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I Just got married and i am ready to being this portion of my life with my crazy neurotic adoring loving handsome husband John. We have a beautiful baby girl together Brooke or Brookie Cookie as she is known around our house, I also have a lil girl Ashleigh who is basically my mini me which deathly scares me sometimes when i think back to my teenage years, she is 5 going on 15. My husband John is a full time college student and works full time as a leagl assistant to give us the life we have and to build a better future for our family, This also alows me to be a full time mom and wife for the time being, which is so important for me, being able to be there for my kids full time and not miss any "firsts" is so important to me and his hard work and dedication makes this possible.I've come to realize Its the best thing in the world to have a family you completly and whole heartly love. Having children basically means you decide to let your heart walk outside of your body for the rest of your life. I may not have always done the right thing or made the right decisions but i am now in a place of total bliss and where making the wrong decision is basically not an option. It took me a long time to get where i am and be who i am but now that im there i would never go back, not for one moment not for one decision because any change even the smallest or the dumbest could change the present and that is not something i would want to do. It took me 25 yrs to become an adult i guess growing up is something you cant force and once your there aint no goin back. Oh and i cant forget to give a shout out to my boy Yoshi, my bestest guy, my puppy, I love you Yoshi Moshi, no matter how many times you have an accident in my house or how many pairs of shoes you chew or even when you bark and wake up the baby and i want to beat you, i dont, cause i wuv you!