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i'm so sick of the boys that say there bi/gay and think its a fucking fashion statement, or the guys that say that they can't be bi/gay because girls is what gets them off, did anyone ever say anything about love being about sex? the answer is no you stupid fucks, just because you get a hard on because you think of a girl in a little less clothing doesn't mean shit, you can fall in love with a guy, even if you are "straight", face it, none of us are completely straight, you were raised to think that, because our world today has become corrupt with hatred towards races, sex, and lifestyles. It is not up to you whether you fall in love with a guy or a girl, its the chemistry from inside you, those mess of unbalanced emotions that everyone dreads over, so boys and girls, i'm not trying to tell you to go out and fuck a guy or a girl and see if it feels right, i'm just telling you that how the fuck do you know if your "straight" if you've never tried anything with a guy or a girl? if you do discover you arn't "straight", make your parents proud, call the one you "love" over for dinner one night, before say mom, dad, i have some big news, then when your all together at the dinner table, blessing "god" for the food infront of your faces, tell them, let your thoughts pour onto the dining room table and flood your parents pride, so they have something new to talk to there comrades at work. WELL LOOKS LIKE I FINALLY WAS ABLE TO SUCCESSFULLY MAKE A DECISION THAT EVERYBODY IN THE WORLD IS GOING TO BE ABLE TO HATE ME FOR. GET THE FUCK OVER IT. I AM A PERSON AND I WILL MAKE THE DECISIONS I WANT TO MAKE IN LIFE. I DO NOT AND WILL NOT LISTEN TO ANYBODY. YOU ARE NOT ME. I AM ME. I WILL CONTINUE TO MAKE DECISIONS IN LIFE THAT I THINK I CAN BENIFIT FROM IN SOME WAY OR THE OTHER. IF IT ISN'T HURTING ME, I WILL DO IT. I WILL PURSUE IT AND MAKE IT A CAREER. IF I LOSE FRIENDS OVER THIS, THEN YOU AREN'T MY FRIEND. IF YOU CANNOT SUPPORT ME IN EVERYTHING I DO IN LIFE THAT WILL NOT HURT ME, YOU ARE NOT WHAT I WOULD CONSIDER A FRIEND. I AM SORRY IF YOUR HEARTS ARE BROKEN, BUT LIFE IS ABOUT LEARNING AND STEPPING OUT OF THE ORDINARY. TAKING HURTLESS RISKS. AND I MY LOVES. AM A RISK TAKER. GO AHEAD AND LOVE ME. OR HATE ME.i have no fucking ORIENTATION i believe in prefrence call it what you will but when it comes down to it its LUST anywaycall me a whore,slut,faggot,queer, you can call me anything you want but when it boils down to it i'm BETTER then you . I AM A BITCH Hair is my thing if you cant do your hair right i WILL fix it for you plus i'll give you shit I wont be caught dead with you if you dont look approachable i do love jeffree star.BEWARE THERES MORE TO ME THE CONCEIT,I WILL TELL YOU HOW I FEEL, I AM DRAMATIC I LOVE DRAMA ITS WHAT MAKES THE WORLD GO ROUND.THE WORLD IS FULL OF DRAMA JUST DEAL. AND FOR THOSE WHO SAY "OMG I HATE DRAMA" WHO ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING. I GUESS YOURSELF STUPID CUNT.YOU LOVE DRAMA ITS WHAT MAKES YOU FEEL APART OF SOMETHING INSTEAD OF NOTHING SO QUIT BITCHING.OH YEAH DID I TELL YOU I'M A BITCH??? Love it how some people that don't know me personally have all these different views and opinions on me. People really love to judge a book by it's cover and it makes me laugh at how some people have that whole I'm-so-hardcore-and-so-much-more-punk-than-you image down to a tee, yet they are really only a little wimp. People love to judge me only from the photos they see, but let me tell you something about photos....they don't say much about a person at all.I am The 1'n'Only Darling Faggot[Echo KidStar] Love me, or Hate me. I couldnt care less. All of the haters please know youre loved All of the wannabes please know youre right All of the fans please know youre thought of All of the look-a-likes please know I want you in my bed I love seeing my pictures being used as someone elses On countless MS/VF/LJ/GJ[someofmany] profiles. I applaued your effort But trying to come close to even 10% of what I am is a joke. I laugh at the thought of people believing You were me[ohwait] they didn't. They saw past it. That is how I know of your failed attempt. All you will ever know is failure. [giveitupalready] Send me thousands of messages, you know you want to Just so I can reply to the one I actualy look at with "Sorry...Ive forgotten your name already." But it doesnt matter; you're all the same. [worthlesspatheticwannabes] Not one of you can Shut The Fuck Up About how much I supposedly hate you. Dont feel special enough to be singled out as hated by me Because your not even close to good enough. Now stop me if im wrong[dontyoudare] Maybe if you stopped trying to carve yourself Into my fucking fake image You would be able to realize That perfection like me is obtained only by realizing The superficial world of today can go fuck itself. Because Strags Dont[wont] understand Superficiality and the one labeled Faggot is Bliss. [orwillthey?] Here is some advise: Stop Eating. Stop dressing in all black because you [think] its cool. Quit the addictive sedative Meth (no one likes you any more[onlyless] because of it.) Shove your finger down your throat //3 times a day //21 times a week //84 times a month. I walk into a room only to realize Everyone stopped to look. To look at A look at the guy With the stereotypical bulimia beauty pagent body. The one who knows he looks better than you. Complete version ^filename:::Darling Faggot [downloadable]. Just do identical to the person before you. Click the link and download the pictures. Then paste them on your other journal/chatlines/web pages[sites] And tell everyone you are me. (If you see [fake]me on Live Journal Vampire Freaks Greatest Journal Or any other site[excludingthanmyspace] It is not me. I have been spotted on several other pages [notincludingtheoneslisted] But, I am the 1 and Only[theoriginal] If you really want to know more about me [whicheveryonedoes] Ask anyone who has never spoken to me. I like laying on floors where you [ohsowillingly] left me After the soft shards of glass castcated through my brains Creating the reality I so desprately long for. I love it. I love it more than all of the fake personality You keep trying to feed me. I love it more than having your girlfriend[boyfriend] In my bed at night. I love it more than taking your book and burning the cover to ashes[becauseitsallfake] I almost love it more than actually having reason To prove the fact that I am bigger[better]. I'm better then you because I wear expensive things. Things that mean nothing more to me than the air I breathe. Its just there until it is all chopped down And left an empty field of broken limbs. Just like you. With the truth finally slipping out In your one last gasping breathe. The difference? Who sleeps on the floor and loves it? I dont think about who catches me siezering. This is just another moment that you weren't there. Vanity lays on the floor Broken mirror Cracked fingernail polish. This is perfection. This is me. Nothing is perfect [byyourstandards] In a world where everyone is fake and being real is ugly. If I took off my fake face My fake color My fake clothes And my fake accessories Next rid of my supposed fake rep Fake image And fake self. Then, would I finally be real? ::A(nswer):: =No. I'm not real. You're not real. [getoverit] You all think I am a xcore[biggerthanyou] asshole And hate every single person in this pathetic world. One that so closely resembles my own version of hell. But, that is bullshit I am just fighting back. I grew sick of sitting and taking in all the abuse Just so I could return home at night and cry myself to sleep. Im not gonna fucking put up with it anymore [toobadhuh?] You wish you could walk all over me Hurt me. [inmorewaysthatone] I am your crawling suicide scar The Scene[everyotherfuckingfad] Dream. [blowmeandgetthefuckoverit]