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I'd like to meet:

This is where i really have trouble. I can't say that i want to meet anyone. I want to surround myself with wonderful friends and people i care about. The actual fact of it is, i really don't go anywhere and am hard to hang out with. I usually come up with many excuses until i can get up enough so called courage to deal with it and meet people. I hide myself away from the world and in seclusion i drive myself crazy.

In all this i am really trying to say that i don't really know if i want to meet you. You could be a person that gets to know me and always makes me laugh at everything. Possibly a person that gets on my last nerve and makes me want to take a butcher knife to your gut. So just find out and try to get to know me if you wish.
I in turn will try to be a decent human being and get to know you. But if that does not work out then i apologize now, even knowing that my apology is not sincere because i honestly don't give a shit right now :). I do know the friends i have no, even though i have not met them, mean more to me than anything in this world and i would never wish to lose them, they are the ones that keep me sane.
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Books:

David Beckham : My Side & Gerrard Autobiography

Heroes:

Well i have two heroes. They are stil in my life. My mother who has always accepted me for me and everything i do. And dad. He was always there for me when i needed him to be for the most part. I just wish he always have fun with his life.