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Heather

Sleep equals dreams which take me from this reality that I must face....

About Me

I'm generally a confused person. I laugh when I don't understand things, which lately has been a lot of things. I have a new love for energy drinks. (And I thank Molly for those.) I know life is too complicated for me. I stress over stupid things that I have no control over. I over think every situation and everything that's said to me. I love music and would be lost without it. Writing is my greatest passion in the world. When I care for someone, I put everything into it, which gets me in trouble in the end. I trust WAY too easily and am learning not to. I love my friends more than anything in the world. I would do anything for them and they know it. If they don't, you do now! I don't always follow the advice that is given to me by people. I don't always listen to my friends either, but I'm starting to. They're making sense to me, which scares me. I'm not a typical girl. I have moments when I like to look good and moments when I'll throw on jeans, a sweatshirt and a hat, completely makeupless, and go to the mall or movies. Hot, I know. I know how to fire an AR15 and I like it! ;-P It made me feel more powerful than ever. I like to be in control of my life, but rarely am. I'm into sports more than any other girl I know. I don't get scared easily, but I'm scared to death when I am.

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My Interests

GOOOOOOOOOOOO GATORS!!!!!!!!!

I'd like to meet:

That special person in the world that gets me. The one that allows me to really be myself and loves me because I'm that comfortable around them.Get this widget!

Music:

I love all kinds of music. For the most part, the only kinds that I do not like are rap, jazz, and classical. It really depends on the lyrics and the beat of the music. Country has to be my all time favorite though. Especially those like Terri Clark, Jo Dee Messina, & Trick Pony. R.I.D.E.And of course, Jay Taylor. ;-)

Movies:

Well, I could name my entire movie list on here, but that would take up 99.9% of the page, so...lets just say I like comedy, horror, drama, thrillers and many other. I'll watch ANYTHING with Jodie Foster, Helen Hunt, Sandra Bullock, Jennifer Aniston, Elisabeth Shue, Alison Eastwood, Eliza Dushku, Val Kilmer, Brad Pitt, Ewan McGregor, Adam Sandler, Meg Ryan, Angie Harmon, Kate Hudson...ect. Need I say more? Horror is prob the fav though. Nice to cuddle with someone in. Unless that someone is scared, then it's just no fun.

Heroes:

Amanda Richter. People that stand up for what they believe in, regardless of who is around them and the men and women in Iraq and other places fighting for me. http://joyfulheartfoundation.org/ Mariska Hargitay and the women that are on this site helping out for the better.

My Blog

Amazed...

It amazes me how things can seem so right and perfect in your mind...and yet, once you actually think about how they would be in reality...it doesn't seem so great. Me, being the great over thinker th...
Posted by Heather on Mon, 18 Jun 2007 10:35:00 PST

Find out who your friends are...

Run your car off the side of the roadGet stuck in a ditch way out in the middle of nowhereGet yourself in a bind lose the shirt off your backNeed a floor need a couch need a bus fareThis is where the ...
Posted by Heather on Fri, 15 Jun 2007 11:20:00 PST

Allie...

Allie is by far the smartest person alive...she's been the only one that's been able to knock sense into me lately, and that's just over the phone and internet. I'm done. I've given up...I'm not going...
Posted by Heather on Tue, 29 May 2007 11:59:00 PST

It's gone...

My heart is gone. It's not mine anymore. I don't think it ever has been. Each guy that has broken it has taken it with him and there's really none left inside. I don't want it back either. I've been t...
Posted by Heather on Sat, 26 May 2007 06:36:00 PST

Mean mean mean...

So, my aunt convinced my other aunt to tell me that...meaning they lied to me. It's really gonna be 150 dollars, which I can handle. My family isn't nice...
Posted by Heather on Wed, 25 Apr 2007 04:55:00 PST

The day from HELL!!!!!

Skipped work this am cause I wasn't feeling well. I got some homework done while I was in bed, cause I couldn't sleep.Got bogged up with EVERYTHING at the last second as far as homework and papers go....
Posted by Heather on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 01:30:00 PST

So...

Even though a wonderful thing happened last night, today sucked beyond belief. But, I did realize that I'm sick of it. I'm sick of everything. I'm sick of being used and abused, I'm sick of sitting ho...
Posted by Heather on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 06:27:00 PST

Aaron...

It's kinda funnyTomorrow is yesterdayIt feels so goodWe'll slide on a rainbowCatching a moonbeam or twoOh, ohDon't tell me I'm a dreamer'Cause I don't want to know(so let me take you there)I know (I k...
Posted by Heather on Mon, 26 Mar 2007 08:03:00 PST

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I don't even know where to start. I've realized how much my life has really changed lately. I don't know what I want anymore and I don't know what I don't want. I can't figure out my life anymore, so ...
Posted by Heather on Sun, 25 Mar 2007 07:30:00 PST

My new favorite song and thoughts...

Big SkyWritten by: Rachel LoyI got this ego that got knocked downI'm walking real slowStaring at the ground.A million loners wake up every dayMy life's not over, just twisted out of place.I stop in my...
Posted by Heather on Sat, 24 Mar 2007 08:51:00 PST