About Me

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Yeah, I'm just a kid.. I think big and when I do I make it something to be noticed and something to be thought of. Things that inspire, influence, gain respect from and are simply appreciated by others that I create is something I love. Doesn't everyone? But to what extent, its a passion. If things I say contradict what you've been raised to believe I apoligize but I can guarentee almost whatever you do believe I totally respect it and share some of the same thoughts that you have about it with you. I wish all of you the best of luck in life, finding your certain thing you love, and finding love itself, have fun have no regrets and just Live. Thank you.
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My exact thoughts, couldn't have said it any better. This is 100% exactly my outlook on human life and the spiruality of things. The Vast ExpanseI acknowledge the privilege of being alive In a human body at this moment,Endowed with senses, memories, emotions, thoughts, And the space of mind in its wisdom aspect.It is the prayer of my innermost being To realize my supreme identity In the liberated play of consciousness, The Vast Expanse.Now is the moment, Here is the place of Liberation.Witness the contents of mind, The visions and sounds, the thoughts, As clouds passing through the vast expanse - The sky-like nature of mind.The rootedness of Being is in emptiness, clarity and awareness:Unborn, unspoilt, stainlessly pure.The infinite vibratory levels, The dimensions of interconnectedness Are without end.There is nothing independent. All beings and things are residents in your awareness.I subject my awareness to the perfection of being, The perfection of wisdom and perfection of love, All of these being co-present in the Vast Expanse.I share this panorama of Being And appreciate all I can share it with...The seamless interweaving of consciousness With each moment Create perfection wherever you go With your awareness.That is why this teaching is admired by artists-- They sense the correctness of the response to life as creative.Life is infinite creative play.Enjoyment and participation in this creative play Is the artists profound joy.We co-author every moment With universal creativity.To bare our souls is all we ask, To give all we have to life And the beings surrounding us.Here the nature spirits are intense And we appreciate them, make offerings to them-- These nature spirits who call us here-- Sealing our fate with each other, celebrating our love.I am an intersecting kaleidoscope of Being In a rainbow refractive wave pattern:A corpuscle of light on the ocean... The transparency of my body with the rocks...Sometimes the only way to summarize my feelings is to draw--To collapse the frenzy in my limbs enough To make a mark out of profound appreciation For my existence.Share your presence with others, no boundaries, Completely openly lovingly.Love is what makes us alive, That is why we feel so alive when we love. Service is being available to love.Life is the combustion of love.That we love ourselves here, That is the true magnificence In the mountains of being.We are constantly drawing the line between love and not love-- Enter into the Non-duality Zone.All judgements dissolve in the Vast Expanse.It's as though we are co-conspirators of consciousness-- Everyone, everywhere, everywhen, Mixing up our openable minds.It's as though we could gather clouds in the sky And people into our lives.Like an eruption of consciousness, We discover the source of love.Experience yourself as the Source And appreciate every moment as perfection.Sunrise--Sunset. Thank you, Thank you, Creator; Profound unstoppable connectedness of all beings, Pattern to everything, most radical no-thing,The Vast Expanse.Alex Grey August 22,1994
The Family Prayer And shepherds we shall be, for Thee my Lord, for Thee. Power hath descended forth from Thy hand, that our feet may swiftly carry out Thy command.So we shall flow a river forth unto Thee, and teeming with souls shall it ever be. In Nomime Patris, et Filii, et Spiritus Sanctis
--The Boondock Saints
"We are the music makers, and we are the dreamers of dreams".

What happened to the good ol days?

Theres alot more depth in skateboarding that most people wouldn't really understand. Just imagine the thing that you love to do, like any sport or whatever. Theres that point where you just feel like your in such a perfect moment and your just at peace with yourself and you can do anything. Your friends are just cheering you on and you stick something off a loading dock, ledge, stair, or even a damn curb lol. You fall and you just get back up and do that shit again, its the best feeling when you get what you've worked for. Ok hope I get the message through.. just decided I should share that. I feel the same way about music, when you get a piece together then it just feels great to play with your friends and its just a bond you can't describe.
This is the link to the oldschool skate team page we had back when I was young and in my prime =D
One of my favorite scenes from an incredible movie, Powder.
Pinback - Serg
This is what I learned in art ^_^ I miss it so much. Its 17 Years by Ratatat.
FreaksterCB
IM me for a jolly good time ..

My Interests

Never forget, "The early bird gets the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese." My interest.. lets see, influence, change, experimentation, love, passion, nature, exploring the human mind and spiritual self, things like that. Being with my best of friends I've had for.. well all my life really is way up there on the list along with my family. Its the little things in life though honestly, the site of an elderly couple holding hands or a piece of nature unscathed by humans that gets me feeling good. I enjoy art, any kind really its all beautiful in my eyes but yeh I draw quite a bit and it could be a career path for me along with being a chef (somewhat random but its just something that I've always been attracted to) anything under the category of psychology, I'll probably write a few books, and lastly, Music. On the topic of music, Creating it and searching endlessly for the kind that makes me feel emotionally open, as if being told a dramatic story of the ups and downs in ones life. Their is something you just can't describe when you and a group of friends are just flowing with the rythm of a song, covered, written by you and your friends or just whatever. The trash that pollutes our radio and tv lacks the soul and heart of the good ol' days, rob da jurry store tell em make me a grrrill.. SNAP OUT OF IT MAN!! lol. Love is a big thing for me, the feeling, if its considered even that, the devotion, the care, nearly a need, for someone can conquer the greatest of men/women. Learning to work it for the ways of care and affection rather than to manipulate is a goal. I've been in a very serious relationship already in my life and it's taught me a lot. I wish to explore the infinite depths of romance and love again and can honestly say that I'm ready to get back out there and see what the world has to offer. But yeah, these are but a few things, I could keep telling you all of my interest, but then interest would be lost from this huge slab of text on my page and no one would care to even give it a glance.. lol so the end, go out and live your life, help an old lady across the street and fall in love, good luck with all wish to accomplish etc. etc. =]

I'd like to meet:

You,Bill Hicks,Alex Grey,Thom Yorke,Darren Aronofsky, John Lennon,Ghandi,Mike Vallely,Rob Crow,Fred Hampton,Batman,Bob Marley,Les Claypool,Flea,Armistead Burwell Smith IV,M. C. Escher,Chino Moreno,Daniel Johns,Bruce Lee,Zack De La Rocha,Andrew Reynolds,Dustin Dollin,Ernie Torres, the love of my life, pretty much all of my favorite directors, writers, artist of any kind, music, just whatever, I'd love to just sit with each and every one of you and carry on about anything and everything.

Music:

Radiohead, BjÃ¶rk, Fugazi, Far, battles, team sleep, pinback, deftones, roxy music, dj shadow, pendulum, pearl jam, silverchair, tool, smashing pumpkings, a perfect circle, bright eyes, The Kooks, Ingred Michaelson, the pixies, rage, system, Sublime, Elliot Smith, three mile pilot, notorious big, Ambulance ltd, bach, beastie boys, built to spill, cave in, cursive, daft punk, death cab, depeche mode, ELO, Fiona Apple, G love and the special sauce, the dissociatives,Gorrilaz, Helmet, old incubus, old foo fighters, ladytron, m.ward, Morrissey, Nas, NWA, Oasis, Pilot, Primus, prince, queen, Randy Newman, Rod Stewart, Single frame, t rex, the decemberist, the ink spots, the mills brothers, Frank Sinatra, Nat 'king' Cole, Al Jolson, Louis Armstrong, Bing Crosby, Tony Bennett, Billy Ecksti, the postal service, the temptations, tori amos, white stripes, flaming lips, Beethoven, zwan, skinny puppy, sound team, red hot chilli peppers, pink floyd, dinosaur Jr., beck, ben folds, at the drive-in,ratatat,rjd2,of montreal marsvolta, sparta, bob marley,coldplay,desaparecidos, interpol, jimmy hendrix, modest mouse, minor threat, muse,portis head, the arcade fire, the doors, the beatles, wolf parade, weezer,rasputina,the doors,simon dawes,pj,thom yorke,rob crow,nirvana,sound garden, mos def, the cure, beastie boys, rogue wave,sonic youth,smiths, alice in chains,old canes,

Movies:

Pump Up The Volume, Watership Down, Juno, Pi, Requiem for a Dream, Powder, Heathers, I Am Legend, Pan's Labyrinth, Crash, Superbad, All of Monty Python's movies, Fight Club, Moulin Rogue, The Illusionist, All of Kevin Smith's movies, Ratatouille, 300, A Scanner Darkly, Kill bill 1/2, AI, Donnie Darko, Bravehart, Reseviour Dogs, American History X, Borat, Billy Madison (all of Adam Sandler's stuff from around that time period), The Great Mouse Detective, The Rescuers, (FIRST ONLY) Land Before Time, Full metal jacket, Tim Burton's flims,Big Fish, batman all of them, Labyrinth, The Boondock Saints, Shaun of the Dead, all Star wars pref. oldschool, Beetlejuice, V for Vendetta, Edward Scissorhands,The Matrix(all), Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory, lots of skate video's, Lion King, Fahrenheit 911, Bowling for Columbine, Akira, Princess Mononoke, Steamboy, all bruce lee films.

Television:

Television pretty much sucks, its just another way to keep us all cowering in fear, mindless, and the same. However, there are some good shows out there such as the Henry Rollins show, Survivorman, Bizarre Foods, No Reservations, Iron Chef, How It's Made, Mike Vallelys show Drive, That 70's Show, The boondocks, The Simpsons, Family Guy, The Office, CSI, South Park, Invader Zim, The Daily Show, The Colbert Report, Top Cat, Ren and Stimpy, Samuari Champloo, Cowboy Bebop, rurouni kenshin, Gundam Wing, anything on adult swim, g4, discovery channel, food network, comedy central.

Books:

Siddhartha, Howl's Moving Castle, Of Mice and Men, Their eyes were watching God, Bridge to terabithia, Castle in The Air, The Silent Strength of Stones, Fahrenheit 451, Artemis Fowl, Where The Red Fern Grows, Redwall, The Giver, Fallen Angels, and of course, everything Calvin and Hobbes.

Heroes:

Bruce Lee, Bill Hicks, Ghandi, Batman, Andrew Reynolds,Og De Souza, everyone else on my who i'd like to meet list. Friends, Family and everyone else who has motivated and influenced me to be the person I am today, I thank you all.

My Blog

Where are YOU going?

This is a paper that I wrote for my Engilish class last semester, it is an extentsion of myself and will tell you a lot about me."Where Are YOU Going?" Written By: Clint Benson &...
Posted by You Seek Yoda on Sun, 30 Mar 2008 02:47:00 PST

The path to enlightenment

The following is a conversation between Me [[FreaksterCB]] and an old friend of mine [[KNIGHTOFOPAL]]. We go over the path to enlightenment, life and death. Pretty interesting, I suggest y...
Posted by You Seek Yoda on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 10:25:00 PST

For whoever signed the BURN BOOK

Repost this as 'BURN BOOK' if your not ashamed that you believe in God add your name(INSERT 537 PEOPLES NAMES HERE) Being pressured into signing a bulletin in proof that you do believe in god is cowar...
Posted by You Seek Yoda on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 09:56:00 PST

AMERICA -- thanks hollie for finding this =D

AmericaYeh. I was angry.The original had lots of cussing but its edited for the sake of young folks eyes. Sadly some people would totally change the way they thought about me and spread that I w...
Posted by You Seek Yoda on Sun, 17 Sep 2006 12:38:00 PST

The kids of today, featuring Coleman

Tonight me and Coleman had a little conversation about the ever growing, Emo fad, I felt it would make some impact so I post it here for you now =]Sorry for the cussing, those of you who are offended,...
Posted by You Seek Yoda on Thu, 17 Aug 2006 09:08:00 PST

A Little Bit About Religion

A Little Bit About Religion Clint Benson[sorry, typos = probably alot] Ahh.... The topic of God, an all knowing source, a connection through di...
Posted by You Seek Yoda on Sat, 08 Jul 2006 03:35:00 PST