i always have a watchful eye and an open heart....I am in no rush to grow up or to fall in love.I have no idea where my life is going to end up at or even when its acually going to start..all i know is im living life to the fullest by doing the little things that make me happy...i spill shit, trip, and embaress myself but thats juss me...i want to make a difference in the world someway im still wondering how tho....im happy, im sad,,im lost and sometimes confused, im lazy, most of the time selfish, I can b sarcastic when I want.. most of my life i hav spent making other people happy..sometimes I forget to think about myself and other times I forget to think about the rest of the world....I will always admit when im wrong!..i pretty much dont give a fuck what people think of me so don't bother telling me that im ugly or how stupid i am....etc. cause chances are...i probably think much worse of you...i really dislik people who try to b what they are not..and i really hate drama but it seems to find me i hate when people try tellin me i cant do something casue i will prove u wrong..or at least try my heart out to prove them wrong! but I do see beauty in anything and everything!! i've fucked up fucked people up and been fucked up i hav been lied too cheated on and hav had my heart stolen...sometimes u got to get fucked up to feel sober, cry to see clear and fall down a hunder times before u learn to pick urself back up...im spontaneous which gets me in trouble, crazy which gets myself in trouble:) but hey it happens, loving to almost all people...got to say i hav a loving heart but if u fuck wit it...yea pretty much dont!! im addicted to those that put a smile on my face....im scared of rejection but i kno it happens eevrywhere and 2 anyone....i cant keep it short no matter how hard i try...I think about what I want to say before sayin it but the words never come out right..i lov laughing and juss having a good time..fun times are the number one thing to life!everything i do i hav good intentions on what im doin...i have a lot to say and i wont hold any of it back weather it hurts u or not...my insecurities eat me alive a matter of fact alot of things do...my life may b confusing at times mayb full of misaktes and regrets it may b completly complicated but I wouldn’t hav it any other way!!
I MAKE A LOT OF MISTAKES (THATS WHAT I DO) I SPEAK WITHOUT THINKINK...I ACT WITHOUT KNOWING...I DRINK SO MUCH I CAN BARELY WALK..IM A FANTASTIC LOVER THOUGH AND A AMAZING FRIEND!!
DREAMS ARE MY REALITY, THE ONLY KIND OF REAL FANTASY!
AFTER AWHILE YOU WILL LEARN THE DIFFRERNTS BETWEEN HOLDING HANDS AND FALLING IN LOVE,,,YOU BEGIN TO LEARN KISSES DONT ALWAYS MEAN SOEMTHING PROMISES CAN BE BROKEN JUST AS QUICKLEY AS THEY ARE MADE AND GOOD BYES ARE REALLY FOREVER!
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