Abby... ♥

I'm pretty much just me... I live for sunsets and days spent reading at the beach... I'm pretty random, but it's better to be random than predictable... I'll catch myself staring off into space, wishing I was somewhere else or thinking about him... I absolutely LOVE Bonn and all of Europe and miss it more than words can even express... don't tell me I'm stupid cause I already know it, but do tell me that I'm intelligent when I say something profound (which is rarely, but hey, it happens - lol)... you need to realize that I love my mom more than anything and that no matter how much I complain about her, I need her more than I'll ever admit ♥... I'll respect you more if you are yourself at all times and don't change your personality to suit who you are around... I believe that if you want something bad enough, you have to make it happen, yet taking my own advice is not the easiest thing for me to do... I have AMAZING friends who make me who I am and whom I thank God for everyday... no matter how much I hate losing people, each loss only makes me stronger and work that much harder to never lose again... my brain works better at 3 in the morning and some of my best papers have been the product of procrastination... I use phrases like "I don't wanna play," "Seriously?!" or "In the real world" just because that's who I am... I am in love with my cousin Evan ♥ He's 3, my whole world and my reason for living... I rarely admit it, but I loved growing up in my small hick town... I'd give anything to be able to go to Australia and New Zealand, and I cant believe that I traveled around Europe for 4 months... my iPod has become permanently attached to my ears and my digital camera was one of the best gifts I ever received... Barnes & Noble is my favorite store in the world and it's my dream to be locked in one overnight... I couldn't live without my fan, television, diet coke, or books for that matter... body pillows were created by the gods... I have a thing for reading lyrics and quotes cause they inspire me to keep going... I couldn't do a math problem to save my life but respect people who are able to comprehend the shit... I could never be anorexic cause food is too damn good - diet coke, Olive Garden, CPK, In & Out, cheesecake, bread, cheese, pasta, anything from Germany and freshly squeezed orange juice could be my diet... if you don't know what a really good, freshly picked strawberry, orange, or avocado tastes like, you haven't lived (come to Fillmore and Oxnard and they'll help you out)... before you die, you have to stand on the shore of the ocean and let youself sink in the sand as the tide comes in, as well as have one true love in your life that is worth remembering and impossible to forget not because they hurt you but because they made your life worth living... waking up on a mountain, above the clouds, is the ultimate spiritual experience... helping people and being there for them makes me feel complete... and now I think that I have rambled enough... seek the answers and learn the truth... sn= abby2412Layout Provided By CodeMyLayout.com -