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My name is Ben, you can call me whatever you want though. The more shitty the better, make me laugh. I am pretty much in love with my guitar. I am a metal head and that'll never change. I hate crowds but concerts are endured bc of the mosh and the adrenaline from the jammage. Most say my friends and I are hilarious, so I'd like to say I have a good sense of humor. I don't belong to any clique and I dont belong to anyone except myself and the people i love. I say dude, man, bro, raw, and righeous more than I should. I want a job and I am looking. I went to college and i was supposed to go back his year but i messed that up pretty bad. I want to help people, maybe a nurse or be in some kind of assistance program. I have been to prison and I'm not proud of that. I made enough mistakes for the population of china. I absolutely adore gils who have a taste for metal. I think freckles are cute. I always have something to talk about, and i want to talk to you.If a “miracle” is mentioned, I usually explain it scientifically. Take the concept of reincarnation. If a personality / soul is energy, and energy is neither created nor destroyed, who’s to say it can’t manifest itself in another person? There is no way to quantify this energy, but there was also no way of understanding the first sighting of a rainbow. Today, we know a rainbow is no more than refraction of light through raindrops. I believe the universe is a series of intricate components in which there are more questions than answers. I cannot further define my beliefs metaphysically in fear of changing my mind. New to the subject matter, I prefer to explore my options before taking a stand. In fact, I had no idea what metaphysics was until the first day of class. It would be silly to say, “This is it…this is the way things are…” That would make for a mindless and bleak existence ..