilit...
Posted by on Tue, 03 Feb 2009 20:41:00 GMT

i don't....

....miss those days.at a moments noticemy throat could close up,my mind race'n with reality,feel'nz flooding down my face,uncontrollable and indiscriminate.i don't miss those dayz,or the thoughtz they...
Posted by on Mon, 26 Jan 2009 19:35:00 GMT