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nicole

inspire me....

About Me

I was diagnosed with Acute Lymphocytic Leukemia otherwise known as ALL on November 15 , 2007 its been quite the adventure but now that iam an official worrior iam kicking ass!!!!!!.... one thing i do know is that i have dreams... i cant wait to get this chemo business over with so that i can focus on school and traveling and just doing the things i was really wanting to do . i think that sometimes these things in life happen for a reason to jump start your life i think now i finally found my perpose in this world i want to help out others who are going through cancer and let them know that it is not the end and that life does continue . i love photography and meeting new people being with friends and family

My Interests

music ,photography,art, people, the world..... i love my camera i love my life
View my page on My Crazy Sexy Life

I'd like to meet:

everyone this life long journey brings me to. Kris Carr , Joaquin Phoenix

Music:

music is my life its the only thing that i can really relate to............ neko case the white stripes the beatles radiohead little dragon johnny cash tori amos the deftones sublime slightly stupid alice n chains everything

Movies:

i ll watch anything once....... there will be bloodwalk the line the bucket list A Good YearCrazy sexy cancer great documentaryHarry potter lord of the rings Pans labyrinth.... Pan: A long time ago, in the underground realm, where there are no lies or pain, there lived a Princess who dreamed of the human world. She dreamed of blue skies, soft breeze, and sunshine. One day, eluding her keepers, the Princess escaped. Once outside, the brightness blinded her and erased every trace of the past from her memory. She forgot who she was and where she came from. Her body suffered cold, sickness, and pain. Eventually, she died. However, her father, the King, always knew that the Princess' soul would return, perhaps in another body, in another place, at another time. And he would wait for her, until he drew his last breath, until the world stopped turning....

Television:

arrested development , its always sunny HEROS, americas next top model

Books:

Sylvia PlathJack Kerouacpoems by pablo nerudacarzy sexy cancer 101 questions about leukemia the zombie survival guide Kurt Vonnegutalen ginsberg charles bukowski

Heroes:

my mom, my great great aunt edelgard semrau seemann and last but not least mary mokry every single soul who goes through cancerThis little girl is my hero go to her website its Jenessabyers.com shegives me strength to fight and to bring a smile upon everyones face! thanks "BOEY" the world will miss you!

My Blog

CHEMO BRAIN NATION!!!!!!

so yes hello every let me just start out and say that Iam doing very well i couldnt be happier! Woooooo Hooooo .........ok ok Let's get down to bizness! Have any of you ever heard of chemo brain? If n...
Posted by nicole on Wed, 05 Mar 2008 08:47:00 PST

just rambling

Hello everyone ! i just wanted you all  to know that Iam doing really well with my treatments and its better than the Dr.s had expected! yeah for me! I knew i would kick but , but its deffin...
Posted by nicole on Tue, 26 Feb 2008 04:02:00 PST

The hospital.....

Well my career is officially a patient in the hospital . I think iam still in denial about this whole thing or maybe Iam just stronger than I had thought .since November 15 of last year i have spent a...
Posted by nicole on Wed, 13 Feb 2008 08:00:00 PST

Leukemia Awareness banner!!

glitter- ...
Posted by nicole on Mon, 11 Feb 2008 05:39:00 PST

explainin my chest port that i recieved on 02/01/08

Ports for Chemo Your oncologist may recommend that you have a port or "port-a-cath" inserted in your upper chest wall (the space between your collarbone and your breast) to make chemotherapy easier an...
Posted by nicole on Sat, 02 Feb 2008 10:38:00 PST

leukemia some facts (for those who may want to know)

Here is a better explaination of the cancer i have and iam just putting this up just in case anyone has any questions the type of leukemia i have is ALL. I found this artical more informative so yeah ...
Posted by nicole on Fri, 25 Jan 2008 09:13:00 PST

i miss me

i miss having hair and going out and looking good being healthy ........all of thee above ! being athletic , eating healthy , smiling all the time being confident ......aaahhhhhhhhhh  i just want...
Posted by nicole on Fri, 25 Jan 2008 08:58:00 PST

i love books !!!!

I  just love books ! since i have alot of spare time now people have brought me alot of reading material and iam so appreciative of that , everything from mags to lengthy novels i cant wait to re...
Posted by nicole on Thu, 24 Jan 2008 10:29:00 PST

live life to the fullest

i will live my life to the fullest from now on and iam going to make list of things i want to do and be selfish about it as i should and i wont feel bad about it yeah i will have fun and no one can st...
Posted by nicole on Wed, 23 Jan 2008 11:18:00 PST

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who's shoulder do i cry on without making them feel down, or worry or even feel pity on me? who can i talk to about the things that are usually not talked about in a time like this ?
Posted by nicole on Tue, 08 Jan 2008 10:28:00 PST