LAST UPDATED: MARCH 31, 2009
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XiAViONNA JANAE CARTER
♥Mommy's Princess...
HERE WE GO AGAiN...
FiRST && FOREMOST...i REFUSE TO ANSWER ANY MORE MESSAGES FROM YOU iDiOTS OUT THERE iN LA-LA LAND ASKiNG ME WHAT MY NAME iS. LET'S BE SERiOUS...iT'S ALL OVER THE PAGE! WHAT, YOU THOUGHT i WAS ADVERTiSiNG SOMEBODY ELSE SHiT FA PLAY-PLAY?! TSK, TSK. DAMN SHAME. MOViNG ON...
ON ANOTHER NOTE, i'M A 19 YEAR OLD MOTHER OF ONE 4-MONTH OLD GORGEOUS BABY GiRL. DWELLiN iN JERSEY RiGHT NOW, BUT THE ATL iS WHERE i PLAN TO SETTLE DOWN FOR GOOD. i'LL BE STARTiN SCHOOL iN JULY TO GET MY ASSOCiATES DEGREE iN NURSiNG...OH YES-i WiLL BE PAiD!
i'M LOViN MY LiFE RiGHT NOW, AS FLAWED AS iT iS, BECAUSE iT'S MiNE. i HAVE A BEAUTiFUL FAMiLY OF MY OWN FOR THE VERY FiRST TiME-A MiNi ME THAT i WiLL RAiSE TO BE THE BEST WOMAN SHE KNOWS HOW TO BE. i'LL TEACH HER TO RESPECT HERSELF (BECAUSE i DiDN'T) && i'LL TELL HER THAT iF SHE DOESN'T NO ONE WiLL. i'LL SHOW HER THE GAME WHEN SHE'S OLD ENOUGH, SO NO ONE CAN TAKE ADVANTAGE OF HER. && i'LL ALLOW HER TO FALL FLAT ON HER FACE FROM TiME TO TiME SO THAT EVERY LESSON THAT SHE'S TAUGHT SHE'LL LEARN SOMETHiN FROM iT. i'LL BE THERE TO WIPE HER TEARS WHEN SOME YOUNG MAN BREAKS HER HEART FOR THE FiRST TiME. i'LL PUT HER iN LiNE WHEN SHE STARTS TALKiN SHiT TO ME && i'LL KEEP HER UP TO DATE ON PHYSiCAL MATTERS SO THEY COME AS NO SURPRiSE. i'LL LOVE HER UNCONDiTiONALLY-&& i MEAN THAT...
i ALSO HAVE A MAN WHO---UH HUH!! NOSEY ASSES THOUGHT i WAS GONE PUT MY LOVE LiFE ON BLAST?! SiLLY BiTCHES!! GET OUT MY GAMEROOM!!
LONG STORY SHORT, i'M NO LONGER LiViNG FOR JUST ME. && i ABSOLUTELY LOVE THAT CONCEPT! =)
&& ON ONE LAST NOTE-FOR ALL MY FAKE ASS "FAMiLY". i UNDERSTAND COMPLETELY THAT WE MAY HAVE OUR DiFFERENCES FOR WHATEVA REASON, && THATS FiNE. YOU DON'T HAVE TO LiKE EVERYBODY. BUT NONE OF Y'ALL NEVER PiCK UP THE PHONE (MiNUS MOMMY, RELLE && ASH) TO CALL && ASK HOW MY CHiLD iS DOiNG. SO, DON'T BE SO FUCKiN BOLD AS TO CALL AROUND ASKiN MOTHAFUCKAS DO i TAKE CARE OF HER. Y'ALL DiDN'T DO SHiT FOR HER...NOT EVEN A "WELCOME TO THE WORLD XiAVY" CARD, AND BELiEVE ME, i'LL NEVER ASK YOU TO. SO, STOP WONDERiNG WHAT THE FUCK i'M DOiN WiTH HER. i DON'T HAVE ANYTHiNG TO PROVE TO NONE OF Y'ALL, && ViCE-VERSA. i DON'T CALL Y'ALL PEOPLE ASKiN THEM HOW Y'ALL TAKE CARE OF Y'ALL KiDS && SHiT, SO SHOW ME THE SAME RESPECT. FURTHERMORE, i'D RATHER NOT HAVE MY DAUGHTER MEET ANY OF Y'ALL. YA ALL FULL OF SHiT && i DON'T WANT HER TO BE EXPOSED TO Y'ALL FAKE ASS WAYS. SHE GOT HER DADDY'S SiDE && THEY LOVE HER TO DEATH. SOOOOOO, FUCK YOU ALL && HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY!! =)
♥Mommy
To my Mother (AKA the most amazing woman in the world), I love you dearly and I thank God everyday that I was blessed enough to be brought into this world by you. We have our moments but that comes with every mother/daughter relationship. I was always hard-headed and didn't wanna listen when you were only telling me things that would make me a better woman/person. I've learned my lesson...and I had a great teacher! You have such great strength and wisdom and I hope to one day fully acquire those assets from you. I'll always love you, no matter what and please don't ever be afraid to ask me for anything. I GOT YOU! Also, thanks for being such a wonderful grandmother to my daughter. I truly appreciate that and I thank God everyday that she was so fortunate to have you as her Mom-Mom. You love your Snooka-Doodles, don't you?! I know you do! Love you, Mommy!!
♥Papa Bear
I realize that we haven't had the strongest bond that a father and daughter could have but when its all said and done we're still the bestest buddies in the whole wide world! (smile) Most of the traits I have I inherited from you and that can be a good or bad thing at times. But, I'm always amazed by everything that you do and I couldn't have asked for a better Dad. I also think its tight as hell that we can go months without talking on the phone but once we do its like we just talked yesterday. I'm proud to call you my father and I'll continue to be there for you whenever you need me! Can't wait for Xiavy to meet you!!
♥Jamaal R. Carter AKA "Jeezy"
I won't put too much of our business on blast like that but I just want it to be known that I'm glad that I met you. I was a complete bitch to you in the beginning, but you never gave up on me and you even told me that I'd come around one day. Thank you for sticking by my side then and now. And kudos to you for making the decision to come to Jersey with me. That really took a lot of commitment on your part and I admire that. We have our bad days, but who doesn't?! I love you for all you are and for all that you will be!
♥Xiavionna J. Carter AKA "Nunt-Nunt"
When I first found out that you were growing inside of my stomach, I was outraged. Instead of looking at the bigger picture I just saw you ruining all of my dreams. And that was so selfish of me. Now I see that you being here has helped me to become better in myself. I live for you, and you mean so much to me! You are the most beautiful little girl I've ever seen and it's still unbelievable to me that I helped create you. I've enjoyed raising you so far and I look forward to more of the precious, tear-filled moments you've given me. You'll always be Mommy's little princess!!
♥Sharelle N. McCoy AKA "Relly-Relle"
Relly-Relle!! AKA my better half! I'm so glad that we've shared the experiences that we did because not only did they bring us closer but they allowed us to better each other. Everybody's gotta be jealous cause they don't have a sister as amazing as mine! Ha ha!! Seriously though, this is only the beginning of a lifetime of memories between us! I'm proud of you for graduating (at the top of your class, at that!), and focusing on furthering your education while still being the best Mother you know how to be. You're destined for great things in this life and don't let nobody tell you otherwise!!
♥Richard Elias Jr. AKA "EJ"
I watch Birthday on Discovery Health all the time, but nothing-and I mean NOTHING-actually prepared me for actually seeing you come into this world! That was so amazing to me and I truly believe that that will create a better Auntie/Nephew bond between us. I watched you grow in your first few months of life and I'm ecstatic to be able to call you my nephew. You're simple adorable (future heartbreaker-watch out girls!), and you're going to be a great young man because you've got great parents!
♥Ashley J. Gunter AKA "Tank"
You my mothafuckin' nigga, yeah you my dawg!! My ace coon boon!! I'm so glad I met you and its messed up that we never met when we was younger, but hey...we made the best outta that shit! I caught my first battery charge wit you so you know you my dawg! I'm thankful for all the times we shared-good and bad-and I look forward to all the new memories to come. You'll always have me if you have no one else and I know I can say the same about you. I love you dearly cuzzo and I can't wait to see you again. You Thelma and I'm Louise...now lets ride this shit out!!
